"THEY EXPERIMENTED ON ME": The Testimonies Of Juliette & Beatrice | EXPOSING Epstein Files Deep Dive
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I've interviewed two different Epstein
survivors and what they've told me has
been astounding. As you guys know, in
the last few weeks, all that I think
I've been able to talk about is the
Epstein files. In the last few weeks, we
have seen Epstein's disgusting, dirty
network exposed. We have seen
presidents, current presidents,
ex-presidents, global business leaders,
tycoons, entertainment figures, and so
many more different types of individuals
all wrapped up in Epstein's sphere of
influence. We've also seen extremely
horrific allegations, which I've gone
into on my second channel, The
Conspiracy Files. And at this point,
we've seen documents. We've seen
investigative notes. I've read through
thousands upon thousands of pages of
documents relating to Epstein. I've
practically driven myself crazy
researching all this. But there is a
certain group of people that we haven't
really heard from in the files
themselves, and that is survivors of
Epstein's crimes themselves. Now,
something I want you to keep in mind is
that the DOJ and FBI refuses to bring in
Epstein survivors to interview them.
They don't want to talk to them.
Survivors are practically begging the
FBI/ DOJ to bring them in and interview
them, but they won't. And that's just
one facet of the coverup. You know, on
this channel, we've done some really
in-depth documentaries talking about
these sorts of cover-ups. I mean,
they're institutional. Whether it's the
North Fox Island ring, the Elm Guest
House in London, the Mark Drew ring, all
of these rings and these individuals and
evil people, these so-called
conspiracies around them are being fully
validated by all of these documents and
emails. I mean, I feel like I've been
going crazy for the last few years
talking about these sorts of issues.
And, you know, I've gotten a lot of [ __ ]
for it. A lot of people have called me
crazy or been extremely rude to me. And
yet here we are seeing a modern-day
incarnation of exactly what I've been
talking about being exposed in real
time. We are seeing the fallout. We are
seeing the investigations. We are seeing
the cover up. We're seeing it live. So,
I knew that something that I wanted to
do was speak to survivors of Epstein to
try to allow them to tell their stories
because I've seen so many interviews
with survivors and they're really canned
and they're really they don't really let
these women speak and just talk and they
don't really listen. The interviewers
that I've seen typically when they
interview survivors have an agenda and
they want to ask these certain questions
and they want to get these certain bites
out of people. But that's not how I
operate. As I told both of these
amazing, strong women that you're about
to hear from, I just sit here and
listen. You know, if I have a question,
I'll bring it up. But I really just want
to hear your story. So today, we're
seeing something incredibly special here
in the Paranormal Files. In the next few
weeks, we're going to be doing some
documentaries exposing individuals like
this and going back into that territory
like we did with the North Fox Island
video and Midnight Productions and Mark
Drew. Yeah, there are some really big
changes coming to the channel soon that
we're going to have to have a little
chat about, but I'm going to save that
for another day. That's going to come
after the end of our UK/Ireland/
Italy series, which we still have about
a month or two left with. But yeah, the
first woman that I'm going to play the
interview with is Beatatrice. Beatatrice
is an incredible person and she was
victimized by the current president of
the United States of America, Donald
Trump. And you know, I don't want to
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Hi Colleen, thank you so much for your
time and um yes I will find a few words
about me. Um I am a bank employee who
used to participate at Miss Switzland,
Miss Europe and the famous event from
so-called Donald G Trump American Dream
Beauty pageant. That was about it about
patrons and otherwise I um was active in
banking and media and it's not that much
to say about me. Uh I am a very private
person normally but uh this story has
had to be to come out because there are
many victims involved and uh also
because I want to play a role to save
this u uh these lives.
>> Real quick guys before we begin today's
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share the video out, subscribe to the
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video's visibility. And I want as many
people in the United States and really
the world as possible to see this
interview because it's highly damning
stuff. It's highly explosive stuff. And
it's only through you guys that these
videos reach more people. So, if you
could just do those really quick things
for me and then continue watching the
video, I would really appreciate it from
the bottom of my heart. But, uh, yeah,
let's get back into it.
There are a few key dates that I would
like to mention so that people have an
idea of the big picture and um it all
started with the Daily Mail article. Uh
it was October 30th in 24 and 3 days
later the Daily Beast brought out the
Michael Vos's audios with Echstein
confirming exactly what I said. Jeffrey
was saying that he was Don's best friend
for all these years. That was the first
big moment. Then the second was uh the
interview in uh The Sun regarding Prince
Andrew. It was on October 4th in 25. And
13 day days later, Prince Andrew has
given up his titles uh Duke of York. So
let that sink in. You know, some people
may say, "Oh, it's a coincidence and so
on and so forth." But I think no, it's
not a coincidence. And uh we are
together today because I think and I
strongly believe that the Epstein saga
it's me and I really mean it. I was the
trigger of something that was kept on
hold for a long time for many people who
knew a lot but who didn't let the story
out. It was kind of a catch and kill.
And when they um read my my interview
and my testimony in the Daily Mail,
that's where many things happened. And I
am glad from one hand uh and one side
because it can help and save many lives.
But I must also honestly say that I
never ever thought that this Pandora box
will contain that much horrific
elements. I am myself also shocked uh by
what is coming out each day. Of course,
it's not everything. There is a lot
coming more. I hope people are ready to
listen and uh I think compared to when
it started a year ago uh today people
want this truth and they want to hear it
and u even though it's horrific they
want to know what is behind this person
uh that is called president of the
United States. I think the truth will
will win one day. It is important that
we we are here now and we talk uh about
all this and we go through all these
elements uh which are key elements which
uh also generated you know the Daily
Mail generated over 150 million views in
no time when it came out uh which means
also a huge impact and on all continents
and almost all languages and I think
today our society is ready. Our society
was not ready in the '9s. It was not
read in the 2000 without mentioning also
the fact that the article in the New
York Times has been taken over by
Lawrence O'Donnell and he has read it
during his last word on MSNBC which
never happened to him. Normally he he he
gave his opinion. this time he used this
article in the New York Times uh and he
he has he went through from A to Zed and
I was very very impressed by that
because it showed also that there are
many people out there who want to know
what is going on and the question as
this stage I think is not is he guilty
the question is how far is he guilty and
how deep is he guilty and um I think the
DOJ should stop playing games because we
are talking about lives, real lives,
women, children, and you don't want your
daughters to be among them. You don't
want your sisters to be among them. You
don't want your family members to be
among them. So today, it's not just my
story. It is everybody's story. It can
be a neighbor. It can be a family
member. today we have to be to come
together and we can only be strong
together and I think the public it's
clear for the public today that that's
exactly the point you know
>> because they want this vicious circle to
stop so these were a few dates a few key
dates a few elements and I think only
with this article when I when I take the
Daily Mail daily beast the sun uh and
the New York Times without mentioning
all the other articles that came out in
uh several languages is um and other
interviews I gave with these key points.
You have already an an idea of the
impact and I will um always be very
grateful to all the journalists who has
have taken this uh story seriously and
who covered it seriously and who are
still investigating on many many other
sources uh that they have and um voila
it's we can continue as you wish. You
made so many good points there. It's
like Anyways, we'll get to some of that
with my thoughts. By the way, do you
mind if I I don't want to be rude, but
while you're talking, is it okay if I
eat this breakfast that I have?
>> Yeah, please. But, you know, here it's
almost dinner time, so no problem. I I
didn't want to like uh have you be going
through something and I'm chowing down
on this egg. So, I just want to warn you
that I might take a bite of this cuz
it's hot.
>> I don't want you to die. Yeah.
>> Well, thank you. I think to start, this
is kind of unrelated. Well, I mean, it
is related, but I'd like to hear what
was it like in the kind of beauty queen
modeling industry back in those days
when you were participating in that
world? What was it like? I mean, what
were the positive sides of it for you?
And kind of what was your experience?
>> Well, generally speaking, uh it was a
beautiful world in the sense that you
travel, you meet high-profile people,
you are invited everywhere. It's nice to
to see that part of the of the world as
well, you know, and uh it was a huge
difference with my banking experience
because in banking you have no margin
for fufu and uh show business and all
that. Everything is so serious in
banking. And it was um at the antipotes
you know from uh what I knew and what I
was used to. Uh so it was a little bit
like a hobby for me. I didn't take it
seriously. Um but in the same time uh it
was fascinating. You know there was this
fascinating part but there was also the
very dangerous part because you were uh
exposed to people that you never knew uh
before and you never met before. So it
was full of surprises. My story is
exactly the the point. It was a big
surprise and a big shock as well. So it
can go well as it can go really bad.
This is a little bit about that. Of
course I was lucky. I was 185 60 kilo.
So I I I from outside I had it but from
inside I was not convinced of that world
you know. I was more into banking into
maths into serious life. But I was lucky
I could uh I could experience that and
uh uh it's a life's chance and I took
it. The train was there. I took the
train but some destinations were were
full of bad surprises and other were um
were I was nicely surprised. So um it's
a little bit of a mixture, you know, but
of course it's a it's a life chance. Not
everybody is lucky enough to uh to
experience that.
>> Yeah. I mean, it's it's such a different
it's such a strange world to me when it
comes to pageantss and and those sorts
of events. I've never been to one. I I
don't know obviously. But to kind of get
into your story, can you just kind of
walk us through the sequence of events
in 93 starting with kind of how you were
invited to the pageant leading up to the
private meeting with Trump at the Plaza
Hotel? Well, it um it all started with
uh with Miss Switzerland and Miss Europe
where I participated and uh I was also
among the finalists. That was the nice
part, you know, well organized traveling
to Istanbul, Turkey. So, um yeah, it was
really nice and uh just afterwards uh I
got the personal invitation of Donald G.
Trump to attend his uh Donald G. Trump
American Dream Beauty pageant.
In the '9s, you know, for us, European
America was the absolute ultimatum
dream. You know, uh we all we were all
dreaming of the American dream. And when
you notice in this one sentence, Donald
G. Trump, American Dream, beauty
pageant, everything was in there, you
know, the American component, the
American dream, and him uh in the '90s
who had very good publicity in the
European media. Uh he was so called at
that time Mr. to New York and uh
everybody was fascinated when uh people
around me heard about this invitation.
They were all getting crazy, you know,
like you how amazing and America for the
first time and New York and Trump, you
know, and the American dream. So, well,
it was all it was a mixture and um
everybody was fascinated by all that.
That's the reason also I accepted to go
and to attend and um it was um how
should I say it was a dream come true
you know I was very positive I was
packing I was happy um I was looking
forward and then it it happened totally
differently than I imagined to myself
and that's where I personally met Trump
and Epstein at the press lunchon so um
everything started smoothly you know and
then I turned from black to from white
to black or black and white as you want
and then um the incident uh that was
already related you know in the press uh
you know I cannot go into details
because otherwise we have to stop the
interview I cannot talk about it just
like that but uh in one word uh it was
horror that's all I can say horror
>> so real quickly to give you some context
I'm just going to read you a portion of
this New York Times article that
Beatatrice appears in it's pretty damn
spamming stuff. And if you haven't seen
this, this is important stuff for people
to see and to understand. In January
1993, Mr. Trump held another party at
Mara Lago. This one to kick off a beauty
pageant he was bringing to Atlantic City
with two business partners, George
Herini and Jill Hearth. Two dozen or so
potential contestants were flown in to
meet Mr. Trump. The only other guest at
the party, Mr. Herane told the Times in
2019, was Mr. Epstein. During dinner
that night, Miss Hearth alleged in a
1997 lawsuit, Mr. Trump groped her under
the table, then cornered her in a
bedroom normally used by his daughter,
Ivanka, and quote, "Forcibly kissed,
fondled, and restrained and quote her
from leaving." Later, in the pre-dawn
hours, she alleged in the suit, Mr.
Trump also sneaked into a bedroom being
used by a 22-year-old contestant,
climbing into her bed uninvited. He
groped her too, according to the suit.
And later on in the article, it states,
"According to Mr. Epstein. He and Mr.
Trump partied at his house, too. In a
2015 email exchange with Landon Thomas
Jr., then a Times reporter, he recounted
a moment when Mr. Trump was so focused
on young women swimming in his pool that
he walked into a glass door. Mr. Epstein
also referred to the 22-year-old
contestant from that night in 1993,
indicating she had pictures of quote,
"Donald and girls in bikinis in my
kitchen," end quote, and providing her
email address. And then a little bit
further down, it states, "In November
1993, Mr. Trump's chosen pageant
contestants flew in from around the
world for a week of events at his
properties in New York and Atlantic
City. At one point, Miss Hearth said in
her lawsuit, Mr. Trump demanded that she
provide him with quote access and quote
to a 17-year-old check contestant." The
suit does not say if she complied or if
Mr. Trump met the contestant. Toward the
end of the week, the contestants joined
Mr. Trump for a press lunchon at the
plaza. One contestant, Beatatric Cule,
then a bank employee and part-time model
from Switzerland, said in an interview
with the Times that during the event,
one of Mr. Trump's employees asked her
to meet privately with him in a suite
upstairs. And this is the part in the
interview that Beatatrice didn't want to
talk about with me on camera because
obviously it was an extremely traumatic,
horrific, disgusting event that you know
that she survived. Almost as soon as she
arrived, Mrs. Q said, "Mr. Trump began
groping her, kissing her, and trying to
lift her dress. I yelled, I screamed, I
pushed him." She said he didn't want to
give up. She said she was withholding
some details of what happened because
she had been subject to anonymous
threats. Miss Kle first described
aspects of the episode to the Daily Mail
last year. A friend, Pascal Clavez, told
the Times that Miss Cule recounted the
episode at the Plaza to him around 2004.
Miss Cule also provided the Times with
pictures of documents corroborating her
participation in the pageant and of
herself with Mr. Trump. Also want to
note one final thing before we move on.
This story from Beatatric, this is
taking place at the Plaza Hotel.
Obviously a hotel intimately linked to
Donald Trump because of his ownership of
the building. But it's also interesting
because the Plaza Hotel was reportedly
the location where modern-day sexual
blackmail was really invented. I talked
about this in a previous episode and
this comes from a scheme that Roy Conn
who was also Donald Trump's mentor was
running in the hotel with the then head
of the FBI Jay Edgar Hoover. Now
apparently Jay Edgar Hoover liked to
dress up in women's clothing and he
would throw these parties. They would
all kind of have these events inside of
what was called the blue suite at the
Plaza Hotel. and Roy Con, Jed Garoover,
they would invite powerful people over
to this suite which was bugged and
rigged with audio and video recording
equipment. And then they would bring in
either different people every time.
Sometimes they were allegedly underaged
individuals. Other times they were young
men that they were trying to capture on
camera sleeping with closeted
politicians. But they were recording all
this stuff and according to the stories
using all that as blackmail against
these powerful people. So, there's a
history of these events at the Plaza
Hotel linked to a guy that's linked to
Trump through Roy Conn. And now you've
got Epstein at the same hotel seemingly
engaging in the same behaviors decades
later.
That to me is not a coincidence. But
let's get back to the story.
>> It's related online. So, um maybe we
don't go too much into it. there is a
lot that has been written about and um a
lot that is coming. So um I think uh so
far uh va this is a little bit how it
happened. So uh it happened by chance.
He wanted me to come. He invited me
personally and and I came and Jeffrey
Epstein was there too. So u that's how
it started.
>> So you go to the Plaza Hotel and you're
at this party/event function. Can you
set the scene like what what did the
party So it's a it's a oneweek event uh
and one of the events were the press
lunchon and during the press lunchon as
a it's called press was there uh Trump
came too uh and he introduced himself he
came straight to me we were talking for
a very long time and many people were
looking around us like what is going on
here the first thing he said uh miss
school finally we meet and that these
were his first words. Finally, we meet.
That's how we started to talk for quite
a long time. And uh we were supposed to
sit at several tables with uh some press
members. It was a coming and going. Uh
people were were moving beauty queens as
well from one table to another uh giving
interviews. So uh very formal, very um
very normal so far you know and uh a
very good interaction with him also. So
uh nothing suspicious, nothing crazy but
very intense uh because he he he he was
really interested in me. You have to
imagine him at that time he was younger
and he was also a little bit better
looking than today. So um yeah
everything was uh was uh fine uh in my
eyes. So um I was honored also that he
was interested in meth that far and um
and he clearly said uh I will send you
someone later on and we can continue
this discussion and uh that's when uh
Jeffrey Epin came and then he introduced
himself as uh Jeffrey uh Don's best
friend. The conversation went on then
with with with Jeffrey and I thought
he's part of the organization you know
because uh at that time uh nobody knew
anything so I was talking with him just
normally as I would have talked to other
journalists and he I thought he's part
of uh of of the team of the crew you
know.
>> Mhm. What what was I've always wondered
this what what was Epstein like? Like
how did he come off to you? Was he just
nice and you wouldn't suspect anything
strange? What did he have a weird aura
to him?
>> Well, actually, as soon as Trump left,
he came. So, uh I guess this was uh
something that they made up. Something
that they clearly said, "Okay, uh I did
the introduction. Now you you go and you
do the job." Huh. M
>> that's uh a little bit how I I felt and
how I um later on understood also what
was going on because clearly Jeffrey
Epstein was uh recruiting girls and uh
he wanted me uh also to attend the Mara
Lago party and he said that Don Don
likes me very much and uh he wants me to
uh to come to Mara Lago and then he came
with this famous sentence I will take
care of you which was very strange for
me as a European because uh you know I
was not handicapped. So why should a guy
that I have never seen uh take care of
me? So for me it was very strange. Uh I
don't know the guy, never heard of him,
never saw him. Uh he wants to take care
of everything of flights, accommodation.
I should just pack and come to Mara
Lago. I found it strange from someone
that I never heard never, you know, just
within seconds, you know, within seconds
just offer me the world, you know. I
didn't like him as a person, as a man.
He was absolutely not my kind. He was
very slimy, very, you know, like a like
a snake, you know, like that, you know,
coming always closer and um then he saw
that Mara Lago was nothing for me. Take
care of you didn't work with with me.
Then he went on and um wanted to offer
me uh to to uh meet his friends, his uh
billionaire friends again. I was like,
"Okay, but I'm here at the beauty
pageent. I don't know why you want me to
meet your friends." You know, I just
didn't get the idea of uh where do you
want to bring me or why and what what
should I do for it? You know, because
it's very nice when you hear that I will
take care of you, but it means that
there is a counterparty. I have to give
something. So, I was wondering when he
will tell me what was the counterparty
that he expected from me. And then he he
he saw it doesn't work either. And then
he said you know I have very uh famous
friends and among them uh royalty and uh
and then I was like okay uh which
royalty you know coming from Europe I
knew uh a few a few names and uh then he
came with Prince Andrew and um Prince
Andrew didn't really have a great
reputation at that time you know people
knew already that he's running after
girls and uh he had women's stories and
uh he was not that kind of prince you
want to to meat at least not in my eyes
you know and I was not impressed either.
So uh then he continued uh you know
flattering me like you know you have the
charisma, you have the potential and uh
he said exactly uh that I belong to this
Liga you know more he was talking less I
could take him for serious you know
because it was too much you know I came
from from a foreign country I came here
for a beauty contest and he was trying
to get me into another I don't know
where you know and everything was weird
and everything was strange change and
that's when I realized that actually the
guy he is not here from their
organization but he's trying to recruit
girls you know he's trying to really to
tell the the girls what they want to
hear and there were many girls at this
uh event who who you could tell I will
take care of you because they were there
exactly for that to find a guy a rich
guy and uh the only thing they had to
sell was their body you know and uh I
was not that type um I had already my uh
my diplomas, I had my money, I had an
income, I was a bank employee. So for
me, this kind of deal was absolutely no
way, you know, and I would not go into
that deal. But many of those girls who
were there, uh especially the American
one, they were there to find a
billionaire or a millionaire or whatever
uh rich guy, you know. I guess if uh
they told them just I will take care of
you, it would be already enough for
them, you know, to be convinced. But I
was not that easy, you know, to uh to to
be convinced. And uh also when he said
you have the caliber, you know, for this
Liga, I was like, okay, how far is he
going, you know, how far is he trying to
uh to make me compliments and how far is
is is he going, you know, what is he
trying? he's really trying hard and uh I
was not the type of $200 girl, you know,
uh it was impossible for him to convince
me and uh therefore then he tried with
many other uh options and it didn't
work. And uh he said, "Okay, uh so I
should leave him my uh my coordinates
and my phone number and address." And so
I said, "Yeah, but now I don't have time
for that. I have to go uh to the rest of
the group." He said, "Well, anyway, he
will get them from from dawn." So, um
that's how we um we finally uh how I ma
finally managed to um to stop the
conversation. But he he was what I would
call a professional women hunter because
he knew exactly how to adapt. You know,
if it's uh someone that is more from the
poor side, he knew which budget he
should offer so that they say yes. If
it's more a high-profile girl, then he
knew, okay, I play this other card. And
with me, he played all the big cards.
And um nothing worked because for me,
everything was suspicious. Everything,
the way he was dressed, the way he was
talking, the the product he wanted to
sell me, uh everything was strange and
uh nothing that I was used to. And
therefore uh I found him weird, strange,
like a bluffer, you know, when you
bluff.
>> Mhm.
>> And um that's that's the impression that
he gave me. And uh that's what I guess
also saved me from him because uh I just
didn't believe what he's telling me. I
just didn't believe he didn't look like
someone who is who has billionaires
friends. He didn't talk like someone who
has uh wealth and he he he didn't give
the serious uh any serious image of him.
Not even a second. All this said with my
European eyes, you know, I would have
been American. I guess I would have
played the game, but I I was not
convinced.
>> He He sounds very pushy as well.
>> Yeah. Yeah. Absolutely. He wanted at the
end of the conversation, he wanted
something from me. Absolutely. He was
pushing. He was trying. He was super
pushy and he didn't get it. And then he
almost got got mad.
>> H really?
>> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He was very surprised
that I say no to not to everything and
and and and uh I mean better cards than
that he wouldn't have, you know.
>> So with this conversation, how long did
it last? Like 5 minutes, 10?
>> Oh, no. Over over 10, 15. No, no, he was
trying hard.
>> So you could seriously
>> like you just mentioned kind of how he
was hunting. So you also saw him kind of
talking to the other girls that were
there. Yeah, absolutely. Yeah,
absolutely. He uh he went uh over to the
others as well. And uh he's like a
chameleon, you know, he adapts himself.
He he goes low if it's necessary, he
goes high if it's necessary. Uh but um
in the same time, um you know, coming
from uh the banking side, I was used to
very very wealthy people. I can
recognize a real one uh from a from a
fake one. For me, it was clear um
something is not doesn't match. It
doesn't match with what he's saying and
the way he looked and the way he
behaved.
>> That's what I've heard. You know, I've
I've talked to other people who've
spoken out against Epste. I just haven't
like interviewed them kind of formally.
And it's all these different trafficker
figurehead guys like Epstein or in the
Franklin thing, it was a guy named
Larry. They everyone always talks about
them the same where they had a lot of
money behind them but they didn't seem
like they fit in with
>> Yeah. the rich people.
>> It's strange.
>> Absolutely.
>> No, he didn't have the the profile for
that. And um he he he tried hard he
tried hard to play that kind of person
and um even though he was trying hard
for me it was not convincing at all. and
uh always you know more and more and
more and uh at a certain stage I I um I
was thinking uh is he going to bring me
a million on the table or just to come
or what is the next you know the next
level how how far is he going to get me
there
>> so talking about that I mean he was
trying to get you to Mara Lago did he go
into much detail about what he would be
doing there or where you would exactly
why you'd be going to Mara Lago
>> yeah great parties uh with Don uh having
fun uh chilling uh and all expenses
paid. I wouldn't have to worry for
anything. He would take care of
everything. I can even fly back home
first and then he would send me tickets
and the accommodation everything and
lots of fun great parties with Don
>> at Mara Lago
>> at Mara Lago and with him and he
organizing everything and taking care of
everything. I just had to pack. He said,
"You just need to pack and everything is
offered and uh and you will have lots of
fun with Don at his party in Mara Lago."
>> You see, I've always felt even before
the Epstein story really became like
what it is. Um, even back when Trump was
first elected in 2016 and people were
talking about the pageantss and all
these events, I always had the feeling
that it it was more like he was using
that ownership of that organization to
get access to young often times
impressionable girls and women. So then
hearing like your story, obviously that
is exactly what it sounds like was
happening. But now you've got Epstein in
the mix which adds a whole another level
to the whole thing.
>> Yeah. And they were not only the two of
them. There was a third person that I
cannot name now who is extremely famous,
extremely uh influent in the model
business who was working with them. They
were the three predators one beauty
pageant.
>> Was this a woman that was working with
them?
>> It was a man.
>> It was a man in the beauty business.
>> It was a man. Three predators, one
beauty contest. In other words, they
were working together. And this is what
we call here organized crime. Trump was
uh in charge of the beauty queens,
Epstein of the poor segment, and the
third guy of models. And with that said,
you covered the spectrum of women uh
kind.
>> So, how what was the third guy's role in
all of this? Was he kind of doing the
same thing like just talking to people
and trying to convince them?
>> Exactly like Epstein. I will take care
of you. You just have to come. I offer
you this and that and everything and
it's going to to to come later.
>> Wow. I'm excited to hear you talk about
that.
>> No, no, it was a it's a it was a
playground. Uh they use this as a
playground. And u uh another point which
is also interesting for you is that this
beauty pageent happened um in November
and the same November few days later
another event was planned too where I
was supposed to go to as well and then
the third event in Maralago. So if you
take within one and a half or two weeks,
there were six about uh 65 girls for the
beauty pageant and they were over 40 for
the other event and then about uh 40 for
the other. So let's make it round. Uh 60
+ 40 + 40, we are about at 140 women
already within one week. And I guess
that was a good week.
>> It's a lot of potential victims for one
week.
>> Oh yes. Oh yes,
>> one week of one month of one year.
>> That was just one week. Just one one
week and then you can count for the
whole year.
>> Yeah, that's unfair.
>> But maybe not all weeks were that
success successful because he didn't
have a beauty pageant each week. But uh
it happened to be exactly the the time
when I was there and uh where I could
have landed in three in these three
events. One I did and the other two I
was invited but I didn't go. So, um, a
good 140 girls in in a good week and a
half, it's a good average if you count
on one year.
>> And if people didn't know better, you
know, obviously back then or they didn't
get the same, they didn't read Epstein
like you did or Trump really, it's so
easy to see how someone could be pulled
into that web, the money and the flashy
parties and just kind of a glitzy,
glamorous experience. I think it's hard
for a lot of people to understand why so
many people often especially with the
Epstein story went along with it. Like
obviously they didn't choose to go along
like many of the the girls who were
underage that's no matter what. But it
you can see like if he really played it
up why it would be appealing to kind of
just dip your toe in the in the Epstein
Trump water. people. Obviously, you
could never understand what really was
happening until you're there, which is
this the really scary part.
>> Well, I understand it very well because
I I I experienced it and I know exactly.
Uh I uh met them. I uh was invited to
all these places. So, I know what I'm
talking about. Of course, when in the
'9s all this happened, there were only
very few people in New York who knew
what is going on and they were not
talking because they were involved. So
um the game uh continued and continued
and is continuing maybe even two days.
The idea was okay uh I either be quiet
for my entire life or I bring it out
because uh with the distance and with
the time you understand all these key
people who were playing a role and in
this organization and there are many
others. It was very routin, very um
meticulous uh very well organized. it
was not difficult for them to get girls.
So, uh when you when you cover the
entire spectrum, you know, of the women
kind if it's young or middle age or or
just just beauty pageantss from uh I
don't know from which age they started
but until beauty pageent age. Yeah,
there is a big selection and uh it's
ongoing. It's never out of season. It's
always the season. You know, what makes
me mad is that many people knew and
nobody did anything. At the contrary,
they were even contributed and they even
uh brought more girls. Uh nobody stopped
them and u today we understand why they
didn't stop them because there was a
whole system that was involved. You
know, society has a certain evolution
and now we are in 2026 and uh in 20 26
finally we can talk, we can say what uh
what happened uh with the distance and
someone has to stand up. Someone has to
stop this violence for free because we
we don't bring people children on uh on
the planet to destroy them. That's not
the idea of uh parents who need to be
responsible to to protect them. The idea
is not to create children to to give it
to these sick people. Sick people should
go uh to doctors and find solutions. But
um I don't see why I don't see why we we
have to sacrifice our children for that.
But many people knew I'm convinced today
that many people knew, many
participated. I have u also other
experiences. Yeah, it was noa. It's
called omea when people know and they
don't do anything and they just let it
happen and that's crim criminal too you
know
>> 100% and with Epstein you know that
obviously there were thousands and
thousands of people in the orbit that
knew at least knew something and no one
ever did a thing at all. I mean, there
there were victims who tried to raise
the alarm, but the people I mean, the
people in power never still to this day.
I mean, no one's down for it.
>> That's the point. Still to this day.
That's the point.
>> Yeah. I mean, imagine if they actually
were to actually investigate this and
start knocking on doors and subpoenaing
people like you're saying some of the
people in in this room for this one
event where that could go if these
people talked. It's
>> done it. They don't do it. Which is so
shocking to me. I It's not shocking, but
it's just it's really disappointing.
>> It's disappointing. It's sad. It makes
you lose your confidence in justice. It
makes you ask the right questions also
about our society. What are we about?
You know, here in Europe, we have been
raised not to steal, not to lie, not to
this, not to that, not to everything,
you know. And then you have on the other
side an American president who is a
professional liar, a professional
cheater, a professional uh uh criminal.
I mean of course he has been uh trained
by Roy Khn and uh he has been uh
applying Roy Kh's rules for over 50
years so he got very good at it but that
does not mean that it is the right thing
to do. At the contrary we are still
people around the world who have been
raised in a normal manner in a way that
they do good and they uh they think
good. They don't allow all these red
lines to be crossed because you cross it
once and then you cross it always, you
know. And the same as being a predator,
a predator once, always a predator. And
that's the the the ethic and also the
moral of everything, you know, you have
to be careful because when you do it
once and then you will always do it and
especially at this scale, this is just
not normal.
>> No. you know.
>> So before we move on, can you just
provide a little bit of detail into the
actual like event itself? Like how many
people were in that room would you say
in that area with when Epstein
approached you? Um
>> you mean the press lunchon? Uh we were
uh over 60 girls and uh there were uh at
least uh dozens of uh of journalists
organizing stuff. Um I guess all
together we were a good hundred in the
ballroom. Yeah.
>> Yeah. So a lot of people there so and
and
>> lots of lots of round tables. Yeah.
>> Interesting. Obviously you've talked
about what Trump did to you. We don't
have to talk about that. But did you end
up reporting that to anybody at the
time? If whatever you're comfortable
with talking with me about. Um,
>> yeah. Before going into reporting, I
would like to emphasize something that
uh was also part of your question before
is the interaction between uh Jeffrey
Epstein and Donald Trump.
>> That's also something that we maybe
should just take for a second,
>> please. Um, so they were very very very
close for two reasons. I'm uh saying
that for two reasons. The first is that
Donald Trump allowed Jeffrey to come and
hunt on his territory on his playground.
And the second point is that Donald
Trump paid for the event. They were also
complicit. They were had eye contact.
They were also uh smiling to each other.
So uh it was like a game.
both of them were playing their role and
I think this makes a difference you know
so for the people to know did they know
each other oh yes how deep very deep you
know
>> and you saw them like continuously
throughout the event talking
>> they were playing with us they were
playing with us it was a game that was a
game a hunting game
>> yeah it's it's shocking to me that
people still deny the reality of just
that fact um
>> yeah But those who deny, thanks God,
they are less and less because now the
facts are so clear. The witness are
clear. The victims have uh have been
talking. I think with all these elements
that we have now in hand, those who
still deny, they must be either stupid
or they are in a cult and um they are
blind. There is no other explanation. If
they are really really strongly
convinced of this uh this opinion then
uh they it's an afron for their
intelligence then I really asked myself
how how intelligent are they because at
a certain stage when you have all the
all the the all the proof on the table
then you even if you are if you are
proTrump you must say okay Houston we
have a problem here
>> you would imagine
>> yeah I mean you have to be objective at
a certain stage you have to be
objective. I I can have a a great image
of a person, but if this person gives me
more and more and each day uh reasons
that uh it's not what I thought for that
many years, at a certain stage I open my
eyes.
>> You have to that's
>> you have to because otherwise you lie to
yourself. You know,
>> the truth is objective. Reality is
objective. Today, a former Miss Arizona
who calls herself a conservative going
public in an interview with KCBS,
describing what she says happened
backstage with Trump at a MissUSA
pageant.
>> Our first introduction to him was when
we were at the dress rehearsal and half
naked changing into our bikinis.
>> Tasha Dixon detailing her discomfort. to
have the owner come walting in when
we're naked or half naked in a very
physically vulnerable position and then
to have the pressure of the the people
that work for him telling telling us to
go fawn all over him, go walk up to him,
talk to him, get his attention.
>> She described feeling helpless.
>> Who do you complain to? He owns the
pageant. So there's no one to complain
to. Everyone there works for him.
>> Soon, Thursday night, you're going up
the escalad.
>> I'm going to be dating her in 10 years.
Okay.
>> When we were in New York City on the
media tour, they were doing a book
launch at Trump Towers for the Universal
Beauty book and they had a bunch of
former MissUSAs and Miss Universes. We
did the red carpet and that was tons of
fun. And then they lined us all up and
Trump went down the line and he shook
your hand and, you know, looked you
over, looked you up and down, head to
toe. Um, I was just checking everybody
out.
>> A past interview with Howard Stern now
making headlines. Trump talking about
how he had free reign at his beauty
pageantss. I'll go backstage before a
show and everyone's getting dressed and
ready and I'm allowed to go in because
I'm the owner of the pageant and
therefore I'm inspecting it. Is everyone
okay? You know, they're standing there
with no clothes. Is everybody okay? And
you see these incredible looking women
and so I sort of get away with things
like that. Later in that same show,
Trump is asked if he'd ever had sex with
MissUSA or Miss Universe contestant.
>> Never comment on things like that. You
know,
>> give us the first letter, the first
letter of the country you had sex with.
>> How many letters are there?
>> And another video where Trump is seen
interviewing Playboy Playmates and basks
in the glow of a question from CNN's
Genie Moses.
>> And have you ever dated a playmate?
>> I refuse to answer that question
>> on the grounds that it may be true.
>> May be true. I'm telling you, Donald
Trump owned the pageant for the reason
to utilize his power to get around
beautiful women.
>> When it comes to Donald Trump and
Jeffrey Epstein, the media is missing
the smoking gun. Now, I've sat on this
information for years and I really
didn't want to get into this because
this is not in my job description and
it's very dangerous to come out this
come out with this publicly. The smoking
gun is MissUSA and Miss Teen USA. The
pageantss which Donald Trump owned for
years. Now, how do I know? because I was
one of the judges in these pageantss. I
trained dozens and dozens of the winners
and the runners up in public speaking to
promote their platform. This is all I'm
going to say about this. If you're in
the media and you're looking for
information, start with Billy Bush.
Billy Bush hosted the MissUSA, Miss Teen
USA multiple times. Nancy Odell is
another one. And then go down the rabbit
hole from there. There are people that
know a lot more than those two, but
start there. They're celebrities. And
start there. Go down the rabbit hole.
And I think what you're going to find is
going to be very, very upsetting. Don't
call me. I'm not going to comment. I'm
not going on TV and talking about this.
This is very dangerous to sit on. If you
decide to pursue this in the media, be
very, very careful. These people are
dangerous. And you can't I mean just
based on your story alone that should be
enough evidence to show somebody that
their relationship was much more than
brushing elbows at social functions and
getting a picture together. But
>> I guess this is the reason why Lawrence
O'Donnell has taken the article of the
New York Times and read it really from A
to Zed during his last word MSNBC uh
podcast because there were so many other
also witnesses in this article you know
who makes it so clear I mean there's no
doubt left absolutely no doubt left and
therefore I think this is the reason why
he has taken this article once and
forever and also for the very first time
in his entire last word uh experience
and he has taken word by word and I
think this is also when uh the dick
click happened in the head of the people
you know where all of a sudden they
realize oh my god she's not the only one
there is more and more and all related
and they all say the same how come that
many people say the same I don't know
them they don't know me we couldn't come
together and put this story together and
this is was what also The European
journalists say now that all the editors
say it is not possible that all these
thousands of women say the same without
knowing each other. So there must be a
truth somewhere and the truth is with us
and not with him.
>> Mhm. A million%. But for that you need a
minimum objectivity, a minimum
rationality, and a minimum of
intelligence, you know.
>> And you would imagine if they're
actually investigating this, they should
bring in some of the victims/s survivors
to speak to them, to interview them.
Why?
>> I hope it will happen one day. I hope it
will happen. And I hope it will happen
in front of the congress. And I hope it
will be televised. And I hope really all
that and also that they will be
subpoenaed and they will come and uh
even if they say the fifth the fifth the
fifth but at least the people will see
how far they go you know but at least
they they heard all the victims because
for the moment there are thousands of
podcasts thousands of articles out there
and nobody has time or the interest or
or the the the the
strength to put it together. you know a
timeline, names, connections and an end
because the puzzle is huge. But those
who are involved like you, like me, like
other victims, they know what they are
talking about. And one day if someone
will take the time and put all this
puzzle together, then they will all be
horrified and we don't know yet
everything, you know, and uh and
therefore uh the story is never ending
story. It's really a never- ending
story. And coming back to your why I
didn't report it's very easy because he
threatened me and he clearly told me to
be quiet otherwise something would
happen to me and that was in the 90 uh
93 and then later on uh I went on with
my life you know with busy family and
professional life and you know how it is
and you don't have no time for anything
else than doing that and then later uh I
got threads uh uh on social media India
and when Virginia Dufrey died uh then it
was very massive. Then I got lots of
threats again a little bit like Maduro
in Venezuela you know we we know where
you are and we will get you. Yeah, it
was non-stop threats, threats, threats
until uh when I I saw him becoming
president for the first time and uh he
was so omnipresent in the media that
when this box when I moved when I opened
this box when I moved I I I I realized I
cannot keep it for myself anymore. It's
making me sick. It's making me uh
suffer. It's making me everything, you
know. So that's when I decided that
something has to be done, you know. But
still you know in the '9s we women we
had only one alternative is just to
suffer in silence. And this is what new
generation do not understand because
when they suffer they do something
straight away you know. But in the '9s
it was impossible for a woman to say the
truth. First of all because nobody
believes you and second because the
society didn't allow us to talk. It was
always our fault and we were ashamed for
what these criminals did to us. It was
always this the contrary of what should
be normal and what is normal today. And
thanks God we have come to this uh 2026
so that we can talk because there are
many victims who are sick since years
and and they are in therapy and and they
have to find solutions so that they
don't lose control. They still be
operative and and and and and live their
lives, but it's like an open wound, you
know? It's it never heals and it always
comes up. You try to put it down, you
try to forget it, you put it in a box,
you do everything, but he was so much
omnipresent in the media that it's
impossible to forget him.
>> It was just impossible.
>> But the threats are here. It's a serious
thing and it's dangerous. I mean, uh, he
can do so much, you know, he has the
power now.
>> It really, even just listening to you
talk just got me kind of like emotional
like uh,
>> yeah, I have to be very careful also
because otherwise I cannot continue. No,
I know my eyes are a little watery from
that, but it just makes me so upset deep
down that there are sections of
Americans that just not only don't seem
to care about if if Trump
fullon someone who's an adult, but also
>> you know what I say? You know what I say
to these people? Wait until it happens
to you and then you laugh less. That's
the only way to say it. Wait until it
happens to you and then you stop writing
lol lol lol, you know, and emojis. Wait
until it happens to you and then we talk
again. But that's soed up to me too is
that people there are people out there I
think and I think that's a big part and
also like you're talking about like
allegations in the '9s and I've also
worked with victims who had allegations
in the 70s like young I've a really good
friend who I interviewed for another
project was by a
a famous 1976 and no one believed him
and people made fun of him constantly
and it's Like it it just it's so
shocking to me and heartbreaking that
America has this in the world really in
so many ways an empathy problem like for
me to empathize with someone who
survived sexual violence. It doesn't
have to be oh what if that was my mom or
my sister. It's like that is just
obviously horrific and wrong but so many
people just don't think like that and it
[ __ ] it just gets me so angry that but
there are a few good news there are a
few good news the the thing is that when
I compare my story to the one of the 28
other 27 other women for example it
started in the 80s ' 90s and it went on
they never had that much coverage uh in
the media they never were um they were
never listened to. They were treated
like liars and today all of a sudden
victims are heroes and therefore I think
we have made a huge step for humanity
this time and also because finally
social media is on our side. Before you
had a few articles, people uh read it or
not, but it was uh it landed somewhere,
you know, but now it's online and people
can go and search and those who really
want the truth, they know how to read
between the lines. And I think also when
I compare with 2024 and today, it's a
huge step. And also because there are
more and more victims. And when you have
more and more victims, you have more and
more pain. And there are many victims
out there who didn't come out yet and
who didn't tell their story, but they
suffered from inside and they recognize
themsel in this crazy society. And
that's why we have so many people who
are with us today. And even though it
sounds a a big progress on one on one
hand, it is a huge I I I think a huge
step for humanity because it couldn't
happen in the '90s. It couldn't happen
in 2000. It couldn't happen in 2010 and
even in 2020 it the society was not
ready. And I think our society is ready
today. And that's why I never think
about all these people who uh don't
understand or who don't show sympathy
for us because I don't need any empathy
from anybody. I just want justice,
truth and saving lives. That's the only
thing that I want and for which I fight
and for women rights
because when when you have for example
boys you you raise them in a way that
they respect women and the same way if
you have have girls you you raise them
to be respectful of men. So why isn't
that possible on the highest level? Why
do they need this crazy kick? Why?
Because the problem is not the people
down. The the problem is the elite
because they saw it all, they had it
all, they paid it all, they they
everything, you know, and then they want
the forbidden piece, you know, the
forbidden apple. And that's when they
cross the line. And that's where our
society must say, it doesn't matter how
many millions, billions, or trillions
you have, you don't cross the line
because we cannot cross the line either.
And that's this is the only way of law
that regulates our countries and that
make us live in peace. Yeah. I mean if a
normal person was accused of even a
1,000th of what Epstein, Trump, all
these sorts of people have been accused
of doing.
>> Yeah. Because they showed them they
showed on the upper side and then it
went down and uh and uh that's that's
what happened. and they showed that it's
possible and why not and who cares and
then they took them they took uh the
right to do it as well but initially um
it was not meant to uh uh it was more in
the in the elitary society because it
was the non plus ultra you know to uh to
do these games. They were so bored from
life that the only toy they found is uh
playing around
>> with Yeah. the the forbidden fruit is a
is a really great kind of analogy there
on like
because a lot of people always wonder
why and I have the same question too. I
mean I understand the forbidden fruit
thing but it it's also like it's so
strange when it seems like some of these
people get to these upper levels they
always go for young victims.
Even in I'm from South Dakota in the
states and the big like there's this
really really famous billionaire
philanthropist where I'm from his name
is Denny Sanford and he put he like took
over the hospital system in my entire
home state. So every hospital even the
regional uh clinics they got rebranded
from whatever they were Sou Valley to
Sanford. So his name is everywhere in
South Dakota.
>> Another one.
>> Yeah. And this guy was busted about 5
years ago. They intercepted CSAM
materials in his email. There were 35
images. I believe it was it was 30
something. In his email, graphic images
of children and it was a news story and
the attorney general of South Dakota was
his lawyer. So, he used to be his
private lawyer, then he became the the
attorney general, and all of a sudden,
it just goes away. And there's there's
nothing more to the story. No one ever
was arrested for it. No one went down
for it. But this guy is once again a a
billionaire, a multi-billionaire. And
there are
>> statu scandal. It's a huge scandal.
>> It is. And there's in my hometown at the
children's hospital, there are
>> full bronze statues of this guy with
kids on his shoulders hugging children
like he's some hero to the kids. But
>> yeah, they effectively buried that
entire thing as well. So it it is a
weird I I don't I just obviously I'll
never understand it, but when people get
to those levels of power, it just seems
tendencies or compulsions like that are
almost drawn out of them. It's it's
>> Yeah, you said something very uh u
interesting now. It's again a
millionaire or billionaire and it's
again someone who can afford it. When
you think about this story is the
consumer and the market. when you have a
um a drug portion it cost 20 uh Swiss
Frank for example and if you want a
child it's 20,000 so of course tra human
trafficker uh they choose children
because it makes more money and that's
also something so who can afford a child
for 20,000 you have to be a millionaire
billionaire or more so in other words if
that can be stopped you know then it
would make a change because you can't
not everybody can afford 20,000 you know
you have to be in a certain lia to pay
20,000 and especially on a regular basis
and so and uh and this is also something
there is a lot of money who came from uh
from Trump to Epstein and uh what was
very interesting is that each time uh he
um he transferred 30 millions it was
before he took the plane to uh to the
island so in other words Epstein was
very intelligent and he told him okay if
you don't pay you don't uh you don't uh
um you don't come all these things are
related you know who can just afford 30
million just like that to take the plane
and go and have fun
>> yeah and
>> not many people can
>> why it's it's a it's black and white
each time he went on the plane he paid
30 million to Epstein so Epstein didn't
do it for free or for friendship you
know he did it for for the purpose of
business clearly.
>> So if you want to consume, you send me
first the the transfer.
>> So he was he was very clever as far as
that was concerned. But someone has to
stop this trafficking. You know, someone
has to say no, it's not possible. It's
not allowed. It's not ethical. It's not
moral. No, just no. You do it among uh
among adults, that's something else. But
if you have and you have this kind of
needs, then go to the doctor first.
>> So when you finished your time in New
York at that time, did you get the
impression that you had been brought
there specifically with the intent to be
propositioned to to be potentially
brought into trafficking or do you think
that the pageant was the main reason and
then that was kind of like a side play?
The pageant was a pseudo um excuse. It
was a cover up. It was an ambush.
>> And And how did that feel for you when
you were going back home after this
obviously extremely traumatic and
confusing experience?
>> It was a a cat catastrophe. Uh uh my
entire American dream has fallen into
parts. My entire New York dream has
fallen into parts. my credibility in
men, my my uh trust in men, my I was
down down and down again. I have never
been that down in my entire life. And
that's the reason why I put everything
in the box because I just couldn't I
just couldn't I just couldn't. I was
lucky enough that I could go to the
bank, back to the bank and uh work and u
get all these shooidoo because I was in
pain. I was suffering. I knew I couldn't
do anything about it. I was trapped. It
was a dilemma. It was a huge dilemma for
me. The that was the the the worst
nightmare in my entire life. And in the
'9s that was something, but then today
with everything we kn we know, you know,
also the extent with the connection with
new Europe. Uh it was uh you American
you focus a lot on on your country you
know and we focus a lot on Europe but
now this network this Jeffrey Epson
network has taken another dimension you
know my story is no longer just people
magazine story it has become political
because they have found it was in
December last year the insets which is
of Washington Post there is a great
journalist there who investigated and He
found human trafficking out of
Switzerland to Epstein, banking
connections and then of course with
Italy and Spain and France and the
ramification and the connections within
Europe are huge and also Netherland the
princess of Netherland was also one of
the girls. Everything is slow you know
it has taken one year until America
waked up and now Europe is waking up
very slowly. It's a slow procedure
because all these high-profile people
they have also the media in the hands or
their friends have the media and they
got many stories. Thanks god the British
are very uh open and uh neutral and they
bring the stories out. You know the
connections are huge. They are huge. And
even Switzerland, we had human
trafficking out of Switzerland to
America to Epstein directly with
modeling with models and younger girls
also. So can you imagine the wakeup call
we had here in this country when uh this
came out this uh article that uh I have
also online it's in German but there are
many others who have taken it over and
translated it into English. Therefore
this is also a very important point.
It's not just Trump Epstein America.
It's the entire world is in this mess.
The entire world. You know, Epstein had
real estate in France, in Paris, in
south of France and he was working a lot
with model agencies in Paris and uh they
brought girls uh from Eastern Europe
first to Paris. They got them visas and
with these visas they uh send them uh
then where the clients were. you know
it's it's easy because when you have
these girls and uh also boys who uh
wanted to be a model at any price it was
not difficult you know and then uh the
next door was trafficking you know and
um and this is something that many
American don't know but it's really
really huge and it's coming out step by
step now many people are afraid and many
journalists are afraid to bring it out
because there are so highprofile people
involved
in Europe that you cannot even imagine.
>> Yeah. It they you know obviously when
you think of Epstein that's how my
conceptualization of this was a few
years ago. He got these victims from
kind of Florida area and it was almost
kind of self-contained and oh he had a
British connection and Prince Andrew and
then Trump. But as the years have gone
on, it's almost it it really is it seems
like an impossible task to actually
piece this entire thing together or for
someone to investigate because it's so
vast. You could you could investigate in
like let's just say Switzerland and find
different rabbit holes that each have
splinters of their own um that lead to
more victims and and more perpetrators.
It's just it's something it's daunting.
It it's really frightening to me when
you think about how much we know and how
little what we know right now really
represents how small of a piece of the
entire puzzle.
>> Yeah. Yeah. The rabbit holes are are
extreme. You have pointed out uh
something very important here because I
think there is no person on this planet
who can put the puzzle together.
Everybody has a part of it and because
it's so complex uh nobody will ever ever
make the round. Nobody will finish the
puzzle. Nobody. It's impossible. But for
those who are in there, you know, I
think if um a consortium of journalists
uh from around the world will come
together in a task force, of course you
have to finance that, but uh a an
international task force of specialists
of criminality and of human trafficking.
There are many out there. Maybe they
listen. They can come together and these
specialists, they can do it. But we have
to be realistic. It will always come to
an end very quickly because the people
who are involved on the highest level
are so powerful that they will stop any
investigation. And we have to be we have
to be really realistic. Even when you
see what the DOJ is doing now, all these
dirty games, I mean, this is a joke.
It's an absolute joke what is going on
with this DOG now. And this is a typical
a typical example of what happens, you
know, when you start something that big.
They just stop it and they think we are
all stupid and we don't remember that
there are the Epstein files are still uh
open and they do and they they didn't
send it and they didn't give it to the
public. They think we are stupid. But
this is the best example of where this
case is going to land. And if it's
France, if it's Germany, Spain, Italy,
Switzerland, it's always going to land
on a desk of one of these DOG people
from another country. And they are going
to stop it. And this is the sad part of
the story actually because we witness,
we can fight. You podcaster, you can
bring it out. We can all with the
witness and with the victims come
together, put names together, put
everything together. Nothing moves.
There is no interest up there to move
the game on. No interest. At the
contrary, they are scared, you know,
>> especially with uh I mean, when you've
got Trump as the president of the United
States using the DOJ as a puppet of his
that are just subservient goons, you
know, he says, "Don't do this. They
don't do it." It's so clear that that's
what they're doing. And it's
disheartening. Definitely.
>> Yeah. This is the worst part in the
story, you know, because even when you
have the proof, even when you have the
witnesses and the and the victims, it
lands in a in a in a corner. Maybe we
will need, I don't know, 30, 40, 50
years more like the GFK files. We will
not be here anymore at the to to witness
it. Maybe our society is the way it is
and uh it will never change. They don't
want us to change. They don't want us to
talk because because these people they
they want to continue to have fun.
That's the point. They want to continue
to have fun
>> cuz Epstein, you know, has taken
whatever he's he's been whether he's
dead or alive, a lot of people think
he's alive, you know, that's a whole
another rabbit hole. But even if he's
not the figure head of an operation like
that anymore, like the crazy thing is
you know that someone else has assumed
that role and is actively doing this. I
mean there are thousands of Epstein out
there even though they're operating on
smaller levels, lesser levels. But I
guess that's my question to you is like
what would you like to see out of all
this? How do you think that what we do
here and and you speaking out and me
doing this podcast and you know people
online what's the impact that we can
have by talking about this stuff?
>> Well, I think the general conscience has
waken up so which is already a victory
for you, for me, for all the other
victims.
And then if we can just save one life,
I am already happy and relieved.
Just one life.
I am relieved.
And um
I am sure we made that possible. You and
me and all the other podcasters and all
the other journalists,
we we saved a few lives.
and uh saying that I'm already relieved
and I think I didn't do it for nothing.
That's for me already a big win. And if
people think or
if I if I I hope you know to that my
legacy will be you know to to the people
that
they remember me as
you know that that Swiss beauty queen
that stood up
against the American president
in order to save lives.
you know, save lives.
That would be I think for us victims,
you media,
it's already the biggest victory we
could have. But of course, it would be
better to do more and save more and stop
the vicious circle. My goal is to stop
the vicious circle or at least to bring
it down
and also for many people you know to
recognize the signals. You had this
question of were there signs? No, there
were no signs for two reasons. We had no
internet and we had no social media. But
today the new generation they have
internet and they have social media and
therefore the signs are easier to
recognize and I think this is the big
progress between our generation
I mean my generation because you are
younger and the new generation. They can
use these tools, you know, to save
themsel and to detect these signals
where you you hear something that is not
right.
You have no obligation,
you know, and this this young generation
is lucky enough that they are very
strong and very decisive, you know. they
don't say yes to everything as we had to
you know but um I think this is the most
important if they can remember us all
the people who were fighting for this
cause that we wanted to save lives and
we managed to to do so in a few cases of
course we will never be able to save
everybody this is a fact but if we saved
a few lives I am already happy
because that was my goal. Bring my story
out and make sure it doesn't happen
again and again and again.
That that was my my only reason of
fighting and it is still my fight even
if it's going to be my last fight. But
if we manage that so that we can all
live in peace, you know, and we can just
have a normal life and a nice life and
concentrate on what is important, you
know, that would help a lot. And as
said, if we would have had internet and
uh social media in n in the '90s, all
this would have never ever happened
because they were protected by by uh
many people because nobody talked,
nobody wrote about it and and then they
stopped it also with the with the
investigations. But today if anything
happened happens to those who are
listening now be strong stand up think
about us who made the first step and
come and do the other steps with us you
know because only together we are strong
and we can help you. We can help you. We
can support you. We can we can do a lot.
Think about this first step that's
always the the the worst and the most
difficult. the first step and and we did
that step for you all those who are out
there so that they don't have to leave
this horror again and I think this is
this is uh what we are fighting for all
of us and especially also those who have
children because as we said at the very
beginning you don't bring children on
this planet to destroy them I think this
is a clear message for me if uh if we
manage to save lives
Then it was worse fighting. It was worth
suffering.
It was worse
taking on us all the insults we got.
It was worse
hearing and reading everything that was
a a real atrocity to to hear.
And in the same time, you know, there
are many people out there who support
us. There are many people who are kind.
There are many people who sent this
messages of courage of love and all
those I would like to thank also because
it's it takes courage also to write on
Instagram or somewhere else these kind
of messages because they know there are
many who will come against and uh I
think we have also lots of normal people
around us. Thanks God. You know, they're
not just insults and threats. There are
also people like us and many who don't
have the courage, but they are with us
and they write us. The world is
watching. We are with you. We are in
Netherland. We are with you. We are in
Greece. We are with you.
There are so many of these messages that
I get.
The world is watching. Be strong.
Continue. Don't give up.
And this is phenomenal. This is
absolutely phenomenal to to see and to
read that
it gives it gives me the strength to
say, you know, I don't see him as a
president. I only see him as a man
because if I would see him as a
president, I would never be able to do
what I am doing.
And these are the moments that are so
important, you know, that you know that
you're not alone. And I remember this is
what I heard the first time when I came
out with the with the article and u I
was contacted by the uh women against
Trump and the the first thing one of the
ladies there told me you are not alone
and this was for me the biggest strength
that she could gave me and that's the
reason also I posted also always with
the girls together so that people see
it's not about me It's about all the
others too. And when I posted this uh
this picture at that time, I was not
shadowbanned and it made over 330,000
views and um and the comments were
positive and everything. So this is also
something that many people don't
understand. You cannot have the strength
each day to to hold so many so much pain
on your shoulder.
It is not human to hold all this pain.
But in the same time, if it if it serves
the others and if it helps the others,
then I do it and I do it until my last
breath.
And I don't know why I had to be the one
that opens it. the door. I don't know. I
will never know. Nobody will tell me.
Nobody will explain me.
But I did it and I will continue
as long as I have the strength.
But it's uh it's very very uh complex.
It's u it's not as easy as it looks, you
know.
>> No, it's not. you you have been such an
inspiration to so many people and I want
to highlight your comment. I didn't
expect to be crying this much before
11:00 a.m.
>> I'm sorry.
>> No, no, I'm sorry.
>> No, it's uh you're just you're you're
such a powerful speaker, Beatatric, and
you don't even know how many lives
you've saved personally. one story
getting hundreds of millions of views.
Just for yourself, just think how many
young women, young men who may have been
in a position of sexual or have been
victimized that have just read your
story and been inspired to come forward.
So, I don't think a person like
yourself, you've saved one life. I think
you've saved hundreds, thousands, an
uncountable number of lives. and what
you've done is so important and powerful
for those people. And I think I mean my
whole life I've I I haven't been a a
person that believes in anything really
like a a god or a universe. I I really
didn't until I I got sober and kind of
found not religion but that there was
something that had given me a purpose.
Part of that purpose has been exposing
these things to my followers. That's why
I've kind of dedicated and I've spent
tons of money producing these
documentaries and driven myself to the
point of insanity doing all working
every single day on on these stories for
the last few years. But when you say I
don't know why I was the one and this is
just my opinion, I feel like that's
because you were meant to be that
person. Whether it's some sort of higher
universe or energy or something, you
were meant to bring this to light and
look at what you've done. You've you've
done it all and it's growing every
single day. So, I think you can you can
sit at the end of the day and and know
that what you've done is not only
enough, but it's having it's brought us
together. Like, here I am in Texas
talking to you.
>> Yes. Absolutely. It brought us together.
Yeah. Yeah. that that's that's really
what it is. And I I believe that with
with my my heart. I know it's kind of
cheesy, but I'm just so glad.
>> Thank you so much for your words. It's
it's amazing. I I I I really appreciate
this human uh touch that you have. You
know, it's getting so so lost the the in
this modern modern times. But it's
important you know at the end of the day
we are all human and we are supposed to
be different from animals because of
that human element that would make us
think normally and behave normally and
that's exactly the point that you were
making. You know, I don't know why I had
to do this. And when I started when I
when I just told my story, I had no idea
that this Pandora box is going to bring
all these victims. I didn't know that it
is a a connection worldwide. I didn't
know anything. You would have told me
that Beatus just sit down 5 minutes
think about it because it's going to
bring a huge mess you know maybe I would
have been scared and then I wouldn't
have done it and this is also a very
important point being scared that's why
I forbid myself to see him as a
president I only see the man that I met
so that the fear never becomes stronger
than my than my my my power because
otherwise the fear is always too it's
going to kill everything you know and
each time fear comes up I fight against
it and I say to myself no Beatress you
are not alone the journalists are here
the podcaster are here victims are with
you everybody's with you you know we we
we are groups of of women of if it's
from Epstein side or from the from the
Trump side and we all have families, we
all have children, we we all fight for
the same, you know, and one day I think
the majority of the people are going to
wake up because now we are in a in a in
a position where he does he didn't only
did he he didn't only do bad to women or
children but he is doing bad for
America, he has taken America in
hostage.
You guys, you are bleeding because of
him. And I guess this is what it takes
that the real America wakes up and that
America says, "Oh my god, this is just
not just about women. It is about our
country. It's about our It's about us
Americans because he's hurting you now.
And you don't even realize he has taken
you in hostage." And many people don't
realize
but I think now with with everything
that is going on you are going to wake
up because it's touching everybody now
it's not just me it's not just the 20 28
or the thousandth of Egstein we are
talking about you American
and you are over 300 million
I mean in this 300 million there should
be some human beings too no
>> you would imagine
>> who understand that we are we are all
[ __ ] and not only you American but
also the entire world is [ __ ] and we
are because of one person how can the
entire planet be because of one normally
it's the opposite but we are we have
only one to fight and today it's not me
it's not me anymore I just opened the
door but today you Americans you have to
ask yourself the right question. Are you
going to let yourself killed on the
street? Are you going to let yourself
starve of hunger? Are you going to let
your your children die from no health uh
insurance? And and and the list is huge
while he is putting he all this money in
his pockets. I mean, after this
interview, I think I'm dead. I'm not
going to survive.
But this is my opinion.
You guys, you are now feeling it on your
own skin. And if you don't feel it, you
are not human. And those who feel it,
those should stand up. And I tell you,
if I am dead, I have never I have never
had the intention of of myself or I'm
not I have never been. So that this is
also done and said it has been written
by all the journalists in Italy, in
France, in in Switzerland, everywhere. I
am not.
But what I am saying I know that is
going to hurt and he will not like it. I
know that. But the 300 million Americans
that you are, guys, wake up.
>> That's that's for me. Like it seems like
it seems like Epstein would be the
shaking, you know, wake the up like what
are we doing to most people? But
>> finally he's a good one. He's a good guy
in the story. Yeah.
>> Yeah. They
>> finally he is taking the good part.
Absolutely. And this is this is totally
uh crazy, you know, that we have come so
far that he we we we we wake up, you
know. This is exactly what I was also
thinking last uh last day. I was like
talking with with uh friends of mine and
I was like but finally this guy he he
has brought us where we should have been
for a long time
>> unintentionally too.
>> Of course. Intentionally. Of course. But
finally he brought us there you know but
you guys you are in hostage. But he was
right. They were besties. Absolutely.
>> Oh yeah. No, that goes to the beginning
of your story. That's uh what we're
talking about.
>> Yeah. Yeah. No, no, it's very complex.
All this is so complex and I wish I had
the power to change many things. And um
I'm just a little fish, you know, in a
big ocean. The world has to wake up
because um this is a supremacy and
dominance and then a system that will
only bring us to the end very quickly
and uh it's not going to to help us. uh
this kind of this kind of art of the
deal as as he calls it. This is no deal.
There is no win-win nowhere only for
him. A good deal is when you have a
win-win. But he never did a good win-win
uh deal. Never. It was always in his
favor and he continues now on a huge
scale and it's uh it's more and more
dangerous. I think America and and the
world has to wake up. It's not normal.
It's it's just not normal and we cannot
allow that to continue.
>> So, I have a ton of people who listen to
my show on on different platforms and I
always get comments from individuals who
were trafficked when they were younger
or they weren't even necessarily
trafficked but they were by a family
member or you know just suffered
violence at the hands of whoever. So,
what would you do you have words of
encouragement for those people
specifically that might be listening to
this episode? Like what they're what
they should do? Because I always
encourage them and I say, you know, I'm
just really glad you're here and I'm so
thankful that you're even just present
to be able to tell your story. But like
what what would the next step be for
someone who's listening who has
experienced something like that? um
because I feel like they're obviously
going to be inspired by your story.
>> I think the the the main point is you
are not alone and this is something that
helps a lot so that you find a place
where you can talk about it with
specialists with uh groups of uh chats
with uh other survivors um with um also
groups of legal uh teams. There is a lot
that has been put in place now. there is
a lot going on because of these new
windows you know that have been created
in a few states. It's the same for for
Epstein and Trump or even anonymous uh
people. If you don't want to go under
because you suffer and the pain you
have, you have to put it out. And this
is the only advice that I can give. I
have kept it for within in me for so
long that it almost made me uh go under
because of that. But I was lucky that I
was very busy and I had a great life, a
great family. And at at a certain stage,
I said to myself, if I'm not letting
this out, it's going to kill me from
inside. And don't do the same mistake.
Go and get help. Go and speak to uh to
other victims. Uh we are many on the on
the social media and um many are helpful
and many will show you the way to go and
to do the right thing and especially to
work on yourself and don't keep it
inside because it's like a time bomb. It
can and will explode one day. It's just
a question of time and there will be a
moment that it brings it out and don't
bring it so far. If you suffered, go and
get help and please please contact all
those who you think could help you from
the side of the survivors of or legal
teams because now it is the time. You
know, it has never been that better time
than now. And I think all those who who
suffered they need also uh support of
specialist go and get the help you need.
There is help out there. There is a lot
of help but you have just to go and and
find it out what is the best for you
know and most of all don't fear. You are
not the problem and you are not guilty.
And this is something that has to change
in the head of all victims. We are not
guilty.
The guilt is on the other side. And the
day you change the part of the guilt,
it's the day you become strong. And it's
the day you can start to fight. And most
of all, you become another person or you
find your real self again. And this is
very surprising journey I must say. I I
am myself discovering lots of parts of
myself that I had to keep keep quiet for
so many years because of the interest of
parents, of the interest of family, of
the interest of the job, of the interest
of everybody except my interest. Nobody
ever asked me for my interest or if I am
in pain or if I am suffering. Nobody you
know but you have the right to give you
the importance you deserve and that day
you will become someone new. you will
become finally free you know and this is
also a procedure it can take a long time
and first you go very much down and then
one day you start to climb and you to
come up you know it's a long procedure
but I tell you all those who are victims
out there today they have so many
possibilities
so many that we never had never we
didn't have anything
you
We had nothing. We didn't didn't even
have the family to talk about. But you
are now in an era where you can talk,
you can find solution, you can h find
help. And don't wait until it destroys
you from inside. That's uh that's my my
message for them because uh in my
experience uh I should have come before
but today finally I say to myself
when I see this evolution from one year
from the first article in the daily mail
and today finally it was the right
timing. It was not too early. It was not
too late. It was just in time and I am
glad that it happened exactly how it
happened. Even though I servered like a
dog for years
but now I have the impression it is the
right moment. It would have been 2 years
before 3 years before it wouldn't have
come out the way it came out. You know,
it's like when the stars are all
aligned, now they are aligned
and now we can move things which was
which were impossible in the past. It
was just impossible. No way we could
make it 10 years ago, impossible. 20
years ago, impossible. 30 years even
more impossible. And um this is the good
news for all those who suffer outside is
that you have this chance and you have
these stars aligned
and it's now. The time is now for you.
And don't be scared. Even there are days
that are very bad. There are days that
are difficult. There are days you don't
want to get up.
But the next day the sun is shining
and all of a sudden you get good news
and all of a sudden it works and all of
a sudden everything you have been
fighting for takes a form.
But there are some days it's not easy
and especially at the beginning it was
very bad because at the beginning we had
the impression that he's winning. He's
winning and now finally
everybody sees that he's losing. It's
just a question of time
because there is a law of truth and the
law of truth is always stronger than the
bad
and sometimes you don't have to do
anything. It happens. Karma comes. You
cannot you cannot uh uh uh force karma.
Karma is coming alone. And especially
the the the past, you know, when you do
things in the past that are bad, one day
it comes and it it gets you. We
survivors, we know that. There are
people who are paying the price.
Not everybody talks about it, but there
are many people who are paying the
price. And
they think they are still strong because
there is a group of evil people who are
together and who are still working uh
against us.
>> But the light is
>> Yeah. And the light is stronger. It has
always been stronger always. It's just a
question of time. And also when you
think all these women in the government
who work against uh uh the epitin files,
they are mothers, they are women and
still they go against the other women.
It's not normal. It's not normal. And
all all those they they will one day
they will pay the price. We are supposed
to be uh uh to have a certain solidarity
among women, you know. But no, they come
against us, you know. I mean a pan bondi
for example they she could have brought
the files 100 times on the table but no
she's still not doing it
>> and she said she had the list.
>> She she said from the very beginning she
said from the very beginning she has
everything and still the survivors have
to fight to write letters to push push
push push.
But you know in this kind of situation
you should never underestimate the
people who suffered because people who
suffered they try to find solution
themselves and find um evidence by
themsel and it will come the other way
around I guess if the normal way doesn't
work and also journalists say the same
they take us for stupid okay so we do
the the research we do the investigation
we do everything
you know and there are journal who are
still working on it and who worked for a
long time also to bring out what is what
is out there but it's only a fraction of
uh uh what they still have um in their
offices and uh uh where they are
investigating
and there is so much more and that's the
reason why they don't want us to know
the more they don't want us because uh
you know normally in Switzerland when
you have only 0.001%
of what he did. You are in jail for 400
years
and uh he's still president. So um
something is wrong. Something is really
wrong.
>> Yeah.
>> With zero 0.001%
you are already in jail. You are in
jail. You don't you don't play the
president anymore. You know,
>> when I was uh 18, I got arrested for
half a gram having half a gram of
marijuana on me
>> for threatening me with a whole charge
and ended up getting dropped. But
>> I got arrested for something like that.
and someone can be credibly accused by
dozens of people of sexual assault and
not even be brought in for questioning
is absurd.
>> You know, they all play the same game.
It's like they they learned it by heart,
you know, uh do everything so that these
people don't get too close to us and uh
we keep the distance. We create an image
that is not uh real. We create
everything. We delete everything that is
not good and uh one day everything comes
back.
>> It always the darkness always whatever's
done in the dark gets brought into the
light.
>> Oh yeah. Oh yeah.
>> So I'm just waiting on that
>> in this case.
>> Yeah. And uh I I am confident that um at
least a part will come. You know in
French uh uh we say um time will tell,
you know. And um this is really a game
on on the time you know sometimes time
is running out but uh in this case um
time will tell and we are getting closer
and closer. I mean uh when I when I
think about a year ago and today we know
much more we we saw much more uh many
things happened already. Many things
moved of course not uh in a high speed
level but it moved. It's like a little
bit a revolution in the palace, you
know. And uh
>> for revolution times, it always takes uh
a little bit longer. It never there is
no revolution that happened within a
half an hour.
>> A half an hour. Yeah, it's true. That'
be a very very fast revolution, let me
tell you.
>> Yeah, exactly. Speedy Gonzalez
revolution.
>> It's been just incredible listening to
you, Beatatrice. Um, I want to get to
those last few because you're writing a
a book as well. Do you want to talk
about
>> It's written already. Yeah, it's written
already and uh it's coming out this
year. I can only say one thing. Get
ready for it.
>> Oh, I'll be ready. I'm I'm ready right
now. get ready because um what I saw,
what I witnessed, what I experienced
in this ' 90s
era of predators and jungle. Um it's uh
just get ready. That's all I can say.
>> I'm excited to read read everything and
I'm sure that we'll end up talking again
once
>> Yeah, that would be great. Absolutely.
Absolutely. That would be great. Yeah.
And I also I do want you to think of me
less like uh someone who just wants to
interview you, but also just as a
friend. If you have anything you want me
Oh, yeah. Thank you so much.
>> Reach out. Like I'm not just here for
the show.
>> So if I'm ever in Switzerland, I would I
know Courtney and I would love to uh to
meet up with you and maybe get dinner.
>> Oh, you come anytime. I will show you
around. If it's summer, winter,
whatever. There is so much to do. Uh I
would love to meet your wife as well. Oh
yes absolutely that would be great. You
know this is exactly the point you know
at the end of the day we are human
beings you know and this tragedy has
brought us together. You have uh
experienced even worse with all the
interviews you did with all the
witnesses. I mean you are a strong
person. I don't know how you do it. It's
amazing what you are doing also on your
side. I I very much appreciate and uh I
I read it and I follow it and and I must
say I am always shocked and um I
sometimes suffer also and it's the worst
when you see that much pain but you do
an amazing job an amazing job and uh and
it's it's not easy for you either I
guess uh these are not normal times huh
really not and uh I think um you are
very strong to do what you are doing and
the stories you are covering. You are
amazingly strong. I tell you, you are
strong.
>> Yeah. It's uh just working on these two
documentary series that I've been
producing. It's like I spend almost
every minute of my workday every day uh
going through these allegations of not
not only with the I mean the rings that
we're covering are like Epstein but just
disconnected but there they still went
up to the the White House in the 80s and
the 70s and these involve like kids that
were um according to witnesses murdered
and it's it's really horrific.
Um,
>> oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god.
>> disturbing stuff. But
>> yeah. Yeah,
>> I'm I'm excited to be able to use my
platform, which I built on a completely
different topic, which is obviously the
paranormal. Um, but I'm I've been I've
just really enjoyed having this reach
and being able to amplify voices and
stories and truth to people where I feel
like instead of, you know, I've I've
impacted a lot of people with the
paranormal and kind of how people view
life and death and all that, but it's
it's a totally different, more
fulfilling work for me to actually be
able to interact with real people and
and do like these stories that no one
will talk about like I see these people
with huge platforms and they're just so
they're just silent on these issues
which I get it. It's really dark and
kind of a heavy topic but still if if
every huge influencer started talking
about this stuff uh there would be a lot
more outrage I would imagine than what
we have now cuz people are mad but it's
like why why aren't we having Epstein
protests? Why aren't we getting out in
the streets and doing these like with uh
I don't know if you're really familiar
with the Mark Drew ring. Do you know
that?
>> Yeah.
>> Like the white the white marches and all
of that like why be doing something like
that for Epstein. It's it blows my mind.
>> Oh, it's I tell you, you have you have
gone from paranormal to crazy normal. Uh
>> crazy.
>> Um and and and you know there there was
a podcaster today that I was listening
to. He said you know if there is one
person talking about it he's going to be
killed. If there are five they are going
to be killed but if we are many they
cannot kill us all. And this is exactly
what we are talking about. You know if
everybody talks about it, if everybody
writes about it, then we are getting
closer and closer because for me, you
know, these kind of uh positions um when
you look up at people, they have to be
clean, they have to be respectful, uh
they have to be, you know, you you have
to be able to respect them. But with
within these conditions now, you cannot
respect any of them up there. And um
that's the point you know you either
have uh at the top people you you can
say okay he's great he's doing this for
the country and he saved this and uh you
know but when you are only on the
destruction and and destroy and destroy
from morning till evening then you have
to ask yourself the right questions you
know because the way he came in he can
also go out it's just a question of
doing it you No, but maybe at the very
end if you allow me I would just add the
four or five points that I wanted to to
add if you if you agree
>> please.
>> So the first one is Ellen Musk. Ellen
Musk if you are listening and if you are
a man I repeat Ellen Musk if you are a
man
press the reset button of my ex account
number two Mark Zuckerberg yes Mark
Tuckerberg if you are listening stop
shadowbanning my Insta account I repeat
Mark Zuckerberg stop shadow shadow
banning my Insta account. To both of
them, Ellen and Mark, I did nothing
wrong. Absolutely nothing except of
telling my story which is a true story.
And then there are two points, three
points that I would like to say meru.
First to all the people around the world
and for their kindness and also for the
fact that they support us survivors.
They understand us. It is amazing to
have your comments. It is amazing to
know that you are there with us. And
then also another meu to you podcast to
journalists around the world. Please
continue to stand with us victims and
survivors.
They made the difference in in this
difficult times. I must say without them
we would not be at this table. And then
of course a big mercyu to you and to
your wife for everything you do for the
humanity because this is really now a
human issue. This is now a question of
surviving in our society and uh you play
a role Colleen. you play a huge role and
your wife too and uh this is not nothing
that you are doing and a big big mercy
buku to to you and to your time and uh
and your kindness and um and your
support and um I really appreciate and
of course if you come to Switzerland I
would love I would love to show you
around and our mountains and our lakes
and everything we have. Well, also a how
are you saying that? Mercy buku.
>> Mercy buku.
>> Mercy buku to you as well, Beatatrice.
Thank Thank you not only just for doing
this interview with me, but for
everything that you've done, and I know
I speak for everybody that has followed
this Epstein saga for so long. Um,
everyone is incredibly grateful that
you've done what you've done and that
you've given people an example and
you've provided that example and and
given whether they're young girls, young
boys, people that are trapped in those
systems. Now, you've given those people
uh a beacon of hope and you've given
strength to so many thousands, millions
of people have read this the stories.
Um, so you you really don't know how
many lives you've touched, but it's
truly an uncountable number. And yeah, I
I mean, I genuinely with my whole heart
believe that you've helped save lives.
And as you continue to talk and just do
exactly what you're doing, hopefully the
world is going to start catching up to
to where we're at. And I just can't
thank you enough because without, for
example, just yourself, we wouldn't be
where we are today. And you're an you're
setting such a good example for all all
people, not not just young women, but
young men, too, who may have been that
you can get out of something like that.
you can get through an experience like
that and become an extremely powerful
person and voice and presence. So, also
I never been to Switzerland and I know
Courtney would uh would love to come
because the other day when I mentioned
that
>> Thank you so much.
>> She was like, "Yeah, we got to go to
Switzerland." She said immediately, she
said, "Oh, yeah, we should go next
month." But I had to remind her that we
already have this whole thing planned
next month where we're we're not we're
not going to Switzerland, we're going to
Canada. So it's kind of
>> I can tell you one thing for you to come
to Switzerland is more it's easier than
for me to go to to America. So the it's
it's easy to decide. Huh.
>> Don't come to America right now. I think
I think you're good over there.
>> Oh my god. That's my that's the biggest
nightmare. Even though I loved America,
I love to travel in America. I was on
both coasts and uh also um Oh my god, I
loved it. I loved it. And I miss it. I
miss it like crazy. You know, you guys,
you do things so much better than we,
you know, we are we are little village
compared to you. And uh you do so many
things in an amazing way. We I learned
so much when I was also working with
Americans. And you guys, you make us
grow. You know, you everything comes
from America as it always been. And uh I
remember even even my grandfather he
always said the Americans will come and
they will save us and America is is such
a big word. It's such a big word you
know and and for us European you have
represented for my entire life so much
and knowing that we are not able to come
over. This is so crazy and I just hope
he's not going to install uh martial law
and he's not going to close the country
uh because I think this is the next step
that he is he is planning and also with
ICE so that you have civil war and then
he can say okay such a mess I'm going to
send you the soldier and the military
and uh then in an extreme lock the the
country and no more election and he's
there until I don't know when. And I
think this is what he's planning and I
am scared for you. I am I I I have
always loved America and Americans
and that will never change in my heart.
It will never ever change. I had a great
great great connection with your country
and your people and today you are again
the proof that it's amazing. You are
amazing. you are Americans and
especially you Colleen on the human
side. It's it's exceptional.
You represent what America was and I
hope maybe you will find a way you
Americans to save your country and save
us all in the same time.
>> Yeah. Hopefully we can just get to the
midterms so that some of these people
can get voted out and then something can
happen. But I mean that's
>> I'm not sure.
>> It's 11 months away regardless. So,
>> I'm not sure anymore.
>> Jesus Christ. Yeah.
>> Yeah. Really? Help us. Jesus Christ,
help us, please.
>> Yeah.
>> All right. So, we've seen Beatatrice.
We've heard from Beatatrice, and it's
incredibly shocking stuff. I'm a very
political person, but an issue like
Epstein should be non-political. If
someone is credibly accused of
victimizing, I don't want to get banned
or whatever, young ones will say, they
should be investigated and arrested and
prosecuted. At least that's what I
think. And if I don't know how you could
possibly be against that, that's the
reason why I've been so loud about these
things for the past few years. Uh it's
because these people who actually
control our society, the wealthy oil
barons and the guys who own the power
plants and the movers and shakers behind
the scenes who are controlling how you
and I live, they are victimizing
every single week, month, whatever. It's
an unfathomable amount of hardcore
that is occurring in our world that is
being perpetrated by these people who
believe that they're truly untouchable.
And the only way that we're going to
change this is if we get people angry
and we stir them up and we get them on
the streets protesting or I don't know.
something something has to happen here
because it's not good enough for me to
just make videos online or for me to
make Tik Toks because yeah I mean this
has happened and I am good friends with
people now who were victimized in this
exact same way in the 1970s. I'm good
friends with people who were victimized
in the exact same way in the 1980s and
1990s. For the last two years, I have
spent weeks, literally months of my time
traveling and meeting with survivors and
interviewing them and documenting their
stories and working with them to try and
expose this stuff in two different
upcoming documentary series that I've
been working on. It's not it's not a new
thing. This isn't something that that
just happened that spawned out of
nowhere. There's a historical precedent
to these rings and to why these rings
operate. And you know, people are really
just seeing the inner workings of them
for the first time because of the
Epstein thing and the fact that there
are people they know implicated. But at
the end of the day, we've seen the inner
workings of these these things for
years. We know how these things work. I
mean, I've even I referenced this in
2024. There's that document that Gerald
Richards with North Fox Island and Frank
Sheldon that he drew out that shows the
inner workings of a CSAM production ring
and trafficking enterprise. In our
documentary series, we've been following
Sheldon. We followed him overseas. We've
actually, I think, cracked the code and
solved some of the circles that are on
that document that have never been
solved before. We are going to be
offering our interpretations as to what
these circles may mean or these
organizations were. But yeah, we're
still such a a long way from from true
justice when it comes to Epstein. And I
don't know, it's just one of those
things where it's been too long. We've
been ignoring survivors for decades.
There are people online to this day who
watch my videos and say that I'm lying
and that none of this is real and that I
must have just been making this up,
which is really ironic to me considering
the Epstein thing. I'd like to see what
all those people have to say now when
they're seeing the inner workings of an
organization exactly like I've been
describing being exposed. And it's not
just me this time talking about it. It's
the entire planet. But the second person
who I interviewed for this video, she's
absolutely incredible. Her name is
Juliet. And once again, I don't want to
cloud your perceptions of her and I
don't want to tell her story for you,
but it should be noted Juliet is in the
files many times at this point. There
are emails between her and Epstein that
have been exposed in the files. She
actually has shown on her social media
that there were emails that she sent to
Epstein that weren't included in the
files, which she says is obviously
highly suspicious because why would they
include some of her emails but not all
of them? It just shows that they're not
being fully transparent and releasing
everything unedited for people to look
at. And yeah, there's some photographic
evidence and proof of Juliet's story
that's really horrific in this section,
but I'll come back to you all at the
end.
I love Africa, you know. My mom was even
born in Zimbabwe, you know. So, I'm I'm
a true African really. I mean, I might
have white skin color, but I'm a I'm a
real African. I'm a white ruster.
But, um, my mom was born in Zimbabwe and
my father was born in England. And, you
know, even my grandmother was born in in
Cape Town, you know. Um, our family
actually came around from 18 in 1890.
they fled Ireland. It's quite
interesting looking at family history
and you know I've been trying to work
out more about that but growing up in
Africa I love Africa. Um obviously you
know when I was younger there was a
partage and I hate racial injustice. Um
you know luckily I didn't see a lot of
that because I don't come from a family
like that and you know like my second
mom is African lady cuz Zulu. I was
bestly raised by Zulu. She's no longer
with us but she was amazing. Sorry, I
don't want to start crying, but um yeah,
growing up in Africa, I mean, it's it's
hard in Africa, but it's the most
beautiful place and we have the most
amazing people here. Obviously, there's
been a lot of injustice, you know, with
also in Africa, they steal a lot from
people, you know, with, you know, it's a
very rich continent as far as like
minerals and, you know, they like gold
and all this stuff. And a lot of people
come, you know, um, foreign countries
come in here like the United Nations and
stuff to basically Africa. And it's I
just think it's [ __ ] that a lot of
the Africans um are suffering and not
given proper support, especially when
people like the Queen of England's
walking around with a crown on her head,
a crown that could probably feed the
whole of Africa for, you know, a week or
whatever. You know, all these jewels
they have. And it just it doesn't make
any sense to me. But I I'm very grateful
that I was born in Africa cuz I love
Africa. But but Africa, we've been
through hard times. You know, I was even
thinking recently it's like a African
people are like adults and Americans are
almost like children in that way because
we've leared to not trust our government
a long time ago. You know, we've had
things going on where the government's
stolen all the money and we we we were
having loading. That's actually when I
became a lot more spiritual again
because with with the lights being out,
I lit candles and then, you know, my my
mom always used to light candles when I
was a child and I was always very
spiritual as a child. You know, I'm
grateful to be in a place like Africa
where people are, you know, quite a
aware to things and everything. Even
though it's obviously like any other
country, it's well, I mean, it's
different. It's a different sort of
situation, but we just have amazing
people here. And I I'm very proud to be
an African.
Well, um, you know, I was studying
psychology and philosophy at the
University of Cape Town. I started doing
modeling on the side, um, you know, to
get to university. I'd actually been
scouted already when I was 14 years old
by a league model management, but my
mother wouldn't let me travel or work.
She said I was too young, which is, you
know, quite right because young people
of that age shouldn't be taken overseas.
You know, it's very dangerous when young
people are taken away from modeling. So,
um yeah, when I was studying um bestie
um I went to there was like a restaurant
bar where they had free drinks for
models. So as young girls we obviously
went along and um a girl approached me
her name was Na Hill and she said that
you know she was here with from America
and her friend Jeffrey Epstein was here.
She said he owned his own island in the
Caribbean and he was like the king of
America. She said he was here with Bill
Clinton and Kevin Spacy and Chris Tucker
and it would be a great um opportunity
for me to meet them for my modeling. So
then we went across to the restaurant
where they were. It was like a 5 10
minute drive. It was very nearby. And
sure enough, they were all there, you
know. Um I was only 20 years old. I just
turned 20 actually. And for a young girl
from Africa, it was like shock to meet
all these people. I was like, "Oh my
god." Cuz I'd never met anyone famous. I
was completely starruck, you And one
weird thing is when when I met Clinton
cuz they all eating dinner and they all
stood up to like shake my hand during
dinner and Clinton like held on to my
hand and he went like this and he
started talking to someone else for like
2 minutes and he just held on to my hand
the whole time and then eventually he
looked back at me and he said nice to
meet you and like I've never had anyone
do anything like that. It was very weird
like for someone to hold onto my hand
for so long and I felt like I was like
nervous. I was like uh you know um it
was just like yeah weird. And then
obviously they you know they staged the
modeling casting. Bill Clinton walked
through while they were doing the
casting. They also took me to a speech
they were doing in in Africa for a lower
income university. Kevin Spacy sat in
front of me with a handheld device and
filmed all the students in the hall like
this cuz I was sitting right behind him.
So I was like wondering why is this man
filming everyone? You know I assumed it
was maybe because they were doing a
speech on AIDS. I thought he was sort of
gathering you know um videos of it. But
all these years later, it's quite clear,
you know, that there was something far
more sinister going on. So after that,
um, we went back to the hotel and I
showed them my modeling portfolio. Bill
Clinton walked through while they were
doing the casting. Then I sent through
to see Epstein. Um, he looked at my book
and he said, "Right, he thinks I'd be
perfect for Victoria's Secret." And then
within 3 weeks, they had me there. They
arranged me a visa. They paid for my
flights. Um, I said to them, "I don't
have a lot of money. Like, um, you know,
I can't afford to really come." And they
said, "No, don't worry."
um all your expenses will be deducted
from your income. So it sounded like a
completely legitimate experience. My you
know my mom also spoke to him before I
was taken there. He also said to my mom
that he perhaps wanted to help pay for
me to study cuz you know my mom was very
interested in my education. So um you
know it just seemed like a very
legitimate opportunity considering the
people he was here with, you know. And
then I was flown there and I went to um
you know I was taken to the modeling
apartment in New York. Car put me up at
the airport. Then the phone rang and
they said um it was Sarah Kellen, you
know, one of the girls who posed as a
modeling agent. And they said, um, you
know, pack a small bag. We're going to
the Caribbean. So I assumed it was for a
modeling shoot. I didn't have any money
with me. You know, it was was very
frightening. And then um as soon as the
airplane took off from TW airport there,
I was driven to the airport there and um
Epstein started touching me forcibly
between my legs and the other girls were
laughing and I got a terrible shock and
I thought, oh my god, these people are
going to try to kill me. You know, I I I
suddenly realized, oh my god, my family
might never see me again. And in a way,
they didn't see me as I had been. You
know, it changed me like it wasn't me
like it totally changed me all of this.
It freaked me out.
And um you know then we landed on the
island and I was being called to his
room and yeah and then um on the first
day it was just me but then the next day
another girl was brought in and then as
time went on more and more girls just
kept coming and going. So it was just um
it was very very frightening for a young
person to be stuck in a situation like
that. Even at my age now I'm 43. If I
was um taken somewhere with people like
that I I would be petrified even at my
age now. So, this whole the trafficking
process has begun and you're traveling
with Epstein and Galain and visiting
these different properties. This is kind
of like a two-prong question. Um, I
would say first, how how did that feel
for you? And if it's too much to ever
talk about anything, like just let me
know.
>> Yeah. Um, uh, you know, it was really
frightening. Um, you know, like I said
before, it really changed me being
there. And also, like I've said before,
um, you know, one of the times when he
took me to the bedroom in the Caribbean
and I saw him literally shapeshift into
like the devil. Um, you know, his head
went big and there were these big black
eyes and there were ridges on his head
and horns. He looked like a sort of
reptilian alien devil creature and like
with a mouth and a long tongue and I got
so freaked out because um I saw that
happen and then I I like looked away and
then I looked back and it was him again
and I didn't like I didn't see him
transforming like the Incredible Hulk.
What happened is I looked away and then
I looked at him and then it wasn't him
anymore. It was something else there and
then I looked like in shock. I didn't
say anything of course and then I looked
away and then looked back and it was him
again but I saw a tear as day you know
talking about like you know paranormal
things that have happened because
there's a lot of weird stuff that
happened there and you know the media
don't want things like that coming out
but I very much saw him turn into
something and I swear on my life you
know if that's what happened I've never
seen anyone else turn into anything also
um we weren't allowed like alcohol or
they didn't have alcohol or drugs or
anything there so some people say oh was
I on drugs maybe they drugged me I don't
know um but you know over times Over the
years after that, you know, I experience
experimented with drugs. I obviously
don't do drugs apart from smoking a bit
of weed, but I've never seen anyone turn
into anything when I've um you know, on
no matter how drunk I've been or how
much weed I smoked or you know, I never
saw anyone turn into something. So, and
also another interesting fact is that
apparently the island is in the Bermuda
Triangle or very nearby. Apparently,
it's in in the Bermuda Triangle. So, it
could almost be like a portal where like
weird things like that happen because
I've met a lot of people over my life
and I've never seen anyone turn into
anything like that. And the thing is I
almost like blanked it out because at
the time it was like such a frightening
thing to happen and I didn't tell
anyone. It was just like something
really weird, you know, also like it
was, you know, 23 years ago. The world
was very different back then. So, I just
sort of um, you know, I told my mom
about it one time, but I didn't tell her
about the abuse and everything. I told
my mom that I'd sort of seen Epstein
turn into something like this, but I
didn't tell her in the context of how it
happened or but it's something that very
much happened. Like I said, I'd like to
be lie detected about it because it was
it was there. It was obvious.
So, um, he, you know, he used to take me
into the bedroom like three times a day,
but as a lot of people know, you know,
his penis was very small, like it was
very, and so it wasn't like it was, he
was like trying to force orgasms of
girls, and he was trying to have sex,
but it was like, anyway, I don't want to
really go into all that, but um, so the
bedroom was always ice cold and very
dark where he took me. It was freezing
in there, and it was also like a side
room. I realized I never even saw many
of his bedrooms and any of the
properties. He didn't take me into the
main bedrooms. I was taken into like
side rooms
and then um he had the blankets up to
here and it was like around when he or
was orgasming or something that this
happened, you know, cuz he also like if
when he orgasmed he used to make like a
weird like crying scream like like it
was a weird it was just very weird. Um
and then so I couldn't see his whole
body when it happened. I only saw him
from here cuz he had blankets there. But
it was during that sort of time when he
orgasmed and when I was in this room
with him alone where I saw this thing
happen, you know, and um I wish I could
explain it more. Um I wish I'd had
evidence, but I mean, how is one
supposed to get evidence of such a
thing? I don't even know if if a camera
would be able to pick it up,
but it it very much happened. And you
know and and and other weird stuff
happened also like I've said in New
Mexico I saw a UFO in the sky on the
same day when I met Michael Bay the
movie producer there was making us all
watched the movie The Rock. Michael Bay
denies being there but he was there you
know and also he made the movie about
cloning the island in 2005 and I met him
there in 2004 and you know all these
years later I've realized that there was
very likely something going on
underground there. you know, there's
there's a lot more going on and they
they've been trying to cover it up as we
all know. And thank goodness, you know,
these files have been coming out and
there's more truth coming to light. It's
horrible because it frightens a lot of
people. I mean, the media aren't even
putting it out there yet because I don't
think they they don't know how to do it
because it's going to literally break
people's brains, you know, people who
are very religious or very like, you
know, it's it's a very very difficult
thing for people to comprehend. And, you
know, I but I saw very bad things there.
I also work up in a laboratory in New
Mexico
um with like six people in hazmat suits
around me and a female doctor came near
my head like I was basically like
paralyzed and strapped to a table and I
like my eyes opened and I was freaked
out and then the female doctor came near
me and she said don't worry everything's
okay and then suddenly I was out again
you know also before I was sent home
from there Epstein gave me a pelvic exam
almost like a doctor would so you know
eventually I started to realize I think
these bastards were taking our eggs. Um,
you know, and then with more and more
research, you know, you realize there
there movies like Westworld, series like
Westworld. Apparently, the ranch used to
be called Westworld. Um, you know, it's
just quite clear that there's been a
huge cover up here. And I mean, also,
even before Edin was arrested, he
ordered like gallons of sulfuric acid to
the property. He also ordered um, you
know, tons of cement. He ordered carpet
shredders, tile extractors. I mean, it's
quite clear they were trying to hide
something. And also with that island,
you've got to realize that there was
obviously something underneath because
the accommodation on top was way too
basic for a billionaire. You know, it
was just very basic. And if they say
that people like Oprah and all these
people were staying there, I don't know
where they were staying, you know, like
even when I met Michael bear and I met
the scientists, I'd meet them once and I
wouldn't see them again. So, it's not
like they were hanging around. It's like
they they went somewhere and I think
they were underground.
So, um, sorry if I veered off there. I
just wanted to explain, you know, more
of the weird things that have happened.
And I also had um horrible nightmares
after that where like demons were trying
to attack me. I had this horrible
nightmare where like Jesus came towards
me and then his eyes went red and then
he had like all these like red things
coming out of his head like snakes and
then he jumped on me and tried to like I
had some um ser you know when I got back
from there I had serious panic attacks.
I was hospitalized at least 10 times
with severe neck attacks. They couldn't
find anything wrong with me. But um
sorry, my dogs have are playing. Sorry.
Um but yeah, sorry. Yeah, it was just
very frightening the whole situation.
And as we all know, there's obviously a
big cover up here
>> to go into that. That is so wild. Um
I've I've had experiences with sleep
paralysis and and astral projecting and
all sorts of uh paranormal
metaphysical dream like whatevers. And
there's always a meaning to it. And you
actually Jesus in your dream tried to
assault you. I never heard of something
like that.
>> It was like someone pretending to be him
and then their eyes went blood red and
tentacles grew from their head. It Yeah.
I've never even spoken about that on any
interviews or anything. It was just a
very like frightening thing. And it was
it was horrific. And it wasn't Jesus. It
was someone posing as Jesus, you know.
>> Um some some demon.
>> Yeah.
>> Um I don't know. You know, I guess what
we've got to realize is that demons are
real, right? Um, you know, a lot of
people are frightened by it. But we
know, you know, if people want to
believe in God, then they can also
believe that there's Lucifer. You know,
when people are praying to him, I
actually I worry that people are
actually praying to to Lucifer because I
don't believe that God is a male and I
don't believe, you know, I believe that
God is above having a sex or a name.
I've had many arguments with um people
who are very religious about this. We
came to the agreement where they said,
"Okay, I must pray to my God and we'll
pray to theirs." But the thing is I
believe in God and goddesses. I believe
in um you know good energies. I believe
in St. Michael you know because of what
the things that happened to me with
Epstein when I was there. Um, you know,
I was he had a horrible psychological
hold over me and I was petrified of him
and you know that but when he died um it
started to detangle and I I you know was
given um supplement money which I'm so
grateful for and I saw therapists and
then I I decided I was going to write
everything down and try to find out what
happened for myself, you know, just to
explain it to myself. But the thing is
that the the further I dug, the deeper
and darker it got. And and I just
realized I had to start sharing more
information. You know, I also obviously
wanted to speak out for victims both
alive and and dead, you know, those who
are too traumatized to speak, those who
can no longer speak cuz when I realized
the depth of their evil, you know. But
um this is my diary from 2002. Okay. Cuz
I'm also an artist. So what I did is I
painted my diary and then I stuck the
butterfly on. There's also one on the
back. So when all the Epstein stuff was
coming out and I had to send my my diary
to New York, you know, the lawyers
analyzed it and everything and they they
said, "Oh my gosh, did you put this blue
butt flower on the front?" Because they
were a bit shocked because then they
said to me that Virginia Gaffer used it
as her logo on Twitter. Um you know,
also in Virginia Ger's book recently,
you know, she was an amazing woman,
but um what a brave woman and you know
um she had a tattoo on her back of a
blue butterfly. And then another victim,
Sarah Ransom, has a blue butterfly
tattooed on her wrist. Maria Farmers
painted the blue butterfly. So, you
know, I started um trying to figure out
what this symbol meant, you know. Um I
don't know exactly what it means, but I
do think if I've also got a painting
that I did before he took me there also
with the blue butterfly in it and a a a
serpent.
Well, what's really insane to me that
you say that um is that when I got sober
and I've told this story a thousand
times now on my different platforms um
the very first thing when I went to
rehab and I was extremely I would say
atheist when I went into rehab and I
just didn't believe in really any sort
of god or energy and I did this exercise
and they tell you to write what you see
in this journal after this like hour or
so of breath work and I saw a blue
butterfly go across my vision. And so
the first thing I wrote in my book was
God is a butterfly. And my very last day
of rehab when I was leaving, I had and
it's just it still gives me chills every
time. I was walking to leave and I was
the only one out there and a giant
butterfly came and landed on my shirt
right here and and I just looked at it
>> and it it was like it knew me and then
it flew away. And so that's why I
actually got this tattoo on my wrist.
That's another butterfly.
>> Yeah. So, it's crazy. And my wife got a
matching tattoo with me of a butterfly.
It's It's like So, butterflies are
really meaningful.
>> Incredible. And thank you for being
brave and cuz you're going to help many
people, you know, speaking about rehab.
And your wife must be an incredible
woman, you know, standing by you and
helping. And
>> oh, you're lucky. And yeah, and well
done cuz I know you're going to help
many many people cuz you know a lot of
people go through a lot of pain
especially also the O negative type are
more likely to drink and smoke and you
know get caught on drug well cuz the
world's so painful as it is and people
who are highly sensitive they feel it
hard you know and also with this thing
of getting sort of like a demon attack
you know and you know it's hard to
explain it but you know I've had many
nightmares I don't have as many anymore
cuz I've got all my animals you know my
cats and dogs but um yeah I just think
you're incredibly brave for, you know,
fighting and speaking out for people.
And
>> so to go back um to your story um to
focus on kind of just your story for a
little bit now. What What was your time
on the island like? Like I've I've I've
listened to a bunch of your interviews
and and I'm familiar, but just for
people online got to ask the dumb
question.
>> Yeah, for sure. Um just to, you know,
get everyone up to date. Um well, you
know, well, when we were there, we we
were just like kept on call basically
like we'd all sit together for lunch and
dinner and breakfast, but then um I
didn't really see Epstein a lot of the
other time. I just be called to his
room, you know, when he wanted me there.
Um again, there were no parties, no
alcohol. Like if I wanted to have a
cigarette, I had to go smoke far away
and I had to make sure I didn't smell
like cigarettes when I was around them.
you know, he actually had someone
following me um only allowing me three
cigarettes a day and um trying to get me
to do gym training and watching what I
was eating. Everyone was being monitored
and it was just like a very very
frightening weird place to be and
you know um we're obviously all still
searching for answers on what they were
really doing but as people starting to
realize it looks like there's something
underground there and these people were
into you know genetic experiments also
potentially you know um selling children
harvesting of adrenochrome
you know cuz um if you look into these
is a lot darker than you know what we
realize and also So, um I was completely
trapped. There was no way of getting
away. You know, I realized I had to do
whatever they wanted to, um protect my
life. And and another thing is that they
didn't even put my name on that first
flight log. So, if I'd gone missing, my
family would have thought I went missing
in New York, you know. And that that
brings into question every flight log
cuz that was from Tidra to the
Caribbean. That's like a, you know, it
was a private plane, but surely they
should be monitoring who's getting on
the plane, you know, and also like
you're saying with these islands, they
could bring people off from another
Caribbean island by boat and no one
would would ever know that they were
there, you know. So, yeah, it's it's
horrific what these people are capable
of. And I just heard that they all rush
in hell. my focus and what I kind of
really wanted to talk to you about
um is Zoro Ranch because well I made
videos about this like a a long time ago
and I said you know I think that there
are there's got to be bodies there and I
mean they never searched the ranch. It's
so insane to me. And now you've got all
this talk in the media about Zoro and
and yet it feels like we still know
very little about it in the public, you
know, like there's there's no no floor
plans, no blueprints. Um, but obviously
you've had some absolutely horrific
experiences there. What what was it like
the the first time that you were taken
out there? because it's kind of like an
island of its own on my how I understand
it, you know, isolated in the middle of
the desert.
>> You're totally right. It was it was
frightening. Zoro Ranch was a very very
frightening place. It actually creeped
me out a lot recently because, you know,
usually with Epstein, we would never
stay anywhere more than 3 to 5 days. You
know, they took me to all the properties
to Palm Beach, the island, um, New York,
New Mexico, and Paris. So, usually we
were never anywhere for more than like 3
or 5 days. And also we wouldn't be told
given notice before we'd go. You know
they had like and apparently they also
had a hatch in their plane where they
could drop things out. You know
apparently Bill Clinton used to run the
cocaine from Arkansas. So you know where
these politicians will be in a lot of
stuff human trafficking um drugs you
know and it's easy for them to move
things around. Like even if you think
about Escobar how was he getting away
with it? It's quite clear he was working
with the government right? I mean it
seems like but anyway going back to Zara
branch um you know it was just a very
very frightening place and
um you know like I was saying earlier
usually we were only anywhere for like 3
to 5 days. I was at Zara Ranch for
nearly 2 weeks. I can't even remember
the room I was staying and that really
creeps me out because I remember being
in my cot as a baby. I've got a very
very um good memory. So I there there
times from there where it's sort of like
you know I remember the pelvic exam. I
remember seeing the UFO, but there's a
lot of that time I don't remember
sitting and eating with them there like
we did on the island. Um, and it
actually really freaks me out to be
honest because like I like to remember
things very clearly and there's
obviously some weird stuff that went on
when I was there which I, you know, I
can't even explain myself unfortunately.
>> The moment you arrive there, what
happens? Can you remember that sequence
of events? Like did you fly into the
airport and then drive there or how did
how did you get there?
>> I remember they flew me from South
Africa to New Mexico. Okay. It was in
2004
>> really directly.
>> As far as I remember it was direct. I
might have gone through Texas or
something. I'm not too sure um of
exactly but I know that they Epstein
picked me up at the airport and um he
was driving which was very unusual as
well. And then there were a few other
girls that he had there at the time like
Nardia Nadia Montinka the blonde girl
who became the pilot. That was the first
time I met her you know and there were a
couple of you know Sarah Kellen and you
know the usual people. And then when we
were actually driving from the airport I
said to him um hey Jeffrey have you ever
seen any aliens? Cuz we're near Roswell
you know but I I in my mind like when
I'd seen him shape shifter I didn't
connect it was alien you I didn't know.
Anyway, you know, the whole thing was
just so weird. Anyway, he was very
annoyed when I asked him about aliens
cuz he said he said, "Yes, Juliet.
They're little green men running around
all over the place." He's like trying to
shut me down. And cuz I asked him in
front of people cuz I was just sort of
making a sort of casual joke cuz you
know back in the day we didn't realize
like how serious all of this is. And you
know, it wasn't even a casual joke. I
mean, I was just asking him out of
interest. But he shut me down and he
didn't like the question.
And then we got there and then, you
know, like I said, I actually like a lot
of that time I actually don't really
remember very well. I've got some
photographs I took when I was there. I
can share them if you want to share them
on on the interview. Um cuz the one day
he was out and I went around and took
some photos on this disposable camera I
had. I felt like a bit naughty taking
photos cuz I never took photos with him
around, you know, it was we weren't like
allowed to just be free. We were very
much being watched and monitored all the
time. So yeah, it freaks me out a lot.
Um, some people say I should go for
hypnosis, and I actually have gone for
to a therapist for hypnosis, but um, I
don't know if I'll be able to go back
there. It's it's just, you know, it's
it's it was just very weird and it's
something, you know, I need to think
about it more and and I guess heal
emotionally to try and figure out more.
But, I mean, I do remember a lot of the
weird things that happened, but there's
probably more. So when you were at the
ranch, there were other girls there and
were there like staff or I think was
that where you mentioned Michael Bay
once?
>> Yeah, I met him in Michael Bay there.
>> Um there were a um it was me and Tila
Davies, another victim and then the
Gnardia Sarah Kellen and um yeah but
Epstein was boasting that Michael Bay
was there and so I met Michael Bay in
the kitchen. Um he again I didn't see
him around or anything. We just met him
in the kitchen and then off he went and
I don't know where he and then Edin got
us to watch the movie The Rock that
night. You know the movie about Alcatraz
with Nicholas Cage and Sean Connory. And
then while they were watching the movie
I went outside to have a cigarette and
then um that's when I saw the like three
lights like a triangle like very bright
and then they started spinning and then
they like veered off like I saw for like
one or two minutes it was definitely a
UFO of some kind. And then when I tried
to get back in the house, I was actually
locked out and I was petrified. I
couldn't get back in. So I like went all
the way around the house to try because
they were watching the movie all the way
around the other side and I eventually
got someone's attention, but I was
locked out there for about 20 minutes.
And I'm pretty sure that this is when
the whole laboratory incident sort of
happened because it was just, you know,
it's just hard to put a a time and place
on on it all because it was just so um
confusing. And obviously by that time I
was also a mess, you know, after being
under in this man's control. And you
know, it really really bugged me up big
time. So
I just know that something more went on.
And like I've been speaking about this
for years and people thought I was crazy
or you know, I've had some amazing
people who've um believed me and been
helping, but a lot of people didn't
believe it. And but now with all the
files coming out, I think people are
seeing that, you know, truth is often
stranger than fiction.
I know. That's right. That is absolutely
true. Um I'm I'm the type of person that
will really believe stories until I see
proof that they they didn't happen,
whether that's paranormal or in the
realm of crime. Um
so the UFO is so interesting. So,
and and that I mean I have so many
questions like I have different theories
about like are UFOs like angels or are
UFOs
legit intergalactic
uh extraterrestrial things or are they
government uh government programs? I
mean, it's so interesting to consider
that you saw one uh near the ranch. Um
and to describe it one more time, it was
like just a triangle. It was like three
triangle lights and then they started
spinning but like in unison. So it must
have been one craft but it would have
been very big.
>> Um you know if it was one craft and also
if you think about it outside the New
Mexico Ranch there's that whole area
that almost looks like a UFO landing
pad.
Um you know I I definitely saw it. Um it
was definitely there and um yeah I I
just I like you were saying is it um
angels, demons? Um, I suppose if there
were angels and demons, you'd get good
and bad, you know, it's like, yeah, like
you know, you get good and bad.
>> So, we've talked about energy here. Um,
and I'm obviously being in the
paranormal, I'm a huge believer in
energy and how locations can hold on to
and trap that energy. Um, and I'm really
curious,
first of all, what was the energy at
Zoro Ranch like? like just from a vibe
perspective, like how did it feel? And
then I guess if when you're done
answering that, if you could kind of go
through the different properties like
the townhouse, the Palm Beach mansion,
the like what did what did the energies
feel like at at all these places you
were taken to?
>> It was always very weird. There was like
sort of like an electric weird energy.
You um you know, even being around
Epstein, like one felt like a a scared
mouse around a snake. He it wasn't like
meeting a normal person. Like there even
people who say that when they met him
this the hairs on their neck stood up
you know sort of thing like where it's
like gave you the heeie-jeebies and it
was like that at all those properties it
was just like a very very weird energy
and wasn't at all relaxing like you know
we weren't allowed to just sort of
cruise around or look at things. It was,
you know, and also being a young person,
you know, it was just, it was just very,
very weird. And like, you know,
everything that's coming out now, it's
quite clear that there was like a lot
more going on at these properties. And
you know like also I was taken to I said
all the properties they were all very
different in design and um furnishing
cuz if it was one billionaire who owned
all the properties there would be like a
sort of similar sort of style you know
and that's also made me realize that
Epstein didn't own all these properties
even in his emails he refers to the
plane and the properties you know if it
was his he would have said my plane or
my property but it was obviously it
seems like um a an organization you know
like uh club of people u much like you
know with Prince Andrew visiting in New
York I mean he's a royal family person
like surely he can afford his own hotel
right why was he staying at Epstein's
house so it seems you know and the New
York um property was also decorated very
much in a British style so you know all
the properties were very different in
and you it's just quite clear that it
was like a sort of organization running
them
>> and what what was the what was the
decorating like at Zoro Ranch because I
I found an email that was talking about
how they wanted a a painting of the
massacre of the innocents, the painting
of the the Bible story where the babies
are being slaughtered. It's like to me
that's such a strange thing to have
hanging I can't remember who describes
it, but in the entryway
>> he he had a crucifix um artwork of
Jesus. It was like 7 foot tall, like
life size. I've got a picture of it that
I took and I'll share it with you. Um
because uh you know it was everything
was very expensive there. Everything was
like a ad a dawn in gold. What is the
word? And there were these expensive
artworks and it was very creepy like
almost like a museum like um the New
Mexico and New York were both sort of
like museums and then Palm Beach and and
the island were more sort of like basic
um you know what I mean? And that's
actually a good question what you ask
cuz I've never really put it like that.
And Paris was also like a more expensive
sort of property, you know, but again, I
didn't see the whole thing. Even with
the ranch, I didn't get to see the whole
property. And in New York, I also didn't
see the whole property. I was basically
told to go to this room, you know. And
then, um, the one night I actually
opened the window and called out to have
a cigarette. And the next day, Epstein
security came to me out of a room and he
said, "Um, did I open the window last
night because they saw a change in
temperature regulations?" And I was
like, "No." you know, cuz I didn't want
them I didn't want them to had a
cigarette. I obviously never lie, but I
don't want to get in trouble. And then
um we went into the room and he showed
me that they had like a whole wall just
full of TV screens, like 40 TV screens
looking at everything. And he just said
to me, "Just so you know, everything's
being watched." Cuz I think obviously
when I climbed out of the window, they
probably got a security alert thinking
that maybe someone was climbing in
through the middle of the mansion to
attack Epstein or something. You know,
that's another weird thing is that in
the middle of that mansion, there's
nothing. It's it's hollow in the middle.
And then you look down, there's a big
gold dome over what I'm assuming is this
bedroom at the bottom. It was very
creepy. And then they've also got like a
sort of gold dome on the island. So it's
like um yeah, there's a lot more going
on. And you know, apparently that um new
new York mansion used to be a school.
And you know, they say Epstein used to
be a math teacher at the Dalton school.
He never told me he was a teacher. He
told me he was a cab driver. But um you
know, it's quite clear that there've
been a lot of lies going on here. And
yeah, so those were interesting
questions you asked about the properties
cuz they were all so different. It was
like, you know, usually like if you had
five houses, you know, they're going to
be sort of similar, right? If they're
you're traveling from house to house,
it's going to be similar sort of style,
but you know, and most people don't have
five houses like that. And also like the
New Mexico, New York properties were the
biggest in the place. I think the New
York property might be one of the most
expensive in New York. I'm I'm not too
sure on that, but I know that the new
New Mexico mansion is apparently one of
the biggest properties in New Mexico.
So, it's just um very suspicious all of
it. Yeah, it's really weird because I've
done like many videos on my channel of
just kind of me going through
I've gone through tens of thousands if
not more of just files and just one by
one going through and just looking at
the settings that that Epstein
surrounded himself with and obviously I
mean you've been there but like the
mansion and then the Palm Beach house
and the island and I've I've actually
said in my videos like
>> none of them look like they're owned by
the same person
>> and they feel just so they felt like
really fakey. Like the New York mansion
is like it just feels so it's got such
an eerie
uh energetic vibe to me just even
through the screen.
>> Yeah, you're right.
>> I suppose it's like a set.
>> It's not It's not a where people are
living and being comfortable. It's like
like a set. That's Yeah,
>> that's exactly what I people have said
too. You know, it it looks just like a a
production area. Um and I wanted to ask
you too, like general vibe of um Epstein
and Maxwell, like what what were they
like as people? cuz we, you know, you
hear like all the obviously the horrific
stories and we know he's they're both
pieces of [ __ ] garbage human beings,
but it's I'm more interested in like how
did they act just normal dayto-day? Like
what what what were they like?
>> I mean, they were both very intimidating
and frightening. You know, Maxwell was
highly educated and very sure of
herself. Um Epstein also like no one
messed with them. you know, it was quite
clear that they were running the place
and you didn't want to try and take them
on. You know, Epstein was a bit more
sort of funny and used to make more
jokes. Like Maxwell was very serious.
Um, but you know, like Epstein would
like making jokes at others expense. You
know, it wasn't like it was like, you
know, he was like just a very cool cool
person who did it in a very subtle way
of trying to like keep poke someone in
the stomach and be like, "Oh, you're
getting fat." And you know, like um
myself and other victims, we developed
severe bulimia while we were there. You
know, it was just it was so frightening
cuz we were only allowed to eat so much
and then in the night, you know, I'd go
to the kitchen and get some chocolates
and, you know, then I'd throw it up cuz
I didn't want to get fat.
>> So, um
>> yeah, we were very much being controlled
by them and
>> stand up against them like,
>> you know, just no one wanted to stand up
against them. Like, you know, it was
just too frightening. Yeah, I suppose
also if once tried to do anything like
they would have been able to do away
with someone pretty easily on that
island, right? Toss them under the hatch
or in the sea, you know, drop them out
of the plane on the way. You just never
know, you know, what these people
capable of. Um, you know, even like I
met him with Bill Clinton and Kevin
Spacy. Apparently, Bill Clinton's got
like 55 friends who've committed
something been found dead and you know
with Spacey there were 12 accusers and
they were going to have a lawsuit
against him and three of them were found
dead in one year.
>> So it seems like his friends have got
body counts. So I think you know birds
of a feather flock together
>> and it's sorry quite clear that they've
got their own body count.
Well,
well, you know, a lot of the victims
that I met there haven't come out
publicly. So, I mean, I I hope to God
that they're alive and well because
there very few of the girls that I
actually met there whose names are out
in the news and um you know, it's it's
horrific all of it. I mean, also, as we
know, there've been a number of Epstein
staff who've been sort of found dead in
weird situations and you know, a lot of
the Epstein victims have been found dead
like Virginia Guru, Carolyn Andreano,
this guy Patrick Lana, there was another
one I read about yesterday. Um,
you know, it's it's quite I think the
thing is that they were so clever about
it that if someone pissed them off, they
would just go missing and no one would
ever know it had anything to do with
them. You know, like even before I sent
home, he he told me he worked with the
CIA. He said he have my family's name on
her list. And he told me that a girl who
accused him of rape, he planted drugs in
her apartment and had her sent to
prison. So he made it quite clear that,
you know, you didn't want to mess with
the man, you know, especially not as a a
young poor girl from Africa. It was
certainly not, you know, I mean, I I
wish I'd been strong enough to take them
on, but unfortunately I wasn't.
>> But, you know, over all these years now,
>> but, you know, over all these years,
>> I feel stronger to take them on now
somehow.
We'll try.
>> What about the blackmail angle and
intelligence ties? Is is there anything
I mean I know you've you you talk about
feeling watched and you know there's
this the wall of screens but was there
anything else you picked up that
would point to there being like this
being an operation versus like a a a
pleasure ring if that makes
>> you see I didn't not when I was there
because apart from him telling me he
worked for the CIA you know these people
are very clever they're going to hide
things away and also I think anyone who
caught on too much would be likely dead
by now so um I think that's also So, you
know, it was just as a young person
difficult um being around them. But as
people are saying now, you know, it's
quite clear that they're enti tied up
with intelligent assets. I mean, you
know, like even Michael Bay, who I met
there who made the island, apparently he
also met with the CIA. Um I've seen in
doc um you know through research I've
done that apparently Robert Maxwell and
Leslie Wexner who you know Maxwell's
father and Wexner who worked with
Epstein apparently they were both part
of Mosad in the 80s which will be tied
in with CIA. So um I mean it's it's
quite obvious that he's working with
intelligence. Um, also, you know, myself
and other victims have got a lawsuit
currently going against the FBI because
just after Epstein died, they arranged
emergency visas for my child and I
because they wanted to apparently
interview me. And basically when I my my
child's father wouldn't let us travel.
So when we weren't able to go to
America, they suddenly didn't want to
interview me anymore. They only wanted
to in person. And as we know, a lot of
interviews are done on Zoom like you
know online like we're doing right now
especially during co but they never
wanted to interview me. Uh, so they they
made it out like they really had to, but
then when I couldn't go there, they
didn't go ahead with it. So, it's like
they only wanted to do it in person.
They didn't they didn't want to do it
online. So, they they weren't interested
in my statement clearly. They were
interested in doing something else cuz
um, you know, other victims who went
there, bad things have happened to them
after. I mean, Sarah Ransom tried to
when she got back from there and
Virginia, God bless his soul, is now
dead. um you know, so it's just there's
clearly like something a lot more going
on here. And even also with the recent
um contract I was I was signed to the
FBI, they were trying to take away my
freedom of speech, saying that I'm not
allowed to speak online or post anything
without a lawyer's consent, but I had
that clause removed. But you see, maybe
some other girls signed it or, you know,
also they've got a mental health
program, which I'm not going for. Um the
Virgin Islands had given $10 million to
the victims so that they can have um
therapy. I very much wanted to go ahead
with it. You know, I was going to but
then they said a psychiatrist has to
administer it. So I think um maybe a lot
of the girls were very traumatized. You
know, you can just shut someone up with
tranquilizers pretty easily. You know,
they put me on when I got back from
Epstein. But luckily I I you know, that
was a um a shortterm period. It was for
a year and I couldn't leave my house for
a year. I was a real mess. H how did you
end your time with Epstein and Maxwell?
Like how how did the how did this all
end?
>> Well, I became useless to them because
um basically he offered me $2,000 if I'd
bring him any young girls or he offered
me $4,000 a month if I'd stay there and
you know he was willing to pay for me to
study or whatever. But I didn't want to
be there. I didn't like being there and
I didn't want their their dirty money.
So um you know I wasn't paid anything by
them. They gave me like $500 once like
to get a visa and $300 another time to
get a get a taxi to the airport. But um
you see I think that's another way
they've trapped a lot of young girls is
because the girls feel complicit because
you know if a girl's offered $2,000 and
this is 20 years ago that's a lot of
money. You know if you're offering a
young girl who's having a very hard time
that amount of money you know then they
they might get involved in it. So I
think what happened is also the last
time I saw him the last time he took me
there I was 22. So um you know and also
I'd put on weight and I become severely
bulimic. I was a a mess. So I guess um I
got out of his grasps from being um
disobedient and not um doing what he
wanted and also not going ahead with um
you know finding young girls for him or
any of that. So I would say that's
probably why I managed to get away. But
you know I like a lot of people know
their emails where I was emailing him
years later because I was petrified and
I just he had a horrible hold over my
head. He also emailed me like a lot in
2000. Not a lot, but like it would
happen like every year or two. I mean,
every like once or twice a year there'd
be a weird email between him and I like
he asked me about Sarah Ransom and if I
knew her, if she was a friend of mine
cuz when her and Virginia were coming
out against him. So, um yeah, I was just
petrified and but luckily I got away,
you know, and I suppose I got away
because I was useless to them because I
wasn't going to um partake in their evil
scheme.
It's always strange to me, and this is
not to sound like extremist or anything,
but it's it's it's strange that they
would allow someone like you to actually
just walk away and they wouldn't try to,
you know, like end your life when you
hear that
>> from so many people.
>> I've had my I've had my drink poisoned
many times. I almost wonder if they have
had tried to kill me. Um, I don't know.
But also, yeah, and I've had some
serious things happen like that where my
drinks been spiked, but um, also I
almost like I used to feel like he was
watching me through my camera on my
computer. That's also why I used to
sometimes email him and he'd always
email back like quickly. And um, you
know, I don't they I didn't see as much
as perhaps some other people saw. So
they might have thought I was just a
stupid young girl from Africa and I
wasn't going to figure it out. But, you
know, there's another side where I've
started to wonder if maybe Epstein knew
that they were going to come after him
one day and he sort of left those
disposable cameras in the kitchen and
sort of let you know so that I and and
gave me the pelvic exam like obviously
so that like one day I might figure it
out because um you know I don't really
know but the thing is he's obviously
working been working with a big group of
people and I it looks like they've just
blamed him for everything you know which
obviously he's a very bad man a very
evil man being involved and things like
this.
>> But um you know, one's got to remember
that there's a whole business behind it.
Like for instance um you know JP Morgan
and Epste had $1 billion worth of human
trafficking transactions through their
accounts. So you know we can assume that
Epstein was a recipient the bank is the
intermediary and so who's the sender?
Who are the senders? you know, and I
think that's what people need to look
into. And um so I don't know if I was
let to live because of, you know, he
maybe he knew that they were eventually
going to come after him.
>> Um also, you know, when I was there, the
Vanity article fair, the Vanity Fair
article came out about him and he got
very freaked out about all that. And
>> 2004 when I was actually
>> When was that? That was like 2004.
It was 2004 when it came out cuz I was
actually there when it came out cuz he
was in no state about it all
>> and and that was the last time he flew
me there. So you see it might also be
that he couldn't really fly people
around so much anymore. But the thing is
also I was 22 by that time and as we
know Epstein didn't like girls who were
over 22 and you know also you know I
just I I really don't know why they let
me go but I'm very very grateful to be
alive.
>> Me too. I mean, obviously I'm I'm so
glad you're here and you've been such a
such an inspiration, not only just for
fellow Epstein survivors, but just for
anybody around the world that has
suffered, you know, or or been
victimized in that way. Um, you've been
such an amazing example uh that people
can follow and you've saved, I'm sure,
countless lives um just by telling your
stories. It it's absolutely incredible.
>> That's
>> um because even I hear from people that
that watch or listen to my program and
say, you know,
I I got the courage to tell whatever
this person about what was happening to
me, hearing this person talk. And so
through your story, oh my god, I'm sure
there are thousands if not tens of
thousands of people that have been
saved. So, you're absolutely such an
incredible
incredible person and influence and I'm
I'm so happy that you're here. I'm I'm
happy I'm not happy that we're having
this conversation because of how
horrific the subject matter is, but I am
so happy that I'm just glad that you're
here and I'm I'm really thankful for
that.
>> Thanks so much, Colin. I'm really glad
you're here, too. And and thank you for
helping and, you know, to um shed more
light on all of this. you know, even if
if everything I did just helped one
person, it would be well worth it, you
know, and I just um you know, so many
people are hurt in this world. And
that's another reason I started speaking
out because if Epstein victims aren't
able to speak in the mainstream media,
then what about other victims of other
horrendous crimes? You know, coming from
an a place like Africa, it hits me hard,
children go missing. Is it not going to
be put in the in the media? You know,
they don't they put what they want there
because they own the media. people like
Gileain Maxwell's family used to own the
media, you know, own the media, own the
mind and the world. It's it's horrific.
So, you know, I'm just I hope that more
and more people speak out and,
>> you know, especially victims of horrible
crimes and victims of it. The thing is
to just find a good network of people
that you can trust and to slowly get
away in a safe a safe way, you know, cuz
it's it's it's horrible what happens to
people.
>> Is so I I have a few more questions. Is
that okay? I don't want to keep you too
long.
>> No, no, of course.
>> How did you feel and how did you take it
when you learned that Epstein had died?
What was your first reaction hearing
that news?
It was such a shock to be honest because
I thought that he was the kind of person
where he was, you know, he ran the
world. He made it out like he was
invincible and he ran things. So, um,
also it was a shock because like the all
the control he'd ever had over me sort
of just snapped it like it went, you
know, and I suddenly wasn't so
frightened anymore. The scary thing is I
don't even know if he is dead actually,
you know, cuz there's a lot of
speculation as to whether, you know,
with with their cloning labs and
everything, they could have sent a clone
to jail. We don't know if he's alive or
not. But um yeah, it was a a shock and
then like a relief and you know and also
just yeah it was mainly just a shock
actually because I was I'd been so like
frozen from it all for so long and then
slowly things started to sort of
untangle and you know my brother paid
for me to see therapists at the time
which helped hugely and I managed to
sort of um you know and also I was going
through the whole legal process against
the estate and you know the lawyers
helped me realize a lot because you know
in my mind he made out like I was a bad
person and I was a junkie cuz I smoke
weed and he made out like I was a poor
little nothing from Africa. So he he
just made me feel like I should be
really grateful to be there at all. So
you see in my mind I didn't even realize
like I knew that obviously I'd been
conned like they lied to me and said
they're taking me there for modeling but
he made it up like oh I'm not pretty
enough for modeling or I'm too fat or
whatever and I wasn't good enough and I
was um an embarrassment. And so you see
he had a way of sort of um trying to
break people down, you know, in that
way. So So it just it basically killed
my self-esteem and and you know, I never
told my family or anyone what happened.
I only told my one boyfriend until
Epstein died. I never told anyone what
happened except for one person. So yeah,
you know, that's why I feel terribly
sorry for a lot of the other girls
who've been through all of this because
it's
>> Yeah, I just it wasn't an easy situation
to be in at all. that news broke. It was
like
like he can breathe like he's
>> but but then he was coming for me in my
dreams. I had so many nightmares after
that of him coming for me and I dreamt
he was waiting for me in my house in my
dream. I went in my house and he was
waiting there for me and I was like so I
had a lot of um trauma of course you
know to you know the detangling of the
trauma I suppose is is what it is really
and I also came back to myself then you
know also um 5 months before Epstein
died I became a mom for the first time
and you know like much like Virginia
Gaffer I think when you have a child and
you realize how evil these people are it
sort of there's a maternal instinct that
comes out in you as a parent you know
like a lioness Yes. I mean, you realize
that, you know, it just changes one to
become a mom and and also just, you
know, I stopped going out. I'm I'm at
home with my little boy all the time.
So, you know, I used to go out and to
parties and drink and just try to
escape, you know, the stress of
everything. So, I guess I've had to face
a lot of things and I've had time to
sort of process. I'm obviously still um
on my way doing that cuz it doesn't
happen overnight.
But um you know slowly the the
psychological
um hold he had started to untangle and
and I started to also you know when I
got the settlement money I was able to
get off the hamster wheel of life cuz
you know I used to sell property. I also
worked in a restaurant before. I've done
many jobs. I had my I had I have an
e-commerce business. So um you know I
just I was able to sort of step away
from work and really like look into
things and also get therapy and go
through the trauma and also write things
down and do more research. And then I
started to just see more and more of um
how shocking it all is, you know, and
how much we've all been lied to as as
humans and all.
>> It's hard to believe. I mean,
wow. Talk about hard to believe. Um
>> as you know, Galain is trying to get out
of prison now. Uh, and I'm sure that you
have some thoughts on that and her
proclaiming essentially that she's
innocent and you know, she whatever she
stated that if Trump gives her clemency,
she will uh tell the full and honest
truth. Um,
>> so is Gain Maxwell a good person?
>> I mean, look at
>> her father alone stole money from 36,000
pensioners. Not from one, from 36,000
pensioners. You know, they're obviously
criminals of the worst kind. I know
people who were involved in all that
where people they know were murdered.
Anyone who tried to sort of take them on
for their money being stolen, murders,
you know, that's it's a serious crime to
steal money from that many people.
>> Um, no, she's obviously a very very bad
person. And
>> you know, and also pleading the fifth. I
think it's a load of [ __ ] Like it's
much like when they said they're going
to release the upper sitting waiting and
then, you know, why do they even bother
to do an interview where someone just
pleads the fifth? It's a waste of
everyone's time. they don't they don't
let themselves
>> um you know I I think she ought to speak
out as soon as possible for her soul
because otherwise she'll be rotting in
hell for eternity
um she most certainly should not be
getting out of prison after everything
that's happened and I just I suggest
that she tells people the truth um you
know I did an article with the BBC
yesterday also speaking about Maxwell
and how you know Prince Andrew his files
should be analyzed they they released my
emails they went through all my
information and I I was never working
with these bad book, but um you know
they they should look at their files.
They should be releasing like where are
all Maxwell's emails? I mean, I'm not
sure if there are any. And you know,
they've they've obviously gone and
filtered through and taken out a lot of
their important stuff. And it's quite
clear that she's a very evil woman from
a very evil family. And um I hope that,
you know, she finds redemption somehow.
>> But I don't know how that's going to
happen after, you know, if everything
they're saying is, you know, everything
in these files is accurate. I mean, I
would suggest that she tells everyone
the truth as soon as possible.
>> Do you think that the DOJ has uh in
America has been
actually
>> serving any justice?
>> They've released all my emails and they
weren't supposed to and the lawyers have
actually told them that they've got to
take them down, which they did very
quickly. But, you know, I someone told
me to tell them that. I was just I was
like, "Whatever, my emails are out. I
don't care. I've got nothing to hide."
Well, obviously it's hurtful because
people are going to point fingers at me
and think I was his friend, which I was
certainly wasn't. I was just petrified,
but um you know, obviously the emails
got onto the Jail thing by then anyway.
And whatever, you know, I want the truth
out and people can read my emails. I
don't care. They can bore themselves
reading it because you know, I wasn't
exactly saying we're buying muffins and
steaks and pizza. You know, my emails
were just I'm, you know, I didn't know
anything about all of that. But um yeah,
basically I think um you know they've
they've covered up a lot here and I I
think the DOJ has done a [ __ ] job, a a
horrific job. Apparently I could
actually sue them for what they've done
because it's not right. Like why why are
they wasting people's time reading my
emails when there's more serious stuff
going on here? Shouldn't they be
releasing Prince Andrews and Maxwell's
emails instead? Where are those emails?
You know, but there's obviously like,
you know, a narrative that they're
trying to control here. And I suppose
because I've been speaking out um you
know and created my own community of
amazing people helping they don't like
it. So they want to try and tarnish my
reputation and apparently I could sue
them for doing this and and maybe I just
will because f them. Sorry I don't want
to swear but you know it's [ __ ] How
dare they? And they also released like
um my legal documents and I was never
notified of any of this. They just And
then aren't they supposed to be
redacting victim's names? No. They leave
my name there and then they like redact
everyone else's names. Well, that's
great, isn't it? It just shows what
bastards they are and what liars they
are. Yeah. So, I'm not very happy. I I'm
actually furious at what they've done,
and I think they can all rot in hell.
Yeah. And it's clear that there's no
investigation or anything like that that
has really happened or is going to
happen. I mean, especially when
you got someone like Pam Bondi, who I
just absolutely despise, who gets
defensive when even asked just a simple
question about the handling of the
files. I mean, it's it's a total [ __ ]
show. And I can't despicable. It's
absolutely despicable. And like I've
been saying recently, it's not just the
Epstein victims who are victims of this.
It's it's the the public are victims of
this now too because it's been dragging
on for a long time and it's hurt people
very badly and it's about time that they
told the truth. So I'm I'm relieved that
that these emails have been released.
Okay. But the thing is like they haven't
done a very good job of it. And you know
I think that we need to look into like
people like like our conc Maxwell's
emails cuz where are those emails?
>> Yeah. Exactly.
>> Yeah. And what's the point of releasing
the emails and all this if nothing
>> Exactly. These people need to be held
accountable cuz that's what happened
before is like names get put out there
and then no one does anything about it.
So what are they going to do? You know
apparently in Poland they're
investigating all the people. You know
there are a couple of countries where
they're going to be investigating people
on the files but you know in America
what are they going to be doing about
it? Like how is this going to make a
difference? You know it's great that
it's out but what are they what are they
actually going to do about it?
Well, hopefully, you know,
just people like you continuing to speak
out, uh, individuals who have platforms,
hopefully continuing to speak about this
and getting the public at least,
um, aware and awake and uh, conscious of
what has been going on and what is going
on. And you know, for me, the goal is to
get people angry because it's like we
need people to feel that outrage at the
government. Um, and I'm hoping that soon
something will change and somebody will
do something.
>> Um, but you know, until then, I I just
don't have any faith in the DOJ at all.
>> What you said is amazing. But you're
quite correct because it's like a chain
reaction, you know, and it's also like
the domino effect like with these
bastards like you catch one and then you
know it's a domino effect
>> and a chain reaction within people being
horrified and disgusted. I don't think
it would be a very good idea for Bill
Gates or Bill Clinton to go out in
public again. You know, I don't I think
they're in danger now. So I suppose like
you're saying it's a mass awakening.
Even if the the people in positions of
power who are supposed to do something
about it won't, the people will do
something about it. And that's the thing
is what we need to realize. They're more
of us than there are of them. And
there's great safety in numbers.
>> It's true. And I mean the numbers, it's
all of us. We're the ones that can
facilitate this change. At least I I
believe, you know, and that's what what
is crazy to me. Like I did a whole
documentary on the Mark Dru uh ring in
Belgium and I went to like his
properties in Belgium and went to these
chateau where children have been
trafficked and everything and they had
those marches in Belgium and they had
300,000 plus people protesting the
government's handling of this ring
scandal. And then here in America, we we
haven't even had one protest. And this
thing is like 10 times bigger than that
scandal was in Belgium. And that's what
I think we need. We need to see people
like on the streets getting pissed.
That's what needs to happen.
>> If if they don't make things right
quickly, um I think that's why they
don't want the media to know about, you
know, the the general public to know too
much about these files yet because they
know that people are going to react.
there will be riots and you know these
bastards won't be safe anymore. So I
think they're trying to like sort of
slowly let people know. But yeah, you're
totally right. Um you know people aren't
going to like this and as people start
to slowly wake up, you're going to see a
big change happening. People won't be
trusting these people in positions of
power anymore. I mean who's who are
people going to vote for next time
round? Who are they going to vote for
now?
>> It's a good question. I guess we're just
going to have to wait and see. Um
>> well we vote for ourselves. That's who
we vote for. We vote for goodness. We
vote for love. You know, at the end of
the day, we don't need some idiot
running the country.
>> Cuz actually, you just need a good group
of people doing it. And if people aren't
being lied to, then actually the world
will completely change because there's a
lot of [ __ ] that comes out of the
media like racial segregation and
religious fights. A lot of stuff that
actually doesn't apply to any of us
because all we most people want is to
have a happy life and look after their
families. You know, we all have that in
common. But they try to make people
fight each other because they don't want
us fighting then. But I think it's got
to the point where people have had
enough.
>> Yeah. I mean, I I'm
kind of on the side where I would love
to see a full-on revolution like
dismantling of the current system
because it's so just broken and it
doesn't matter and it's just so far
beyond where it even used to be that
it's like it's just a joke nowadays. Um
but yeah, I mean the truth lies within
within us and and it's to say going back
to esoteric spiritualism and all of
that. It's all the powers within. You
got to look inside to grow and you got
to look inside and put out into the
universe the kind of energy that you
want to receive back. So if you put out
[ __ ] energy all the time, you're going
to have a terrible life. But even if
you're in the worst of circumstances and
you put out that good energy and you
fight for justice and truth, um I feel
like that's that that just comes back to
you and you feel that reflected. But
>> you're totally right. And I saw an
amazing saying recently where it's like,
you know, we get night and day on short
cycles. Apparently, like in the
universe, we have like we've been
through 600 days of darkness and we're
actually coming to light now. And you
know, like they say, vampires can't
survive in in proper light. And I think
it's like a vibration and an energy
where these bad people won't be able to
to stay around anymore. So I really
believe that we're coming to a time of
goodness and light because it's been a
really really hard time for the world
for, you know, a couple of hundred
years. I mean, if you think about all
the wars that have been happening and
there's been a lot of injustice, a lot
of good people have been murdered. And I
think, you know, the internet's helped
with sort of um raising awareness and
getting people speaking together.
Obviously, the internet can also be a
bad thing. So, I think people need to um
be careful about what they're looking at
and spend more time researching and and
helping and doing good because it's very
easy to fall into the internet if it's
like an abyss. You know, you can fall on
these Tik Tok shows. It's like and then
you've after like an hour you've been
sitting there, you're like, "What have I
been doing?" You know what I mean?
>> I know the feeling very well.
>> Brain rotting is a perfect way to
describe that.
>> Yeah. Um, so I got two final little
questions. Um, one, I I know I saw that
you you obviously had your diary. Is is
there any like passage from the diary
you'd be comfortable with reading or
sharing because
>> you know I wasn't okay. Well, my diary I
was more like writing down what was
happening. I'm not like one of those
people who journals like what's
happening. Like you can see like I was
studying at university and um you didn't
see like I had like okay my diary is
messy. Okay. Because we see the best in
people and often there is goodness and
>> no need to explain. I get it. Mine mine
was
>> like here you can see um I wrote here
that I met Clinton you know I wrote in
pencil met Kevin Spacy Chris Tucker you
know that happened on the 26th of
September.
>> Um so it's just it's sort of basic
journal entries where I was like what to
pack for New York which modeling
agencies and am I going to be joining?
Um, I wrote down a few dreams and stuff
in here,
>> but um, you know, this is the day I got
back from there. Look how disturbed I
was because I started painting. That's
when I got back, the day I got back from
there after they took me. And it was a
weird picture I cuz you can see in the
rest of my diary, I didn't really draw
things like that, you know. The rest of
my diary is pretty, you know, but then
here, that's when the day I got back
from there.
So, um, yeah, I mean I can send some
photos of this also so that people can
see it more clearly, but you know, it
just basically had like the flight
details and like things like that in
there, you know. I wasn't like writing
um a whole a whole lot of personal I
like like things about how I was feeling
and stuff. I was more like my diary was
for writing down appointments and you
know things to get ready, you know what
I mean for traveling and all that.
Ah, that's it's really powerful. Wow.
All right, last question. Um, and it is
kind of serious. Um, but
to the people who will watch slash
listen to this um who may be survivors
uh themselves of violence or
uh any sort of crime trafficking related
or you know related. What would your
message be to those people who who might
be listening right now?
>> Well, firstly, I'm just so sorry for
anyone who's being hurt and um you know,
the most important thing is to get
strong slowly but surely and to also
find a good network of people you can
trust. Um if you're in a dangerous
position, don't obviously don't let the
person know that you're going to be
getting away. But the thing is to just
get lots of sleep and try eat healthily
and build yourself up because a lot of
people who it's hard for them to to to
even rest and just to um you know just
find a good network of people who can
really help. If you can call up to law
enforcement um in your area, I would
suggest doing that and just to get away
as quickly as possible because you know
a lot of terrible things happen to
people. Um
and the main the most important thing is
to get get help quickly um from the
right people and to just get strong and
to get away slowly, not quickly, but to
just slowly distance yourself and you
know then snap get out of there. But
find people that you can trust first.
>> Well, you know, I think we're we're
good. Unless there's anything else you
want to say, I know we're going to
probably end up talking again.
>> Just definitely do another one and um it
was like so great chatting with you.
>> At the end of the day, wow. I mean,
the Epstein story is crazy. I mean,
there's there's so much that goes into
Epstein and the Epstein orbit, but I
found Juliet's contributions and her
thoughts, I found those to be incredibly
compelling because she brought in almost
a paranormal spiritual element to the
story, which I've seen other survivors
talk about. But to hear it from Juliet
and then after hearing these stories to
see the photos she sent me of her like
on the island mid trafficking um I don't
know it's crazy like seeing a shadow
form of Epstein with horns. I mean
that's so far out beyond the realms of
comprehension for most individuals and
for me myself honestly. I mean I've
never seen something truly like that.
I've seen a shadow figure wearing a hat.
And I've seen obviously tons of weird
little paranormal things, but I've never
seen someone transform obviously like
that. But do I believe her? Yes, I do
believe her. I believe that's what she
saw. And that's what we need to do. We
need to believe survivors. Um because
that's what we haven't been doing for
decades. And it's time that that
narrative is switched around because
yeah, listening to what she had to say
was, I mean, horrific. But Juliet is
once again, just like Beatatrice, an
incredibly, incredibly strong person.
And it's these women that are going to
change the world. And it's the
courageousness of these women that has
helped break this story open, teach
people about this issue, and they've
saved countless lives. I mean, truly, I
get emotional talking about it, but I
mean, I said it with both Beatatrice and
Juliet. You know, we all talked about
it. If they could save one life, then
they both said it's worth it. But I'm
sure that they've saved thousands, if
not tens of thousands. And yeah, so
that's today's episode. We will be back
next week with another paranormal
episode. But things are going to be
changing here soon, and we're going to
have to sit down and have a little bit
of a talk when it comes to that. But you
know that I love each and every one of
you guys so much. Thank you all for
supporting the show for so many years
and for being here. Um, truly you guys
have made my dreams come true. And for
me, I have always wanted to use my
platforms for change. I have argued for
I've argued against racism. I've gotten
into fights with Confederates online.
I've called out Nazis online.
Um, I've lobbied for the construction of
memorials dedicated to victims of racial
violence, which they actually ended up
building, which was cool. I was featured
on the local news for that. I don't know
if I played any part in it, but you
know, I'd like to think that I somewhat
did because I was on the news and I
started a petition that got thousands of
signatures and I blasted it out on my
socials and then they finally after
decades built the monument. Um, but
yeah, now that I have this these
platforms, I've wanted to dedicate them
to topics that that I believe in. And
for me, um, that is the exposing of
organized, uh, might have to censor that
word, but it's something that no one has
talked about that survivors have been
trying to talk about for years that I'm
connected to that for like just my own
story. I was almost victimized when I
was younger and I just narrowly escaped.
Um, and then and yeah, working with
these victims and survivors, it's just I
can't even describe it to y'all. I've
cried. I've become infuriated with the
system. I've had many hugs, swapped
many, many words of not only
encouragement, but gratitude and
thankfulness. And I know that I'm on the
right path, and this is what I I just am
destined to do. And there are people
that are not going to like these series
that we've been working on. But when you
guys see what's coming, you will
understand why this has been a thing for
so long. And I'm so excited to share
that with y'all. But, uh, yeah. We'll
see you guys next week. Thanks for
joining us today. I love y'all so much.
Please try to stay up to date on the
news because this is a obviously a
rapidly evolving story. And uh yeah,
stay spooky.
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