FINAL EPISODE of the LATE NIGHT TALK / Pascal Zoels - SEASON II Episode 12

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So family and the friends, welcome back.

Welcome back. Welcome back to our last

episode for today for for this year.

Last late night talk. Can't even see the

can in the back. I hope now you do. And

yeah, we we are back. I hope you guys

had a beautiful day. If you uh joined

this study session, uh intro was

gorgeous. Hey, thank you so much. Yeah,

it was I released it in the beginning of

the year for every episode. Thank you so

much. Uh what do you mean it's not on

the table? What is not on the table?

Last talk of 2025. Yeah, this our last

and final episode of the late night talk

season two. Like uh we finished season

one in last year and um started season

two in this year and we have exactly 12

episodes. So every month we had one

episode at least. Kind of happy that

everything worked out. It's my favorite

intro ever. Thanks so much. Merciu.

Um I was hoping it was under the desk

and the pillows. N

um I was waiting for you on the table.

Time runs true to true. Yeah. I It's

like this location again from the last

episode. Um, we were everywhere in my

room. Can't wait for season 22. Intro

was nostalgic. Yeah. And the intro.

Yeah. For everybody who know saw the

intro the first time, it was like all

the locations where we had late night

talks in or study streams or whatever

video I filmed there. So, um, yeah. Are

you still going to do the late night

talks and study lives in 2026? Yes, sir.

uh the the second um the third season of

the late night talks. I'm not sure when

it's going to start in 2020 um six, but

it will start as well as the study live

streams. They will start even tomorrow

again, you know. So, um I'm kind of

streaming daily, you know, cuz they're

going to be 90 doing late night talk 86.

Can't wait for late night talk season 3.

Yeah, for before we now talk too much,

um yeah, I just hope you enjoy. I hope

you enjoyed every episode of uh this

year. And now for the last episode, as

always, usually you can you like you

choose the topic um what we talk about,

but this time I was thinking um that we

uh Oh no, I Maria with Wi-Fi problems.

Hopefully you can figure that out. Um

yeah, this this episode we basically

only talk about uh this year what we

want to or like I thought would be kind

of cool since um I know that some people

struggled in this year and all the stuff

and uh now are looking forward for 2026

or you had like a very nice 2026 and I

was actually thinking about that we

first talk a little bit about like what

was not going well in this year or what

you would like to leave in 2025 and then

we going to go with the motivation in

2026 if you know what I mean. So um the

struggle was real. Yeah. Hey and only

two days to go and I think quick

anecdote. I don't know how to say that

but I think it's actually kind of nice

that we like I think some people just go

into the next year and it's also good

you know but it's kind of nice that we

take the time you know for this Pasc

random question. Do you use YouTube in

dark mode? Uh, yeah. Yeah. Do I do I do

only? Yeah. Uh, yeah, I do. So, um, yay.

Let's go. Hectic for me. The 2025. Yeah.

This is the thing. If you, uh, have

anything that you like I just tell you.

I like I think it makes the most sense

if I tell you first what I would leave I

would like to leave in 2025 or what was

not so nice in 2025 and also maybe tell

you what was good in 2025 and that I

would uh love to go on with 2026 you

know and as always I'm like this dream

lives from that you guys write what you

have in your head so feel free to do

that so first of all you know what first

like I don't also usually Usually I have

the topics here but this time we don't

have the topics. Uh we have it a little

bit different. So first of all what I

would like love to leave in 2025. First

of all I'm going to read Shal's message.

This year was so dramatic for real but

so many good things has happened. Like

my favorite memory from this year is

meeting my longdistance boyfriend. You

have a boyfriend? I didn't know that. Um

okay. So where are the topics listed? No

topics this time. We don't have topics.

It's like what I said. we just um

basically talk like let me know what you

would love to leave in 2025 what worked

out and what didn't for me to be honest

like um I have like a few things really

worked out as I as you might know like

for example I graduated in law and all

this stuff um like this is finally from

my chest like I was so scared that I

will not do it um that I that I'm

actually very happy that this worked out

like I don't In the beginning of the

year, I only had like really [snorts]

the fear of a what is when this I will

just now dive deep into it, you know. Um

so, uh now they are cute as hell

together. I didn't know Shali has a

boyfriend. Anyways, um I believe that

they are cute. Um yeah, I was just very

scared that this will not work out. And

uh I had in the beginning of the year or

so where I got like this got my grades

back from the first three civil uh law

exams and they were crazy bad. I didn't

expected that. I was like damn I'm going

to fail this and uh like until May or

April or something like this. I was

really um big event py be proud of

yourself. Yeah, I was very proud. But I

know that like there were three months,

three or four months in this year where

I was every day thinking, what the hell?

Like this can't be real, you know? Like

I always told you guys, hey, 2025 is a

nice year because it's just my inner

settings that I don't want to see the

negative stuff, but damn, this was hella

negative. Um but I for some reason

thought hey it's it goes over and

luckily then the other exams really

carried me so I I still passed I was

invited to the or exam so this was a

very shitty thing I would say but yeah

wait um I can uh let me also read your

stuff. It's so crazy to me that says

could have doubts about his studies. are

you you work so incredibly hard. Hey,

but I have to be honest. This was just I

messed those civil law exams up because

I was so nervous. I really my nerves got

to me. You know, it's also not easy. You

know, if you study a lot, it doesn't

mean that you uh pass. And I was there

on the verge of failing, but um luckily

luckily it worked out. Yeah, there were

also other stuff. But uh wait, before I

now hold the complete monologue, let me

let me read your stuff. So right now

it's raining crazily and it's perfect

setup for me. Thanks so much clouds.

Hey, let's go. I would like to leave my

negative energy, my unproductivity, my

laziness. I try my best to become a

better person. I get frustrated so

quickly. My parents hate me at this

point because of my frustration acts.

Yeah, Shali. I um

can completely not completely

understand. Um like I have a little bit

similar for example what I also would

love to leave really in 2025

for some reason I have to be honest I

have the feeling that my relationship

with my parents is not so nice anymore

don't or not like um I don't know it's

it feels like it's really maybe my

problem that I'm not as as open or not

as open but not as like I don't know my

brain is somewhere else I have the

feeling I always want to really listen

to a person. Uh so I give the person

really the complete feeling. Okay, I'm

really there at the moment, but for some

reason I have something the feeling that

they have the feeling that I'm not there

even though I'm there and I would really

love to change that. So um yeah, I'm

with you there. So um yeah, downfill

began with me being grandparentless at

the beginning of the year. Then

everything just went down. Lord. Oh man.

I hope I really hope that um yeah

obviously like you can't bring them back

in 2026 but I really hope that um yeah

that you will not get over it but that

you are really see that yeah life goes

on and they are so proud of you I

believe and they are so much uh they

would love to see you yeah being always

or happy again in 2026. that um I have

this feeling with my grandma, the same

feeling as me um with my with my parents

at the moment. Pascal, I thought you

were going on a trip. You're saying we

wouldn't be able to stream today, but

when I saw your live stream today, I

couldn't believe uh asked if it was

real. I'm sorry I couldn't join. I

completely Okay. Yeah, it's always real,

you know, and I'm I'm live every day,

you know. This year I broke uh this year

I broke up with my boyfriend, then

failed my exam, messed up pretty bad,

honestly. Lost my grandpa, but I go back

on my feet thanks to you. Hey, no

problem. But you know it's really

yeah the thing is that you I have also

this like as I told you this face before

I got my grades I was calling with the

law thing and I was like talking to them

also I what if if I like am I failing

now and they are like yeah yeah you are

failing and you have to do this all

again and I can only tell you guys that

it's really never lose your hope awesome

never lose your hope on your happiness.

If you are now sad or whatever, don't

don't go into this whole like, hey,

maybe I'm just like this that I'm that

I'm born to be sad. No, you are not. You

are really not. It will get better

again. And it's it's not that I'm just

saying this. It is like this, you know.

I was really thinking in this time like

after I don't know when I got my grades,

I I think I didn't told the the chat at

all. I just I don't know. your boy was

really,

you know, I was sitting there at the

graveyards and was like really

uh crying then calling Mr. B and Mr. B

was also like, "Hell no, Pascal, what do

we do now?" And then he checked the next

days, called me again. Hey, Pascal, you

were still alive. And I'm like, "Yeah,

yeah, yeah." Like in this phase, I

really thought like, "Hey, now now

everything ends." I was also thinking

like obviously I was mainly thinking,

"Hey, I let myself down." Um, but I was

also thinking a I let so many people

down. Like when people see me failing

maybe they think like for example in the

SMA they think like damn nothing like

all this work doesn't doesn't mean

anything to to to the universe or to

whoever or like your abilities but it

actually does so please don't please

don't give up you know that's what I

only wanted to say you know I want to

leave behind my health problems and

people who are not long a part of my

life I hope that too I hope that too

works I had so so like so Many bad

things happened to me this year which I

never thought could happen. My

relationship with my parents from broke

from a loving fam. They went to not

wanting me anymore. Oh man, I I also

read this so many times from you. Um

really

also this the same like this thing that

the pill that I said and like I made two

videos on that you shouldn't give up and

this is for me really the truth you know

because

is the same what I told I know did I

told you this with like um my grandma

for example I was at my grandparents

place and I saw that I had the feeling

they don't do so good anymore you know

and I was like I was like damn what the

hell or not. What the hell? Like they

are both over 80. Obviously, they are

not doing so good anymore, you know. And

um they are the only grandparents I

still have. And I was like, hey, this

can't this so shitty. And then I I I was

there and I thought like, hey, I put all

my energy into this whole conversation

with them. And um like we draw stuff

together. I I even made a photo of that.

Like we draw my grandma asked me if I

can draw something. And I was like,

"Yeah, let's draw something together."

And um for some reason I really had the

feeling that this light inflamed in her

again and she was so young again and I I

only know my grandma young in my head

you know. So vlogs please don't um

please don't like for example if the if

you have the feeling a the relationship

with my parents is so shitty at the

moment. I I know that it it's shitty to

be like the person who then takes the

step and um puts energy again and tries

to go on them [snorts] again and make it

better, but it's I think it's the only

way. It's the only way because maybe

they will never do it and you you are

then the main character and like do try

to make it better again. And I think

this the most positive way to think

about it. Um

wait wait wait wait wait wait. 2025 was

generally a strange weird year with a

lot of bad things and wars happening.

Yeah, true like it's all over the world

also crazy stuff happened. I want to

enter medical university this year and

because I'm already in a nursery

institute so I have to study more to

achieve this. Hey, you will do it and

maybe also study smarter in in just only

saying like do you have to study more

Pascal? Um 2025 comes to an end but for

me October, November, December were the

worst months for me. So for from now on

I want to remove all the negative energy

around me which is stopping me to do

these things. Yeah. And you what if it

gets worse? You you don't know. Um you

don't know if it gets worse. Uh vlogs

you can like really think it will get

better. Maybe do like I have really no

clue about your parents. I don't I don't

even know like I don't I only know your

profile pick you know and all the stuff.

But try to think okay when I do this it

will get better you know and or I do

this small thing for them or whatever

and even though yeah this not this will

I can only hope that it will help you

know um wait wait wait so um thanks for

being so vulnerable with us these

confessions really can help people. Hey,

no problem. No problem. I I always have

the feeling that if I, you know, you see

you see all this stuff and the people

doing stuff and all this stuff and I

think like, hey, I gave you just how I

am and maybe this helps people because

they can see that I'm also struggling

with stuff. You know, I don't have

friends, felt lonely this year, failed

my uni this year again. My relationship

with my parents was destroyed. But I'm

grateful to save a patient life despite

a this is very nice. and like the that

you saved a patient life and you can be

really proud of this and

[clears throat]

oh man I hope you find friends again and

I can tell you that there are definitely

people out there who like to be friends

and I know in real life it got a little

bit harder to find friends uh in our

society I guess but um there are people

like you out there even especially if I

can read that you save a patient's life

then yeah you must be a very nice soul

so yeah they are living their life for

the first time as well. True to true to

true. Uh, by the way, the chat is not on

the screen. Hey, you are the best. Thank

you so much. The chat is now on the

screen. Um, I started competitive exam

preparation. Messed up. Didn't expect it

to be this headache and spiral into a

mess. I would like to leave u my

laziness. Hey, try to figure a way uh

way through this. You know, for example,

I also had this for example in the bar

exam preparation, you have to write a

lot of exams. I also messed there

something up you know with not writing

enough moch exams have to be honest with

that um but I always when I was then on

this point of aid you don't find any way

through it anymore you you have to like

try to put everything besides okay I

start now in this moment okay what do I

have now what can I do with my abilities

at the moment you know okay and what can

I study in the remaining time and just

start then again you know new plan

everything just just away you know and

this is also like whatever happened in

2025 I hope you guys know that every day

is really a new day you are um you are

it's like you can only have this moment

at the moment and then from this one you

can start you can create a complete new

life for example if you have like a

messed up relationship with whoever you

know it's then really the moment this

moment where you can change everything

again, you know. Um, I'm sorry that I

can't read everything. Um,

um, it feels good to be working hard

again. I'm really proud of myself. I

went so bad to keep going. Hey, Omian, I

have to say like, uh, yeah, you you were

so much in the I was also like, damn,

she's working so hard. Um, I would say

you finished the year really good and

you had like the nice, uh, I think what

I saw, nice traveling time and all this

stuff. Um, yeah, it was a quick year,

but it was tough year. M truth too guys

always do your best don't care about

results much never get yourself into

stress God plans a much better life and

sometimes so sweet and good uh good but

sometimes it's terrible truth too it's

like yeah whoever planned that but I

also believe in that um

so um this year health was uh health was

for real a big problem it's some my

friend my cat me I know the second part

of the year was stopped I was like I

don't want to do anything.

Um, I also have to have to say I don't

know like with the whole health I never

like there I was really thinking my boy

gets old or whatnot but um I never had

so much health or not actually yeah the

main health thing was okay I have to

stop crying about the knee thing but

also this is something I'm looking

forward for you know this is yeah this

is also a little bit uh shitty this year

and I hope that this fixes because I

really know that all my cardio is really

doing something for my mental and I just

yeah I feel you um yes mean and I hope

that we both figure it out a little bit

in the next year. Maybe also positive

mindset helps there as well. How lucky I

am to have you all in my corner. I'm

also in your corner. Hey, thanks so

much. 2025 was a lot. I met a lot of

people, cried a lot, fixated a lot of

things, even drank and saw that's not

for me. I knew myself and my mental

health. I'm learning to exist with

people and learned to unmask a

you know, even though with like um drank

and all this stuff. Uh yeah, it's maybe

you tried that out for you and now

realize that it's not for you. You know,

I for example,

I'm not sure I I think we never talked

about this. For example, like um

sometimes I also went out with my

friends drinking, you know, uh or

drinking like for example with my burger

friend or with my um yeah with Mr. me

actually never so much but with Burger

Friend and I also you know it was a big

part for example when I was 22 or not a

big part but it was definitely um that I

went a lot of potting also with a with a

with um here with a walkie-talkie guy I

never drink like crazy much you know but

I was also thinking this year even

though it got so less like I drink like

almost never um but I you do you drink

alcohol I did definitely in the past and

I don't I I really reduce it like I

think in this year I can count it on one

hand and I I tell you guys this not

healthy and all the stuff but I um also

was thinking if I yeah like obviously

for example the burough friends thinks

it's crazy funny um and I I get that

also but uh I was also thinking of

leaving that completely behind in 2025.

Um yeah I drink too much. Yeah, this is

not good. I was just trying to make

myself to feel better for a moment.

Yeah,

luckily I never had this um feeling

because then I think it's really bad to

do it. Um but yeah, as I like don't

don't do it, you know. It's um like for

everybody in the chat, you know, it's

it's better to just keep it healthy, you

know. As I always say, I also try to

keep it healthy 99% of the time, but

yeah. [clears throat] Um,

so Pascal, should we try everything even

if it makes us tired? Should we take

action even even if it felts

overwhelming? I don't know if I made a

mistake by participating in many curses

and competition. you really have to um

yeah first of all I don't know how much

those curses take from you but if you

have the feeling it's too overwhelming

and you don't do anything sometimes it's

better in life to just focus on one

thing you know focus on maybe on the

main things that you need to do and this

like I can also tell you that one of the

things in 2025 my to-do list was so full

like also I had so many projects in my

head and uh with videos and all the

stuff that I wanted to do and in this

year I released less videos or like no I

released a ton of videos also on the

highlight channel. So but like less

videos in 2025 than like in 2024 even

though like on the main channel as main

videos and I was kind of sad about this

uh the last days because I I had so much

I filmed so much even but I just don't

find the time. So maybe for you um uh

like sometimes maybe

like try to decrease the to-do list like

with your uh whatever courses you are

and only focus on a few otherwise you

maybe do too much you know or not too

too much but don't do anything in the

end of the day you know or you are just

overwhelmed as you said um 2025 is the

most unlucky year I've ever been through

lots of downs and no scope for ups I

will always remember this year but don't

try to

don't try to that this takes you down

too much you know it will this the thing

like

in 2 days we have a complete new year

and basically nothing changes you know

and for some reason a lot of people say

hey now now I now I change they change

so much you know like even nothing

happens people changing stuff you know

and maybe maybe see it as well like hey

this is just now in the past and um

Yeah, I hope that 2026 will be so much

more lucky for you. I have to study hard

now cuz my board exams are in almost two

months and I have so much to do to

prepare and sometimes it's demotivating.

How should I work towards it, bro? I get

tired of studying. Take breaks. Ah, but

I don't want to only talk about selling.

But yeah, take breaks and um take your

time with stuff, you know. Uh by the

way, brother, you're a really great

motivator. I feel low. I just jumped

into your previous video and you get

huge boost up. Hey, nice, nice, nice,

nice, nice. Ah, yeah. Thanks so much for

writing that. Um

H. Okay. Okay. Okay. So, I hope I didn't

when I fall apart, I want to choose to

pick myself up, not to be hard on

myself. Yeah. And this is the most

important, you know, that you don't uh

one video per day. Pascal, you are

already doing a lot. Yeah. But yeah, I I

yeah, to be honest, it's obviously don't

cry over it, but I I I had so much stuff

more like I had so much stuff that I

wanted to release, but I just couldn't I

couldn't find the time and um yeah,

I lowkey feel nothing towards the new

year. No good or bad feelings, but it

just about me. I keep the Barcelo. I

won't even being disappointed.

But, you know, maybe it's good. Maybe

it's good with um you are the best, you

are doing a lot says thanks so much. But

yeah, I don't know what I want to say.

Um, maybe it's good that it's like this

neutral feeling, neutral feeling,

neutral feeling to go into the next year

and do your

do what you do and don't

I think

Yeah, maybe this is the best situation

to like see a lot of positive things

then. I get your point, but Pascar 2

should be nice to Pascal one. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. Just go slow. you will

finish uh things up. Yeah. H I saw your

first stream two years ago. You were

studying for 8 hours. That's good. But

how much time it took to study long

hours and being consistent? What is your

drive factor? This is this is also

something on the to-do list for 2026 if

I find the time to talk fully about my

about everything that motivates me or

like what gives me the drive and maybe

this can help really people. Um I didn't

you know some stuff is also really deep

into my head and I said this also in the

beginning some stuff is so deep in my

head that has to do with my childhood

this has to do with um what I made in

the past as like experience and I can't

tell you everything because it's just so

hard to put in words. Um

but I will try I will try to do a video

about this. If everything goes according

to plan I will work graduate in 2026.

I'm genuinely scared to hope for

anything. But yeah, I'm also lowkey

curious how like how the like how your

decisions are for 2026 as my last thing.

Yeah, the not everything is clear or is

it already clear? Um I pray that year

because of how bad 25 and Okay. Okay. H

I hope still for the best for you. I

pray that year 2026 brings us a lot of

happiness, success of course mostly

important bless us with good health, no

more horrible problems please 100%. The

health, the health guys, the family and

the friends and your your personal

success. I hope for all those three

things and I think these are actually

also the most important things to focus

on. You know, I started university in

2025 and I didn't like my major. I want

to change my major next year, but I feel

scary to change it after building a

future imaging based on it and wasting a

year. Can't decide. Nor honey slum. I

can I'm sorry if I said it wrong. I also

we have on the highlight channel like

uploaded two days ago something about

like when you give something up and I

can only tell you that you know this is

one of my biggest fears and I told you

this like

um that I'm that I'm 30 and that I wake

up in a life that I don't want anymore.

So really if you don't like something

obviously think about it good but I it

sounds like it but change it before it's

too late I would say you know because

sometimes you're running in the two

direction on autopilot and I'm not sure

if this autopilot always choose the best

thing obviously you can be lucky but um

yeah I I hope you don't are too scared

of like doing what you want in life. A

lot happened in 2025. Like I finished

high school and I went to uni, made new

good friends, but it was the worst year

regarding both my mental and physical

health. So I hope to be healthy and

happy in 2026. I hope that too. I hope

and yeah I hope you know do you guys not

still have some

even though this was now a lot negative

talk um but my Pascal I came to watch

the late night talk show before the end

of the year. Hey, welcome. Um, do you

not also have like a lot of positive

stuff? Like for example, even though I

had this uh oh wait, you know what,

Pascal, for you as I see though of felt,

I'm really proud of you. Not only for

the things we saw, but also after you

close the stream and I'm proud of

doesn't feel enough to express what I'm

thinking. Hey, thank you so much. Mercu,

I'm also really proud of you guys. And I

don't even know like I don't even know

you guys in real life but I I I don't

know if you if you like for example the

people that you guys are thinking so

deep about your own life and I I think

this is actually rare or I have the

feeling I don't know too many people

like this you know my close close

friends um I do this the same or maybe I

don't know uh too many people too deep

enough for it but uh I can you guys um

maybe am I AI I [laughter]

um but uh you guys can be really proud

of yourself. What I want to say is but

you know um you know how to swim here.

Um oh wait uh this person has to be

blocked uno moments. Um okay 5 minutes

time out. Um I wanted to say um yeah

don't you have like also good things

like for example now we have to switch

the topic a little bit. You know I had a

great year in terms of self-development.

I just feel stable and like I know what

my priorities are. Hey, and to be

honest, this is I think the Oh, Iman,

I'm also going to read your question.

Give me a moment. I think this is it.

Like, for example, even if you had like

a shitty time, like whatever happened,

so much bad stuff can happen. But I

think in those shitty times, you learn

the most about yourself. And like

obviously, you also learn a lot in

positive times. But for example, I learn

like I learned so much in those hard

times about myself because I'm thinking

so much deeper about my why am I like

this? What is my problem? Sometimes I

was really um like after the face with a

with a with a bad grades and with like

me on the verge of failing the first bar

exam, I was really thinking so much

about okay Pascal, what do you really

want in life? what what is the thing

that is holding you back? what is might

might be the problem that you didn't do

what you actually had in your head and I

think this even though this face was

completely shitty I I took so much from

myself out of it and that I that not

everything always goes you know also

with the relationships with my family

and all this stuff that I you know in

the past I always had it hey Pascar you

actually I don't know um you can you can

always find a way but I really had the

feeling, damn, you don't find a way

anymore. And then I was thinking, hey

Pascal, you have to you can't rely on

everything you did in the past or what

whatever you have in your head and I

don't know that your family expects from

you that you are funny and whatsoever.

And then I was really like okay you you

have to really find out and I was

writing so much about myself like like

type of journaling and uh I don't know

this for me very positive. Okay, wait I

want to read uh Iman's question. um have

a question. Since my internship ended,

I'm job hunting. Have you ever tried

working online? For example, a feat

field or something. Um

technically, I'm working online at the

moment even though it's not really work

for me because I really like to do it.

Um but uh no, I can't tell you too much

about it. like I I gave like uh online

like uh help classes or whatever that

was called when I was younger. But um I

don't know. I think this is not what you

want to hear. Sorry. Um

so I got to see uh my soontobe

sister-in-law. I was third Willingham.

It's a one a year thing. I damn you have

a sister-in-law. I didn't know. Um okay.

Uh life never stays soft. I believe it

stretch you demand decisions every day.

I only hope I learn to choose myself to

stand confident and to be unafraid of

whatever new path comes in the way. I

hope that too. I hope that too. And

yeah, sounds like you will with a

positive mindset. Hey Py, I failed for

the second time in my senior. Yeah,

sorry that I have to read now everything

so quickly. But I Yeah. Um I hope you

understand. My senior year, but I still

study and I have to crush and I don't

know if he loves me back. W I failed for

the second time in my senior, but I

still study and I have a crush. Ah, I

don't know if he loves me back. I hope

this year is my year and I achieve all

my goals. Hey, I was focus I would focus

on your goals and with a crush you can

ask maybe if he loves you back. But uh

yeah, that's kind of hard. I actually

listed the positive things down. I was

thinking this question through doing one

of the on one of those writing sessions.

I managed to write down six things. I

don't know if it's good or bad

statistically, but yay, I guess. And six

things are good, you know. H let me

think about the good things guys sick

things are for example I was also wait I

also wrote down what was positive in

this year or like a few things that I

had in my head. Yeah, for example, for

me it was obviously the bar exam that I

cleared this luckily. You know, I did

my, you know, I told you guys for

example that I usually I don't do

cooperations on my channel, but I did

this Cambridge cooperation and I think

it was so cool because it was fitted

perfectly and all this stuff and I was

kind of happy to present you guys

something that I really think is good

and I don't present you guys and

all this stuff. So I was kind of happy

that I stayed with my what I say you

know um

yeah that I started with French that I

um did like started a very risky road

and like that I don't instantly go for

the next logical things and I really try

to do what makes me happy and um it was

also not too much but I also only took

like a few minutes for that but there

are a lot of good things for example

that I I don't know that I saw my

grandma smiling at me like a few days

ago like this was made me happy that my

grandpa he was sitting there and was

playing something on his montam that

made me happy that my then my mother

smiled at me that my father smiled at me

was nice

you know even though yeah I don't know

there like actually there are a lot of

things and for like also I was eating a

lot of pizzas

like Not a lot, but every second month I

was going out with like the Greek guy or

with another friend and I ate a nice

pizza and this also made me happy. I

don't know. Um,

I hope I will get a dissertation.

Dissertation in 2006. Hey, I hope that

too. That's crazy. You want to become a

doctor? H che camera lock is very nice.

Hey, thanks so much. Um, that's

understanding. I actually don't have

much idea about online jobs. So, I was

just curious if someone could uh give me

a rough idea about this. Thanks for the

answer. Hey, no problem. No problem. And

I'm sorry that I couldn't um yeah I just

what I'm doing right now is online but

yeah I have a lot of good things but the

negative things are more heavy

maybe yeah maybe I don't know maybe as I

said like even though all what I said in

the beginning sounds sad I would still

doctor oh yeah PhD is it not doctor um

even though it sounds very sad I still

think that 2025 was very nice you know

um I get my reading habit back. Oh,

there's also uh something I think is

nice. I I read more or I'm I'm like

close on finishing my writing what I

sell right myself. I took a lot of those

under fam in general category. Ah, okay.

Okay. Okay. H pizza is amazing. Yeah.

Yeah. Um

wait wait wait wait. Pasca. What

motivates you to improve as a person? I

have seen toppers drink party and don't

follow good yet still succeeded

academically. you choose to leave

drinking. What drives that inner growth?

Um

yeah, as I said, this is something I

have to do in a big video. I can only

tell you that this is um one of the main

things is actually yeah that I want to

create a life that I'm proud of and that

I want to leave something that I'm proud

of and I then I and I don't want to

leave something I would not not

recommend or not want to do, you know.

Um but yeah, this really something I

have to do in a separate video. Thanks

so much for that question. Um you

absolutely miss Cambridge. I was only

there for one week. [laughter]

Um yeah I'm happy with this year 2A same

same same now dissertation for masters

yeah yeah admission and PhD is in

somewhere in Europe oh Rikumari comes to

Europe that would be that would be nice

um

can you write under your 2026 wishes

crime and punishment yeah yeah it's it's

there all those obviously okay guys now

for the for to finish this late night

talk feel free to write what you want to

do in 2026. Like do you have obviously

it's completely okay if you don't have

plan as plans. Yeah. As um like if you

just go with a neutral feeling into the

next year, but do you have maybe

something you're looking for or

something that you would say, hey, this

is on my to-do list and like it

shouldn't be like a big goal or

whatever. Um but what you say, hey, this

is actually

um start my career. Okay. Okay. Okay.

What's like I know [snorts] what you

kind of like are you ready next year or

yeah the master only goes one year

right? Wait I have a question. I always

asked you this in the end of the year.

Yeah feel free to ask. Um can you relate

with a thing that is emotional kind of

to realize that in a month or two you

will never see your school friends again

together and that school campus that

class and the vibe. Yeah I can relate to

this. I had this um actually once said

this in a late night talk when I um

finished high school and I was laying in

the bed with a Brazil guy because we had

to chair one bed and I was really

thinking hey I'm going to miss this and

all this stuff. I sometimes think that

but in this night I was awake until 3

and in this time I fall asleep quicker

like at midnight. till it was 3 hours

after my bedtime and I was really

thinking about this but I was actually

then also ending the whole thoughts with

a but it's you you had this again also

after primary school you have to just

open up a new chapter and maybe this

will even better and it was better you

know um

actually maning good attendance okay

okay h

Pascal I buy you a car if you become

success [laughter]

okay that's Nice. I really want to start

working. Okay. Okay. I really want to

get accepted into observership at

Cleveland Hospital. Okay. Okay. I don't

I never Cleveland hospital sounds like

um Simpsons. [laughter]

[gasps] I want to get into medical

college. I want to grow my content

creation. Everything else will get fine

if I do these two things. But the first

one thing is my priority. Hey, and this

also important like set your priorities.

And um yeah, but I hope um I hope both

works out. H I just want to develop more

love with God. Leave just study hard,

get back into shape and improve as a

person. Hopefully run 50 km on my

birthday this year and chant eight

rounds daily. Hey, nice nice. But be

careful with running. You know, I speak

out of experience. Don't do it too much.

You need like um

the bones are not happy about that too

much. Um, Pascalito, I met someone at

library and there was a mutual

attraction, but I recently found out

that I'm older than him. I'm 24 and he's

20. I'm afraid this might be an

obstacle. What do you think? 20 24 this

will not matter in like a long like if

you are 30 and meet a 34 year old

doesn't matter. For me the most

important is actually that I'm like with

with a partner that we are like on the

same life path you know like I can't

okay now we speak about dating quick I

would not I never say never but I would

now say I would not date someone who is

like in school you know because we are

like different doing something

completely different but if we are like

both [clears throat] like pursuing or

like doing our jobs or like working on

something studying on something I think

then it doesn't matter at all you

Um,

wait, wait, wait. How was your 25? 2025

out of 10. A 10 out of 10. I think Yas

mean I said the same answer also last

time. Oh, by the way, outside they for

some reason in Germany they already

start at 30 sometimes to do like

fireworks. If you can hear that, it's

fireworks. What I want to say is even

though it was I think it was for me a 10

out of 10 because I learned the hell

like so much and I did so much like with

the traveling and all this stuff was so

nice. I created very nice memories in

different countries in in different

cities. I

I I could have done other stuff. I could

have done more stuff. I could have had

like a better relationship with some

people. I could have not. I had a ton of

fights this year, you know. Um, but for

some reason it was a 10 of 10

for me. A five out of 10. You said the

same last year and I will say this until

the rest of my life I guess. [gasps] Um,

to work while studying at uni and be at

C1 level in English, have high grades at

uni, improve my mindset, lower my

anxiety. Hey Julie, you will do it. Ah,

C1. I also did see one this year even

though it's not too crazy but I also

kind of happy about that. Um, also this

year was my birthday. Good day. Nice. I

love your positive attitude. Yeah, I

hope it will never change and I will ask

every year. Um, I'm dead serious about

this. Uh, oh vlogs. I didn't saw your

last message. Uh, h I just want to clear

German level exams, apply for sports

union in Germany and start representing

Germany in my sports. I need to have

selfrespect in what I'm doing. Hey, I

only like I know that you are an athlete

and um yeah, I I I get your mentality

and I hope that everything works out

with your Don't be too hard on yourself,

please. And also maybe not with your

parents, with your whole relationship

with them, but I I really believe that

it's good, you know, that it will be

good. It is crazy. C1 is actually so so

good. Yeah. Like I I don't know. I talk

with some other friends. They also have

C1 and I didn't even know like um it

seems to be not too crazy but I'm kind

of happy about that, you know. Um

yeah. Um many people are dead in 2025.

Yeah, true. But also many more people

got born. Oh, no. It's

Yeah, you can I have to stop. Uh, you

can always see this stuff. And I Hey,

what I also hope this, you know, I don't

to be honest, maybe it's also because I

live in like a like live in Germany or

whatsoever. But for example, my my

mother worries a lot about the world and

I I also worry about the world you know

like um in Germany like the the whole

prices and all the stuff went up and we

also had our really big problems.

Obviously other countries have bigger

problems don't get me wrong you know but

for example my mother worries a lot

about this and I don't do but this year

I was also a little bit like thinking

hey damn with the wars and all the stuff

this is h I really hope that this also

suffs and I that I don't know that the

people think more clear again I have the

feeling that sometimes when I watch

politics I think I'm watching a Tik Tok

show or something like this I'm like

what's going on over there. Um, but

yeah, hope also hope for [laughter] that

to be honest. Actually, I did a lot of

extra work for uni as well, even though

I didn't uh do uni that much. H,

but you had so good grades also. No,

like what I uh what I saw Tik Tok show.

Yeah. Um, a slayi 100%. I want to learn

an instrument next year. Get rid of my

phone addiction. I know we discussed

this but getting rid is still hard for

me. I blame myself for it and work hard

on myself and my academic life more. And

you know like if something didn't work

out for example I was also checking the

2023 late night talk when we started in

2024 and for example I checked the

comment section where I wrote down my

to-do list and I was also kind of sad

reading that that this stuff didn't

worked out everything you know even

though some stuff actually worked out

like for example that I wrote there that

I clear the bar exam I couldn't clear

the bar exam in 2024 because I had the

the last exam from 2025 anyways but I

was still kind of like sad that I didn't

worked out everything that I wrote there

but to be honest a lot has worked out in

towards those goals you know and even if

something takes more than a year you

can't do everything in a year but the

most important is that you work towards

that you know and the same goes for your

phone addiction you know maybe it got um

so much better or may maybe it got worse

we never know you know and then it now

can be better Again, I also have to you

know what I that is also the last thing

that I say no negative or like also

positive kind of um I really had this

year a lot of like shitty thoughts that

I thought I would never have to be

honest and um like not too before you

know to worry too don't worry or

something but it was like like dreams

and all the stuff I had dreams again

that were kind of disgusting to be

honest stuff that I thought that I

forgot and or not or like that I really

close in my heads some stuff that came

up again but I was really telling myself

like now I don't have it since the week

anymore and I was really telling myself

hey this is this is now

this I it will be gone in 2026 and if

there's it again but you will find a way

to figure that out that it's that it's

not part of your life anymore. This was

now a small face and um yeah I also

would love to leave that in 2026 to be

honest. Um

h we have outweigh the good versus bad

then compare. Yeah. Yeah. And it also

doesn't make to I would also not list

it, you know, like it's

just no like not just focus on the good

things but the good things are there and

this is the most important you know. Um

do you think having people who have a

crush on you is anything good in real

world? I think

the the whole crush thing is really a

nice add-on. You know, I would love to

have have that, you know, I maybe I

can't relate to, but it must be nice.

No, like why I hope it doesn't bother

you too much, but maybe you are very

young, but for real, for real, that

can't be something negative in the

lives, you know? Having crushes must be

good.

Um, I want to stop being so hard on

myself and stop minimizing my

achievements. I truly want to hear from

this childhood trauma because it

exhausted me deeply. home man. A and

also if you have like now to this topic

if you have like really hard stuff that

happened in your past you know I can I

can try to we have those late night

talks where we can always talk about

this stuff. Um

but you can always like if you have this

near to you or if this possible to get

uh like professional help with this

stuff you know it's also a start like

also a move to say okay in 2026 I'm

going to attack all those deep feelings

that I have from my childhood or

whatsoever to find like professional

help and to not fix them but to deal

with it. And even though it takes them

one year or even longer, at least you

you try to Yeah. to to focus on it now.

Hiccup.

I don't want 2025 to end and let all the

bad things happen which are about to

happen cuz this year was really bad. The

worst and life the rest of the years uh

and live the rest of the years better.

Yeah. But yeah, first of all, we have

one more day left. One more day left to

make 2026 as beautiful as possible. I

also try my best to let you know all my

stuff. I hope all also those those talks

maybe they make you sad for a few

seconds but I always hope that you guys

go out of it with a more positive

feeling. And this is what I do with all

my videos. I hope that they like make

you more positive. think about um

like yeah forget maybe about the

negative things like and yeah that this

all helps you. I would love to. 2026

goals. Cut off negative energy. Share

knowledge freely. Help people whenever I

can. Stay disciplined even on low

motivation dance. Yeah, I want to be one

of your mods. [laughter]

Oh man. Oh man. I just want to utilize

my time properly, not waste it on stupid

stuff. Bro, my whole friend group is

like I'm going to get a boyfriend, but

I'm h in my brain I don't see a guy in

my life for the next few years. Bad

sign. Not a bad sign at all. you know

this is this stuff will come and when it

comes then it will maybe goes again you

know you never know um but yeah and also

with your time management I also have

this mindset I have to use every minute

of my life but sometimes it doesn't work

you know sometimes it's also completely

okay to to have like one minute where it

doesn't work out you know my message is

not is not available hey rely I see your

message here nothing will ever be as bad

as being 2020 guys remember that Uh, it

gets better. I promised 2020. 2020 was

really nice. 10 of 10 year. [gasps]

Ah, yeah. Okay. H I just study the last

day. I don't want to live in regret. I

just make my day productive. Hey, that's

good. That's good. And also, if you want

to take your free time tomorrow is also

good. Okay. Um,

this was it for today. Ah, yeah. For

like plans for 2026.

Um, yeah, release the stuff that I want

to release. I told you guys about I will

not say it too many times anymore. I

have the feeling I'm putting too much

energy away with that and um maybe

become fluent in in in in French. Maybe

find a different place where I can stay

maybe I have to live back at my parents'

place. If I don't find a place, I would

love to find a apartment

somewhere which I can afford and then do

the best out of 2026.

I hope that all works and I also hope

that all your plans work out. Okay. Um

let's just collectively have a nice

year. That's true. Good words for the

last um this was it. This was the year.

How crazy is we were talking about end

of 2025 last year and now we are here.

It's actually Yeah, it's uh What are you

looking forward to? I look forward for

actually a new place to live in new Did

you got the grapes? Oh, wait.

Do you guys have the grapes with you? I

have the grapes, you know. So, we can do

Yachi. Is it a thing to do it now? Did

you got the grapes? I did. I did. I did.

I did. I did. 12 pieces. Okay. I go

under the table. Wish for my stuff. If

you guys also have grapes, maybe do the

same.

Oh, no. Yeah. Yeah. Sports live streams,

the community here, highlight channel

videos. That's all I want.

Oh, man. Thank you so much. Thank you so

much that you like the stuff that I'm

doing. No. No. Nine. Don't do now. I

can't do now. No. Okay, I have only one.

I can do tomorrow, but I have to travel

tomorrow. I can't take all those grapes

with me.

That won't work.

Yeah, guys, I'm traveling tomorrow like

8 hours. I can't take those. I have to

buy new ones. Mama mia. Okay, then I

will do it tomorrow. I was have to do it

now. Um, just take one with you,

little man. Yeah, little little man.

Since Shali has a boyfriend, she changed

[laughter]

actually wondering how you guys look

together. Anyways, um

do it before going, I guess. I thought I

thought we eat it. Yeah.

Why I'm doing this? Okay. Anyways, I

hope you guys had a good one. Um,

do you think consulting a personal coach

will be good for achieve your goals, fix

issues such as low motivation and

procrastination and not being

consistent?

To be honest, I never had the money to

consult a personal coach. Is that not

crazy expensive? If you can, maybe maybe

try it out. If if it's not working out,

fire him, I guess. Um,

and um you can do whatever you want.

Pascar, nothing matters. Uh this

tradition I if I did it last year on the

last days I'm going to do it last year.

Uh last day also this year. Anyways um

on stream. H

guys. Tim wait I missed the last late

night I talk of the year. Oh no Tim.

Welcome welcome. Um okay. Only the best.

I hope you enjoyed. Um feel free to

leave a like, subscribe. Enjoyed the

last episode. We we talked exactly 1

hour and uh yeah we're going to see each

other tomorrow again.

Check your emotes tomorrow.

Not too crazy. Actually, also, but I

hope your knee will be fully healed

quickly. I always hope that too. Big

hopes for the doctor. He will help me,

you know. Where are you going, Pascal?

We don't know. We don't know. We don't

know. We don't know. I try um

to not tell because sometimes I have the

feeling I can't keep secrets. Uh,

anyways, I got to or like secrets like

this for the channel. Otherwise, I can't

really good keep my secrets. Anyways, I

got to eat the grapes under the table.

So, take the desk in your luggage. Yeah,

I also have to take the desk.

Okay. Um,

[laughter]

only the best 60

guy. Only the best. [clears throat] See

you in 2026 or tomorrow in the live

stream, you know. For the people who

want to stay with me, I'm going to also

be there, you know.

and cheroo and love you.

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