Growing Up the Child of a Satanist

one of my mother's classic things like

if anything ever bothered me or hurt my

feelings is her Mantra was tough up Zena

things are tough all over at least I

don't beat you like my mother did she

believed that by not beating me she was

actually indulging me but in fact she

was neglecting me and the strange thing

which I didn't understand when I was

growing up was in a sense she was

Raising me as a single mother but I was

not aware of that because I did not know

that my parents were not married they

lied to me about that