What Does Trauma Look Like In Relationships @xQcOW

and then they get even more confused

because they don't even know what love

feels like they don't know what

unconditional acceptance feels like so

then they start being like what what are

you doing where's the other shoe like

what are you not telling me you're gonna

leave me right you went out with your

friends for a week did you cheat on me

I'm sure you cheated on me of course you

cheated on me and then the person's like

no I'm not gonna leave you and the other

person's like You're Gonna Leave Me

You're Gonna Leave You and what do they

end up doing they drive them

away like I can't deal with this

I'm gone see I knew it yeah yes I was

right all along you were bullshitting me

and you were really good at it I drive

them away for a while and then I decide

you know what it hurts too much to be

loved by someone and have that person

abandon me so now what I'm gonna do is

anytime there's an instance of genuine

love or affection I know where this ends

I don't want to put myself through it

because having someone treat you like

and then abandon you I can manage

that someone loving you and abandoning

you hurts way more yeah okay true yeah

so Felix it's the good stuff that hurts

in life yeah