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"THEY EXPERIMENTED ON ME": The Testimonies Of Juliette & Beatrice | EXPOSING Epstein Files Deep Dive

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I've interviewed two different Epstein

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survivors and what they've told me has

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been astounding. As you guys know, in

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the last few weeks, all that I think

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I've been able to talk about is the

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Epstein files. In the last few weeks, we

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have seen Epstein's disgusting, dirty

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network exposed. We have seen

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presidents, current presidents,

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ex-presidents, global business leaders,

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tycoons, entertainment figures, and so

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many more different types of individuals

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all wrapped up in Epstein's sphere of

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influence. We've also seen extremely

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horrific allegations, which I've gone

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into on my second channel, The

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Conspiracy Files. And at this point,

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we've seen documents. We've seen

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investigative notes. I've read through

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thousands upon thousands of pages of

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documents relating to Epstein. I've

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practically driven myself crazy

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researching all this. But there is a

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certain group of people that we haven't

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really heard from in the files

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themselves, and that is survivors of

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Epstein's crimes themselves. Now,

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something I want you to keep in mind is

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that the DOJ and FBI refuses to bring in

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Epstein survivors to interview them.

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They don't want to talk to them.

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Survivors are practically begging the

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FBI/ DOJ to bring them in and interview

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them, but they won't. And that's just

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one facet of the coverup. You know, on

1:14

this channel, we've done some really

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in-depth documentaries talking about

1:18

these sorts of cover-ups. I mean,

1:19

they're institutional. Whether it's the

1:21

North Fox Island ring, the Elm Guest

1:23

House in London, the Mark Drew ring, all

1:25

of these rings and these individuals and

1:28

evil people, these so-called

1:29

conspiracies around them are being fully

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validated by all of these documents and

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emails. I mean, I feel like I've been

1:35

going crazy for the last few years

1:37

talking about these sorts of issues.

1:39

And, you know, I've gotten a lot of [ __ ]

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for it. A lot of people have called me

1:41

crazy or been extremely rude to me. And

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yet here we are seeing a modern-day

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incarnation of exactly what I've been

1:50

talking about being exposed in real

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time. We are seeing the fallout. We are

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seeing the investigations. We are seeing

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the cover up. We're seeing it live. So,

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I knew that something that I wanted to

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do was speak to survivors of Epstein to

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try to allow them to tell their stories

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because I've seen so many interviews

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with survivors and they're really canned

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and they're really they don't really let

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these women speak and just talk and they

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don't really listen. The interviewers

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that I've seen typically when they

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interview survivors have an agenda and

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they want to ask these certain questions

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and they want to get these certain bites

2:27

out of people. But that's not how I

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operate. As I told both of these

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amazing, strong women that you're about

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to hear from, I just sit here and

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listen. You know, if I have a question,

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I'll bring it up. But I really just want

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to hear your story. So today, we're

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seeing something incredibly special here

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in the Paranormal Files. In the next few

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weeks, we're going to be doing some

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documentaries exposing individuals like

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this and going back into that territory

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like we did with the North Fox Island

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video and Midnight Productions and Mark

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Drew. Yeah, there are some really big

2:56

changes coming to the channel soon that

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we're going to have to have a little

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chat about, but I'm going to save that

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for another day. That's going to come

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after the end of our UK/Ireland/

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Italy series, which we still have about

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a month or two left with. But yeah, the

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first woman that I'm going to play the

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interview with is Beatatrice. Beatatrice

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is an incredible person and she was

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victimized by the current president of

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the United States of America, Donald

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Trump. And you know, I don't want to

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explain or tell Beatatric's story for

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Hi Colleen, thank you so much for your

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time and um yes I will find a few words

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about me. Um I am a bank employee who

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used to participate at Miss Switzland,

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Miss Europe and the famous event from

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so-called Donald G Trump American Dream

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Beauty pageant. That was about it about

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patrons and otherwise I um was active in

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banking and media and it's not that much

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to say about me. Uh I am a very private

6:07

person normally but uh this story has

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had to be to come out because there are

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many victims involved and uh also

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because I want to play a role to save

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this u uh these lives.

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>> Real quick guys before we begin today's

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video if you could just like the video,

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comment something in the comment

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share the video out, subscribe to the

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channel. Those things help boost the

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video's visibility. And I want as many

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people in the United States and really

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the world as possible to see this

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interview because it's highly damning

6:39

stuff. It's highly explosive stuff. And

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it's only through you guys that these

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videos reach more people. So, if you

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could just do those really quick things

6:48

for me and then continue watching the

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video, I would really appreciate it from

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the bottom of my heart. But, uh, yeah,

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let's get back into it.

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There are a few key dates that I would

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like to mention so that people have an

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idea of the big picture and um it all

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started with the Daily Mail article. Uh

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it was October 30th in 24 and 3 days

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later the Daily Beast brought out the

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Michael Vos's audios with Echstein

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confirming exactly what I said. Jeffrey

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was saying that he was Don's best friend

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for all these years. That was the first

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big moment. Then the second was uh the

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interview in uh The Sun regarding Prince

7:30

Andrew. It was on October 4th in 25. And

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13 day days later, Prince Andrew has

7:37

given up his titles uh Duke of York. So

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let that sink in. You know, some people

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may say, "Oh, it's a coincidence and so

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on and so forth." But I think no, it's

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not a coincidence. And uh we are

7:52

together today because I think and I

7:55

strongly believe that the Epstein saga

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it's me and I really mean it. I was the

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trigger of something that was kept on

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hold for a long time for many people who

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knew a lot but who didn't let the story

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out. It was kind of a catch and kill.

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And when they um read my my interview

8:16

and my testimony in the Daily Mail,

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that's where many things happened. And I

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am glad from one hand uh and one side

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because it can help and save many lives.

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But I must also honestly say that I

8:30

never ever thought that this Pandora box

8:34

will contain that much horrific

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elements. I am myself also shocked uh by

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what is coming out each day. Of course,

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it's not everything. There is a lot

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coming more. I hope people are ready to

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listen and uh I think compared to when

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it started a year ago uh today people

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want this truth and they want to hear it

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and u even though it's horrific they

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want to know what is behind this person

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uh that is called president of the

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United States. I think the truth will

9:07

will win one day. It is important that

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we we are here now and we talk uh about

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all this and we go through all these

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elements uh which are key elements which

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uh also generated you know the Daily

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Mail generated over 150 million views in

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no time when it came out uh which means

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also a huge impact and on all continents

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and almost all languages and I think

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today our society is ready. Our society

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was not ready in the '9s. It was not

9:37

read in the 2000 without mentioning also

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the fact that the article in the New

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York Times has been taken over by

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Lawrence O'Donnell and he has read it

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during his last word on MSNBC which

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never happened to him. Normally he he he

9:56

gave his opinion. this time he used this

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article in the New York Times uh and he

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he has he went through from A to Zed and

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I was very very impressed by that

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because it showed also that there are

10:10

many people out there who want to know

10:13

what is going on and the question as

10:15

this stage I think is not is he guilty

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the question is how far is he guilty and

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how deep is he guilty and um I think the

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DOJ should stop playing games because we

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are talking about lives, real lives,

10:33

women, children, and you don't want your

10:37

daughters to be among them. You don't

10:38

want your sisters to be among them. You

10:41

don't want your family members to be

10:43

among them. So today, it's not just my

10:47

story. It is everybody's story. It can

10:49

be a neighbor. It can be a family

10:51

member. today we have to be to come

10:54

together and we can only be strong

10:57

together and I think the public it's

10:59

clear for the public today that that's

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exactly the point you know

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>> because they want this vicious circle to

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stop so these were a few dates a few key

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dates a few elements and I think only

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with this article when I when I take the

11:14

Daily Mail daily beast the sun uh and

11:16

the New York Times without mentioning

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all the other articles that came out in

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uh several languages is um and other

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interviews I gave with these key points.

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You have already an an idea of the

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impact and I will um always be very

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grateful to all the journalists who has

11:36

have taken this uh story seriously and

11:39

who covered it seriously and who are

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still investigating on many many other

11:45

sources uh that they have and um voila

11:49

it's we can continue as you wish. You

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made so many good points there. It's

11:53

like Anyways, we'll get to some of that

11:56

with my thoughts. By the way, do you

11:57

mind if I I don't want to be rude, but

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while you're talking, is it okay if I

12:02

eat this breakfast that I have?

12:06

>> Yeah, please. But, you know, here it's

12:08

almost dinner time, so no problem. I I

12:11

didn't want to like uh have you be going

12:14

through something and I'm chowing down

12:16

on this egg. So, I just want to warn you

12:19

that I might take a bite of this cuz

12:21

it's hot.

12:21

>> I don't want you to die. Yeah.

12:23

>> Well, thank you. I think to start, this

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is kind of unrelated. Well, I mean, it

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is related, but I'd like to hear what

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was it like in the kind of beauty queen

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modeling industry back in those days

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when you were participating in that

12:36

world? What was it like? I mean, what

12:38

were the positive sides of it for you?

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And kind of what was your experience?

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>> Well, generally speaking, uh it was a

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beautiful world in the sense that you

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travel, you meet high-profile people,

12:49

you are invited everywhere. It's nice to

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to see that part of the of the world as

12:54

well, you know, and uh it was a huge

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difference with my banking experience

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because in banking you have no margin

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for fufu and uh show business and all

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that. Everything is so serious in

13:06

banking. And it was um at the antipotes

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you know from uh what I knew and what I

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was used to. Uh so it was a little bit

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like a hobby for me. I didn't take it

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seriously. Um but in the same time uh it

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was fascinating. You know there was this

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fascinating part but there was also the

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very dangerous part because you were uh

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exposed to people that you never knew uh

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before and you never met before. So it

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was full of surprises. My story is

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exactly the the point. It was a big

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surprise and a big shock as well. So it

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can go well as it can go really bad.

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This is a little bit about that. Of

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course I was lucky. I was 185 60 kilo.

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So I I I from outside I had it but from

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inside I was not convinced of that world

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you know. I was more into banking into

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maths into serious life. But I was lucky

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I could uh I could experience that and

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uh uh it's a life's chance and I took

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it. The train was there. I took the

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train but some destinations were were

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full of bad surprises and other were um

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were I was nicely surprised. So um it's

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a little bit of a mixture, you know, but

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of course it's a it's a life chance. Not

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everybody is lucky enough to uh to

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experience that.

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>> Yeah. I mean, it's it's such a different

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it's such a strange world to me when it

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comes to pageantss and and those sorts

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of events. I've never been to one. I I

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don't know obviously. But to kind of get

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into your story, can you just kind of

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walk us through the sequence of events

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in 93 starting with kind of how you were

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invited to the pageant leading up to the

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private meeting with Trump at the Plaza

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Hotel? Well, it um it all started with

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uh with Miss Switzerland and Miss Europe

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where I participated and uh I was also

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among the finalists. That was the nice

15:05

part, you know, well organized traveling

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to Istanbul, Turkey. So, um yeah, it was

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really nice and uh just afterwards uh I

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got the personal invitation of Donald G.

15:18

Trump to attend his uh Donald G. Trump

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American Dream Beauty pageant.

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In the '9s, you know, for us, European

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America was the absolute ultimatum

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dream. You know, uh we all we were all

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dreaming of the American dream. And when

15:38

you notice in this one sentence, Donald

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G. Trump, American Dream, beauty

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pageant, everything was in there, you

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know, the American component, the

15:47

American dream, and him uh in the '90s

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who had very good publicity in the

15:53

European media. Uh he was so called at

15:55

that time Mr. to New York and uh

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everybody was fascinated when uh people

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around me heard about this invitation.

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They were all getting crazy, you know,

16:04

like you how amazing and America for the

16:08

first time and New York and Trump, you

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know, and the American dream. So, well,

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it was all it was a mixture and um

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everybody was fascinated by all that.

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That's the reason also I accepted to go

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and to attend and um it was um how

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should I say it was a dream come true

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you know I was very positive I was

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packing I was happy um I was looking

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forward and then it it happened totally

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differently than I imagined to myself

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and that's where I personally met Trump

16:40

and Epstein at the press lunchon so um

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everything started smoothly you know and

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then I turned from black to from white

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to black or black and white as you want

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and then um the incident uh that was

16:55

already related you know in the press uh

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you know I cannot go into details

16:59

because otherwise we have to stop the

17:00

interview I cannot talk about it just

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like that but uh in one word uh it was

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horror that's all I can say horror

17:10

>> so real quickly to give you some context

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I'm just going to read you a portion of

17:14

this New York Times article that

17:16

Beatatrice appears in it's pretty damn

17:18

spamming stuff. And if you haven't seen

17:20

this, this is important stuff for people

17:23

to see and to understand. In January

17:25

1993, Mr. Trump held another party at

17:28

Mara Lago. This one to kick off a beauty

17:30

pageant he was bringing to Atlantic City

17:32

with two business partners, George

17:34

Herini and Jill Hearth. Two dozen or so

17:37

potential contestants were flown in to

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meet Mr. Trump. The only other guest at

17:41

the party, Mr. Herane told the Times in

17:44

2019, was Mr. Epstein. During dinner

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that night, Miss Hearth alleged in a

17:49

1997 lawsuit, Mr. Trump groped her under

17:52

the table, then cornered her in a

17:53

bedroom normally used by his daughter,

17:55

Ivanka, and quote, "Forcibly kissed,

17:58

fondled, and restrained and quote her

18:00

from leaving." Later, in the pre-dawn

18:02

hours, she alleged in the suit, Mr.

18:04

Trump also sneaked into a bedroom being

18:06

used by a 22-year-old contestant,

18:08

climbing into her bed uninvited. He

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groped her too, according to the suit.

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And later on in the article, it states,

18:14

"According to Mr. Epstein. He and Mr.

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Trump partied at his house, too. In a

18:19

2015 email exchange with Landon Thomas

18:22

Jr., then a Times reporter, he recounted

18:24

a moment when Mr. Trump was so focused

18:26

on young women swimming in his pool that

18:29

he walked into a glass door. Mr. Epstein

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also referred to the 22-year-old

18:33

contestant from that night in 1993,

18:36

indicating she had pictures of quote,

18:38

"Donald and girls in bikinis in my

18:40

kitchen," end quote, and providing her

18:42

email address. And then a little bit

18:43

further down, it states, "In November

18:45

1993, Mr. Trump's chosen pageant

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contestants flew in from around the

18:50

world for a week of events at his

18:51

properties in New York and Atlantic

18:53

City. At one point, Miss Hearth said in

18:55

her lawsuit, Mr. Trump demanded that she

18:57

provide him with quote access and quote

19:00

to a 17-year-old check contestant." The

19:03

suit does not say if she complied or if

19:05

Mr. Trump met the contestant. Toward the

19:07

end of the week, the contestants joined

19:09

Mr. Trump for a press lunchon at the

19:10

plaza. One contestant, Beatatric Cule,

19:13

then a bank employee and part-time model

19:15

from Switzerland, said in an interview

19:17

with the Times that during the event,

19:19

one of Mr. Trump's employees asked her

19:21

to meet privately with him in a suite

19:23

upstairs. And this is the part in the

19:25

interview that Beatatrice didn't want to

19:27

talk about with me on camera because

19:30

obviously it was an extremely traumatic,

19:33

horrific, disgusting event that you know

19:36

that she survived. Almost as soon as she

19:39

arrived, Mrs. Q said, "Mr. Trump began

19:41

groping her, kissing her, and trying to

19:43

lift her dress. I yelled, I screamed, I

19:46

pushed him." She said he didn't want to

19:48

give up. She said she was withholding

19:50

some details of what happened because

19:52

she had been subject to anonymous

19:54

threats. Miss Kle first described

19:56

aspects of the episode to the Daily Mail

19:58

last year. A friend, Pascal Clavez, told

20:01

the Times that Miss Cule recounted the

20:03

episode at the Plaza to him around 2004.

20:06

Miss Cule also provided the Times with

20:08

pictures of documents corroborating her

20:10

participation in the pageant and of

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herself with Mr. Trump. Also want to

20:15

note one final thing before we move on.

20:17

This story from Beatatric, this is

20:19

taking place at the Plaza Hotel.

20:21

Obviously a hotel intimately linked to

20:24

Donald Trump because of his ownership of

20:26

the building. But it's also interesting

20:28

because the Plaza Hotel was reportedly

20:30

the location where modern-day sexual

20:33

blackmail was really invented. I talked

20:35

about this in a previous episode and

20:38

this comes from a scheme that Roy Conn

20:40

who was also Donald Trump's mentor was

20:43

running in the hotel with the then head

20:45

of the FBI Jay Edgar Hoover. Now

20:48

apparently Jay Edgar Hoover liked to

20:50

dress up in women's clothing and he

20:52

would throw these parties. They would

20:54

all kind of have these events inside of

20:56

what was called the blue suite at the

20:58

Plaza Hotel. and Roy Con, Jed Garoover,

21:01

they would invite powerful people over

21:03

to this suite which was bugged and

21:05

rigged with audio and video recording

21:07

equipment. And then they would bring in

21:10

either different people every time.

21:12

Sometimes they were allegedly underaged

21:14

individuals. Other times they were young

21:16

men that they were trying to capture on

21:17

camera sleeping with closeted

21:19

politicians. But they were recording all

21:21

this stuff and according to the stories

21:24

using all that as blackmail against

21:26

these powerful people. So, there's a

21:29

history of these events at the Plaza

21:31

Hotel linked to a guy that's linked to

21:34

Trump through Roy Conn. And now you've

21:36

got Epstein at the same hotel seemingly

21:38

engaging in the same behaviors decades

21:41

later.

21:42

That to me is not a coincidence. But

21:45

let's get back to the story.

21:49

>> It's related online. So, um maybe we

21:52

don't go too much into it. there is a

21:55

lot that has been written about and um a

21:58

lot that is coming. So um I think uh so

22:01

far uh va this is a little bit how it

22:03

happened. So uh it happened by chance.

22:05

He wanted me to come. He invited me

22:08

personally and and I came and Jeffrey

22:10

Epstein was there too. So u that's how

22:12

it started.

22:14

>> So you go to the Plaza Hotel and you're

22:18

at this party/event function. Can you

22:21

set the scene like what what did the

22:23

party So it's a it's a oneweek event uh

22:26

and one of the events were the press

22:30

lunchon and during the press lunchon as

22:32

a it's called press was there uh Trump

22:36

came too uh and he introduced himself he

22:39

came straight to me we were talking for

22:42

a very long time and many people were

22:44

looking around us like what is going on

22:47

here the first thing he said uh miss

22:50

school finally we meet and that these

22:53

were his first words. Finally, we meet.

22:57

That's how we started to talk for quite

22:59

a long time. And uh we were supposed to

23:02

sit at several tables with uh some press

23:06

members. It was a coming and going. Uh

23:08

people were were moving beauty queens as

23:11

well from one table to another uh giving

23:14

interviews. So uh very formal, very um

23:18

very normal so far you know and uh a

23:21

very good interaction with him also. So

23:24

uh nothing suspicious, nothing crazy but

23:27

very intense uh because he he he he was

23:30

really interested in me. You have to

23:32

imagine him at that time he was younger

23:35

and he was also a little bit better

23:37

looking than today. So um yeah

23:39

everything was uh was uh fine uh in my

23:42

eyes. So um I was honored also that he

23:45

was interested in meth that far and um

23:48

and he clearly said uh I will send you

23:51

someone later on and we can continue

23:53

this discussion and uh that's when uh

23:55

Jeffrey Epin came and then he introduced

23:59

himself as uh Jeffrey uh Don's best

24:02

friend. The conversation went on then

24:04

with with with Jeffrey and I thought

24:07

he's part of the organization you know

24:10

because uh at that time uh nobody knew

24:13

anything so I was talking with him just

24:15

normally as I would have talked to other

24:18

journalists and he I thought he's part

24:21

of uh of of the team of the crew you

24:24

know.

24:25

>> Mhm. What what was I've always wondered

24:27

this what what was Epstein like? Like

24:30

how did he come off to you? Was he just

24:32

nice and you wouldn't suspect anything

24:34

strange? What did he have a weird aura

24:37

to him?

24:38

>> Well, actually, as soon as Trump left,

24:40

he came. So, uh I guess this was uh

24:43

something that they made up. Something

24:44

that they clearly said, "Okay, uh I did

24:47

the introduction. Now you you go and you

24:50

do the job." Huh. M

24:52

>> that's uh a little bit how I I felt and

24:54

how I um later on understood also what

24:58

was going on because clearly Jeffrey

25:01

Epstein was uh recruiting girls and uh

25:04

he wanted me uh also to attend the Mara

25:06

Lago party and he said that Don Don

25:10

likes me very much and uh he wants me to

25:13

uh to come to Mara Lago and then he came

25:15

with this famous sentence I will take

25:17

care of you which was very strange for

25:20

me as a European because uh you know I

25:22

was not handicapped. So why should a guy

25:24

that I have never seen uh take care of

25:27

me? So for me it was very strange. Uh I

25:30

don't know the guy, never heard of him,

25:32

never saw him. Uh he wants to take care

25:34

of everything of flights, accommodation.

25:37

I should just pack and come to Mara

25:39

Lago. I found it strange from someone

25:43

that I never heard never, you know, just

25:46

within seconds, you know, within seconds

25:48

just offer me the world, you know. I

25:51

didn't like him as a person, as a man.

25:53

He was absolutely not my kind. He was

25:55

very slimy, very, you know, like a like

25:58

a snake, you know, like that, you know,

26:01

coming always closer and um then he saw

26:04

that Mara Lago was nothing for me. Take

26:06

care of you didn't work with with me.

26:09

Then he went on and um wanted to offer

26:12

me uh to to uh meet his friends, his uh

26:16

billionaire friends again. I was like,

26:19

"Okay, but I'm here at the beauty

26:21

pageent. I don't know why you want me to

26:23

meet your friends." You know, I just

26:25

didn't get the idea of uh where do you

26:27

want to bring me or why and what what

26:30

should I do for it? You know, because

26:32

it's very nice when you hear that I will

26:34

take care of you, but it means that

26:35

there is a counterparty. I have to give

26:37

something. So, I was wondering when he

26:40

will tell me what was the counterparty

26:42

that he expected from me. And then he he

26:44

he saw it doesn't work either. And then

26:46

he said you know I have very uh famous

26:48

friends and among them uh royalty and uh

26:51

and then I was like okay uh which

26:54

royalty you know coming from Europe I

26:56

knew uh a few a few names and uh then he

26:59

came with Prince Andrew and um Prince

27:02

Andrew didn't really have a great

27:04

reputation at that time you know people

27:06

knew already that he's running after

27:08

girls and uh he had women's stories and

27:11

uh he was not that kind of prince you

27:14

want to to meat at least not in my eyes

27:17

you know and I was not impressed either.

27:19

So uh then he continued uh you know

27:22

flattering me like you know you have the

27:24

charisma, you have the potential and uh

27:28

he said exactly uh that I belong to this

27:31

Liga you know more he was talking less I

27:34

could take him for serious you know

27:37

because it was too much you know I came

27:39

from from a foreign country I came here

27:41

for a beauty contest and he was trying

27:43

to get me into another I don't know

27:45

where you know and everything was weird

27:47

and everything was strange change and

27:49

that's when I realized that actually the

27:52

guy he is not here from their

27:55

organization but he's trying to recruit

27:57

girls you know he's trying to really to

27:59

tell the the girls what they want to

28:01

hear and there were many girls at this

28:04

uh event who who you could tell I will

28:07

take care of you because they were there

28:09

exactly for that to find a guy a rich

28:11

guy and uh the only thing they had to

28:14

sell was their body you know and uh I

28:16

was not that type um I had already my uh

28:20

my diplomas, I had my money, I had an

28:22

income, I was a bank employee. So for

28:25

me, this kind of deal was absolutely no

28:29

way, you know, and I would not go into

28:31

that deal. But many of those girls who

28:34

were there, uh especially the American

28:36

one, they were there to find a

28:38

billionaire or a millionaire or whatever

28:40

uh rich guy, you know. I guess if uh

28:43

they told them just I will take care of

28:45

you, it would be already enough for

28:47

them, you know, to be convinced. But I

28:49

was not that easy, you know, to uh to to

28:52

be convinced. And uh also when he said

28:54

you have the caliber, you know, for this

28:57

Liga, I was like, okay, how far is he

29:00

going, you know, how far is he trying to

29:03

uh to make me compliments and how far is

29:06

is is he going, you know, what is he

29:08

trying? he's really trying hard and uh I

29:11

was not the type of $200 girl, you know,

29:15

uh it was impossible for him to convince

29:17

me and uh therefore then he tried with

29:19

many other uh options and it didn't

29:21

work. And uh he said, "Okay, uh so I

29:24

should leave him my uh my coordinates

29:27

and my phone number and address." And so

29:29

I said, "Yeah, but now I don't have time

29:31

for that. I have to go uh to the rest of

29:34

the group." He said, "Well, anyway, he

29:36

will get them from from dawn." So, um

29:38

that's how we um we finally uh how I ma

29:43

finally managed to um to stop the

29:45

conversation. But he he was what I would

29:48

call a professional women hunter because

29:51

he knew exactly how to adapt. You know,

29:54

if it's uh someone that is more from the

29:56

poor side, he knew which budget he

29:58

should offer so that they say yes. If

30:01

it's more a high-profile girl, then he

30:04

knew, okay, I play this other card. And

30:06

with me, he played all the big cards.

30:08

And um nothing worked because for me,

30:11

everything was suspicious. Everything,

30:14

the way he was dressed, the way he was

30:16

talking, the the product he wanted to

30:18

sell me, uh everything was strange and

30:22

uh nothing that I was used to. And

30:24

therefore uh I found him weird, strange,

30:28

like a bluffer, you know, when you

30:29

bluff.

30:30

>> Mhm.

30:31

>> And um that's that's the impression that

30:33

he gave me. And uh that's what I guess

30:36

also saved me from him because uh I just

30:39

didn't believe what he's telling me. I

30:42

just didn't believe he didn't look like

30:44

someone who is who has billionaires

30:46

friends. He didn't talk like someone who

30:48

has uh wealth and he he he didn't give

30:52

the serious uh any serious image of him.

30:55

Not even a second. All this said with my

30:59

European eyes, you know, I would have

31:01

been American. I guess I would have

31:03

played the game, but I I was not

31:05

convinced.

31:06

>> He He sounds very pushy as well.

31:10

>> Yeah. Yeah. Absolutely. He wanted at the

31:12

end of the conversation, he wanted

31:14

something from me. Absolutely. He was

31:16

pushing. He was trying. He was super

31:18

pushy and he didn't get it. And then he

31:20

almost got got mad.

31:22

>> H really?

31:23

>> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He was very surprised

31:25

that I say no to not to everything and

31:27

and and and uh I mean better cards than

31:30

that he wouldn't have, you know.

31:32

>> So with this conversation, how long did

31:35

it last? Like 5 minutes, 10?

31:38

>> Oh, no. Over over 10, 15. No, no, he was

31:41

trying hard.

31:43

>> So you could seriously

31:45

>> like you just mentioned kind of how he

31:47

was hunting. So you also saw him kind of

31:50

talking to the other girls that were

31:52

there. Yeah, absolutely. Yeah,

31:55

absolutely. He uh he went uh over to the

31:58

others as well. And uh he's like a

32:00

chameleon, you know, he adapts himself.

32:03

He he goes low if it's necessary, he

32:06

goes high if it's necessary. Uh but um

32:10

in the same time, um you know, coming

32:12

from uh the banking side, I was used to

32:15

very very wealthy people. I can

32:17

recognize a real one uh from a from a

32:20

fake one. For me, it was clear um

32:23

something is not doesn't match. It

32:25

doesn't match with what he's saying and

32:28

the way he looked and the way he

32:30

behaved.

32:31

>> That's what I've heard. You know, I've

32:33

I've talked to other people who've

32:35

spoken out against Epste. I just haven't

32:37

like interviewed them kind of formally.

32:39

And it's all these different trafficker

32:42

figurehead guys like Epstein or in the

32:45

Franklin thing, it was a guy named

32:46

Larry. They everyone always talks about

32:49

them the same where they had a lot of

32:51

money behind them but they didn't seem

32:54

like they fit in with

32:56

>> Yeah. the rich people.

32:58

>> It's strange.

32:58

>> Absolutely.

32:59

>> No, he didn't have the the profile for

33:02

that. And um he he he tried hard he

33:05

tried hard to play that kind of person

33:08

and um even though he was trying hard

33:10

for me it was not convincing at all. and

33:13

uh always you know more and more and

33:14

more and uh at a certain stage I I um I

33:18

was thinking uh is he going to bring me

33:20

a million on the table or just to come

33:23

or what is the next you know the next

33:25

level how how far is he going to get me

33:28

there

33:29

>> so talking about that I mean he was

33:31

trying to get you to Mara Lago did he go

33:34

into much detail about what he would be

33:38

doing there or where you would exactly

33:39

why you'd be going to Mara Lago

33:41

>> yeah great parties uh with Don uh having

33:45

fun uh chilling uh and all expenses

33:48

paid. I wouldn't have to worry for

33:50

anything. He would take care of

33:52

everything. I can even fly back home

33:54

first and then he would send me tickets

33:56

and the accommodation everything and

33:58

lots of fun great parties with Don

34:00

>> at Mara Lago

34:02

>> at Mara Lago and with him and he

34:04

organizing everything and taking care of

34:06

everything. I just had to pack. He said,

34:09

"You just need to pack and everything is

34:11

offered and uh and you will have lots of

34:13

fun with Don at his party in Mara Lago."

34:16

>> You see, I've always felt even before

34:20

the Epstein story really became like

34:23

what it is. Um, even back when Trump was

34:26

first elected in 2016 and people were

34:29

talking about the pageantss and all

34:31

these events, I always had the feeling

34:33

that it it was more like he was using

34:36

that ownership of that organization to

34:38

get access to young often times

34:41

impressionable girls and women. So then

34:43

hearing like your story, obviously that

34:46

is exactly what it sounds like was

34:48

happening. But now you've got Epstein in

34:51

the mix which adds a whole another level

34:54

to the whole thing.

34:55

>> Yeah. And they were not only the two of

34:57

them. There was a third person that I

34:59

cannot name now who is extremely famous,

35:02

extremely uh influent in the model

35:05

business who was working with them. They

35:07

were the three predators one beauty

35:11

pageant.

35:11

>> Was this a woman that was working with

35:13

them?

35:14

>> It was a man.

35:15

>> It was a man in the beauty business.

35:17

>> It was a man. Three predators, one

35:19

beauty contest. In other words, they

35:21

were working together. And this is what

35:24

we call here organized crime. Trump was

35:27

uh in charge of the beauty queens,

35:30

Epstein of the poor segment, and the

35:33

third guy of models. And with that said,

35:37

you covered the spectrum of women uh

35:41

kind.

35:41

>> So, how what was the third guy's role in

35:44

all of this? Was he kind of doing the

35:46

same thing like just talking to people

35:47

and trying to convince them?

35:49

>> Exactly like Epstein. I will take care

35:51

of you. You just have to come. I offer

35:53

you this and that and everything and

35:56

it's going to to to come later.

35:59

>> Wow. I'm excited to hear you talk about

36:01

that.

36:02

>> No, no, it was a it's a it was a

36:04

playground. Uh they use this as a

36:07

playground. And u uh another point which

36:10

is also interesting for you is that this

36:12

beauty pageent happened um in November

36:16

and the same November few days later

36:19

another event was planned too where I

36:22

was supposed to go to as well and then

36:25

the third event in Maralago. So if you

36:28

take within one and a half or two weeks,

36:31

there were six about uh 65 girls for the

36:34

beauty pageant and they were over 40 for

36:36

the other event and then about uh 40 for

36:40

the other. So let's make it round. Uh 60

36:43

+ 40 + 40, we are about at 140 women

36:48

already within one week. And I guess

36:51

that was a good week.

36:52

>> It's a lot of potential victims for one

36:55

week.

36:55

>> Oh yes. Oh yes,

36:57

>> one week of one month of one year.

37:00

>> That was just one week. Just one one

37:01

week and then you can count for the

37:03

whole year.

37:05

>> Yeah, that's unfair.

37:06

>> But maybe not all weeks were that

37:08

success successful because he didn't

37:10

have a beauty pageant each week. But uh

37:13

it happened to be exactly the the time

37:15

when I was there and uh where I could

37:17

have landed in three in these three

37:20

events. One I did and the other two I

37:23

was invited but I didn't go. So, um, a

37:27

good 140 girls in in a good week and a

37:31

half, it's a good average if you count

37:33

on one year.

37:34

>> And if people didn't know better, you

37:36

know, obviously back then or they didn't

37:38

get the same, they didn't read Epstein

37:41

like you did or Trump really, it's so

37:44

easy to see how someone could be pulled

37:46

into that web, the money and the flashy

37:50

parties and just kind of a glitzy,

37:53

glamorous experience. I think it's hard

37:56

for a lot of people to understand why so

37:59

many people often especially with the

38:01

Epstein story went along with it. Like

38:03

obviously they didn't choose to go along

38:05

like many of the the girls who were

38:08

underage that's no matter what. But it

38:11

you can see like if he really played it

38:14

up why it would be appealing to kind of

38:18

just dip your toe in the in the Epstein

38:20

Trump water. people. Obviously, you

38:22

could never understand what really was

38:25

happening until you're there, which is

38:27

this the really scary part.

38:30

>> Well, I understand it very well because

38:32

I I I experienced it and I know exactly.

38:35

Uh I uh met them. I uh was invited to

38:38

all these places. So, I know what I'm

38:40

talking about. Of course, when in the

38:42

'9s all this happened, there were only

38:44

very few people in New York who knew

38:46

what is going on and they were not

38:48

talking because they were involved. So

38:50

um the game uh continued and continued

38:53

and is continuing maybe even two days.

38:55

The idea was okay uh I either be quiet

38:59

for my entire life or I bring it out

39:02

because uh with the distance and with

39:04

the time you understand all these key

39:06

people who were playing a role and in

39:09

this organization and there are many

39:11

others. It was very routin, very um

39:15

meticulous uh very well organized. it

39:19

was not difficult for them to get girls.

39:21

So, uh when you when you cover the

39:24

entire spectrum, you know, of the women

39:26

kind if it's young or middle age or or

39:29

just just beauty pageantss from uh I

39:32

don't know from which age they started

39:34

but until beauty pageent age. Yeah,

39:37

there is a big selection and uh it's

39:39

ongoing. It's never out of season. It's

39:42

always the season. You know, what makes

39:43

me mad is that many people knew and

39:46

nobody did anything. At the contrary,

39:48

they were even contributed and they even

39:50

uh brought more girls. Uh nobody stopped

39:53

them and u today we understand why they

39:56

didn't stop them because there was a

39:58

whole system that was involved. You

40:00

know, society has a certain evolution

40:02

and now we are in 2026 and uh in 20 26

40:06

finally we can talk, we can say what uh

40:09

what happened uh with the distance and

40:11

someone has to stand up. Someone has to

40:14

stop this violence for free because we

40:16

we don't bring people children on uh on

40:20

the planet to destroy them. That's not

40:22

the idea of uh parents who need to be

40:25

responsible to to protect them. The idea

40:29

is not to create children to to give it

40:31

to these sick people. Sick people should

40:34

go uh to doctors and find solutions. But

40:38

um I don't see why I don't see why we we

40:41

have to sacrifice our children for that.

40:43

But many people knew I'm convinced today

40:46

that many people knew, many

40:48

participated. I have u also other

40:50

experiences. Yeah, it was noa. It's

40:53

called omea when people know and they

40:57

don't do anything and they just let it

41:00

happen and that's crim criminal too you

41:03

know

41:03

>> 100% and with Epstein you know that

41:07

obviously there were thousands and

41:10

thousands of people in the orbit that

41:12

knew at least knew something and no one

41:16

ever did a thing at all. I mean, there

41:19

there were victims who tried to raise

41:22

the alarm, but the people I mean, the

41:24

people in power never still to this day.

41:27

I mean, no one's down for it.

41:30

>> That's the point. Still to this day.

41:31

That's the point.

41:33

>> Yeah. I mean, imagine if they actually

41:35

were to actually investigate this and

41:38

start knocking on doors and subpoenaing

41:41

people like you're saying some of the

41:44

people in in this room for this one

41:46

event where that could go if these

41:49

people talked. It's

41:52

>> done it. They don't do it. Which is so

41:54

shocking to me. I It's not shocking, but

41:56

it's just it's really disappointing.

41:58

>> It's disappointing. It's sad. It makes

42:00

you lose your confidence in justice. It

42:03

makes you ask the right questions also

42:06

about our society. What are we about?

42:09

You know, here in Europe, we have been

42:11

raised not to steal, not to lie, not to

42:13

this, not to that, not to everything,

42:15

you know. And then you have on the other

42:18

side an American president who is a

42:20

professional liar, a professional

42:22

cheater, a professional uh uh criminal.

42:26

I mean of course he has been uh trained

42:29

by Roy Khn and uh he has been uh

42:32

applying Roy Kh's rules for over 50

42:35

years so he got very good at it but that

42:37

does not mean that it is the right thing

42:40

to do. At the contrary we are still

42:43

people around the world who have been

42:45

raised in a normal manner in a way that

42:48

they do good and they uh they think

42:50

good. They don't allow all these red

42:52

lines to be crossed because you cross it

42:54

once and then you cross it always, you

42:57

know. And the same as being a predator,

42:59

a predator once, always a predator. And

43:02

that's the the the ethic and also the

43:06

moral of everything, you know, you have

43:08

to be careful because when you do it

43:10

once and then you will always do it and

43:12

especially at this scale, this is just

43:16

not normal.

43:18

>> No. you know.

43:19

>> So before we move on, can you just

43:23

provide a little bit of detail into the

43:27

actual like event itself? Like how many

43:30

people were in that room would you say

43:33

in that area with when Epstein

43:36

approached you? Um

43:37

>> you mean the press lunchon? Uh we were

43:40

uh over 60 girls and uh there were uh at

43:43

least uh dozens of uh of journalists

43:47

organizing stuff. Um I guess all

43:49

together we were a good hundred in the

43:51

ballroom. Yeah.

43:53

>> Yeah. So a lot of people there so and

43:55

and

43:55

>> lots of lots of round tables. Yeah.

43:58

>> Interesting. Obviously you've talked

44:01

about what Trump did to you. We don't

44:04

have to talk about that. But did you end

44:07

up reporting that to anybody at the

44:09

time? If whatever you're comfortable

44:11

with talking with me about. Um,

44:14

>> yeah. Before going into reporting, I

44:16

would like to emphasize something that

44:18

uh was also part of your question before

44:21

is the interaction between uh Jeffrey

44:23

Epstein and Donald Trump.

44:26

>> That's also something that we maybe

44:28

should just take for a second,

44:30

>> please. Um, so they were very very very

44:34

close for two reasons. I'm uh saying

44:37

that for two reasons. The first is that

44:39

Donald Trump allowed Jeffrey to come and

44:43

hunt on his territory on his playground.

44:46

And the second point is that Donald

44:48

Trump paid for the event. They were also

44:51

complicit. They were had eye contact.

44:54

They were also uh smiling to each other.

44:57

So uh it was like a game.

45:00

both of them were playing their role and

45:02

I think this makes a difference you know

45:04

so for the people to know did they know

45:07

each other oh yes how deep very deep you

45:11

know

45:11

>> and you saw them like continuously

45:14

throughout the event talking

45:15

>> they were playing with us they were

45:17

playing with us it was a game that was a

45:20

game a hunting game

45:21

>> yeah it's it's shocking to me that

45:23

people still deny the reality of just

45:27

that fact um

45:29

>> yeah But those who deny, thanks God,

45:31

they are less and less because now the

45:33

facts are so clear. The witness are

45:37

clear. The victims have uh have been

45:39

talking. I think with all these elements

45:41

that we have now in hand, those who

45:43

still deny, they must be either stupid

45:46

or they are in a cult and um they are

45:49

blind. There is no other explanation. If

45:53

they are really really strongly

45:55

convinced of this uh this opinion then

45:58

uh they it's an afron for their

46:01

intelligence then I really asked myself

46:03

how how intelligent are they because at

46:06

a certain stage when you have all the

46:08

all the the all the proof on the table

46:11

then you even if you are if you are

46:13

proTrump you must say okay Houston we

46:15

have a problem here

46:16

>> you would imagine

46:18

>> yeah I mean you have to be objective at

46:20

a certain stage you have to be

46:22

objective. I I can have a a great image

46:25

of a person, but if this person gives me

46:28

more and more and each day uh reasons

46:31

that uh it's not what I thought for that

46:33

many years, at a certain stage I open my

46:36

eyes.

46:37

>> You have to that's

46:38

>> you have to because otherwise you lie to

46:40

yourself. You know,

46:41

>> the truth is objective. Reality is

46:44

objective. Today, a former Miss Arizona

46:47

who calls herself a conservative going

46:49

public in an interview with KCBS,

46:51

describing what she says happened

46:53

backstage with Trump at a MissUSA

46:55

pageant.

46:55

>> Our first introduction to him was when

46:57

we were at the dress rehearsal and half

46:59

naked changing into our bikinis.

47:01

>> Tasha Dixon detailing her discomfort. to

47:04

have the owner come walting in when

47:06

we're naked or half naked in a very

47:09

physically vulnerable position and then

47:11

to have the pressure of the the people

47:13

that work for him telling telling us to

47:15

go fawn all over him, go walk up to him,

47:17

talk to him, get his attention.

47:18

>> She described feeling helpless.

47:20

>> Who do you complain to? He owns the

47:22

pageant. So there's no one to complain

47:24

to. Everyone there works for him.

47:26

>> Soon, Thursday night, you're going up

47:29

the escalad.

47:30

>> I'm going to be dating her in 10 years.

47:37

Okay.

47:39

>> When we were in New York City on the

47:41

media tour, they were doing a book

47:42

launch at Trump Towers for the Universal

47:45

Beauty book and they had a bunch of

47:46

former MissUSAs and Miss Universes. We

47:49

did the red carpet and that was tons of

47:50

fun. And then they lined us all up and

47:53

Trump went down the line and he shook

47:56

your hand and, you know, looked you

47:58

over, looked you up and down, head to

48:00

toe. Um, I was just checking everybody

48:03

out.

48:04

>> A past interview with Howard Stern now

48:06

making headlines. Trump talking about

48:08

how he had free reign at his beauty

48:10

pageantss. I'll go backstage before a

48:12

show and everyone's getting dressed and

48:14

ready and I'm allowed to go in because

48:15

I'm the owner of the pageant and

48:16

therefore I'm inspecting it. Is everyone

48:18

okay? You know, they're standing there

48:19

with no clothes. Is everybody okay? And

48:21

you see these incredible looking women

48:23

and so I sort of get away with things

48:24

like that. Later in that same show,

48:26

Trump is asked if he'd ever had sex with

48:28

MissUSA or Miss Universe contestant.

48:30

>> Never comment on things like that. You

48:31

know,

48:32

>> give us the first letter, the first

48:33

letter of the country you had sex with.

48:35

>> How many letters are there?

48:36

>> And another video where Trump is seen

48:38

interviewing Playboy Playmates and basks

48:40

in the glow of a question from CNN's

48:42

Genie Moses.

48:43

>> And have you ever dated a playmate?

48:45

>> I refuse to answer that question

48:46

>> on the grounds that it may be true.

48:48

>> May be true. I'm telling you, Donald

48:50

Trump owned the pageant for the reason

48:52

to utilize his power to get around

48:54

beautiful women.

48:55

>> When it comes to Donald Trump and

48:57

Jeffrey Epstein, the media is missing

48:59

the smoking gun. Now, I've sat on this

49:01

information for years and I really

49:03

didn't want to get into this because

49:04

this is not in my job description and

49:06

it's very dangerous to come out this

49:08

come out with this publicly. The smoking

49:10

gun is MissUSA and Miss Teen USA. The

49:14

pageantss which Donald Trump owned for

49:16

years. Now, how do I know? because I was

49:18

one of the judges in these pageantss. I

49:20

trained dozens and dozens of the winners

49:22

and the runners up in public speaking to

49:25

promote their platform. This is all I'm

49:27

going to say about this. If you're in

49:28

the media and you're looking for

49:30

information, start with Billy Bush.

49:32

Billy Bush hosted the MissUSA, Miss Teen

49:35

USA multiple times. Nancy Odell is

49:37

another one. And then go down the rabbit

49:39

hole from there. There are people that

49:41

know a lot more than those two, but

49:43

start there. They're celebrities. And

49:44

start there. Go down the rabbit hole.

49:46

And I think what you're going to find is

49:48

going to be very, very upsetting. Don't

49:50

call me. I'm not going to comment. I'm

49:51

not going on TV and talking about this.

49:53

This is very dangerous to sit on. If you

49:56

decide to pursue this in the media, be

49:58

very, very careful. These people are

50:00

dangerous. And you can't I mean just

50:05

based on your story alone that should be

50:08

enough evidence to show somebody that

50:11

their relationship was much more than

50:13

brushing elbows at social functions and

50:15

getting a picture together. But

50:17

>> I guess this is the reason why Lawrence

50:19

O'Donnell has taken the article of the

50:21

New York Times and read it really from A

50:24

to Zed during his last word MSNBC uh

50:28

podcast because there were so many other

50:30

also witnesses in this article you know

50:33

who makes it so clear I mean there's no

50:36

doubt left absolutely no doubt left and

50:40

therefore I think this is the reason why

50:42

he has taken this article once and

50:45

forever and also for the very first time

50:46

in his entire last word uh experience

50:50

and he has taken word by word and I

50:53

think this is also when uh the dick

50:55

click happened in the head of the people

50:58

you know where all of a sudden they

50:59

realize oh my god she's not the only one

51:02

there is more and more and all related

51:04

and they all say the same how come that

51:07

many people say the same I don't know

51:10

them they don't know me we couldn't come

51:12

together and put this story together and

51:14

this is was what also The European

51:16

journalists say now that all the editors

51:19

say it is not possible that all these

51:23

thousands of women say the same without

51:27

knowing each other. So there must be a

51:29

truth somewhere and the truth is with us

51:32

and not with him.

51:34

>> Mhm. A million%. But for that you need a

51:37

minimum objectivity, a minimum

51:40

rationality, and a minimum of

51:43

intelligence, you know.

51:45

>> And you would imagine if they're

51:46

actually investigating this, they should

51:49

bring in some of the victims/s survivors

51:53

to speak to them, to interview them.

51:56

Why?

51:56

>> I hope it will happen one day. I hope it

51:59

will happen. And I hope it will happen

52:01

in front of the congress. And I hope it

52:03

will be televised. And I hope really all

52:06

that and also that they will be

52:08

subpoenaed and they will come and uh

52:11

even if they say the fifth the fifth the

52:13

fifth but at least the people will see

52:15

how far they go you know but at least

52:17

they they heard all the victims because

52:19

for the moment there are thousands of

52:21

podcasts thousands of articles out there

52:24

and nobody has time or the interest or

52:27

or the the the the

52:30

strength to put it together. you know a

52:32

timeline, names, connections and an end

52:35

because the puzzle is huge. But those

52:38

who are involved like you, like me, like

52:40

other victims, they know what they are

52:42

talking about. And one day if someone

52:44

will take the time and put all this

52:46

puzzle together, then they will all be

52:49

horrified and we don't know yet

52:52

everything, you know, and uh and

52:54

therefore uh the story is never ending

52:57

story. It's really a never- ending

52:59

story. And coming back to your why I

53:01

didn't report it's very easy because he

53:04

threatened me and he clearly told me to

53:07

be quiet otherwise something would

53:09

happen to me and that was in the 90 uh

53:12

93 and then later on uh I went on with

53:16

my life you know with busy family and

53:18

professional life and you know how it is

53:21

and you don't have no time for anything

53:23

else than doing that and then later uh I

53:27

got threads uh uh on social media India

53:29

and when Virginia Dufrey died uh then it

53:32

was very massive. Then I got lots of

53:35

threats again a little bit like Maduro

53:37

in Venezuela you know we we know where

53:39

you are and we will get you. Yeah, it

53:41

was non-stop threats, threats, threats

53:43

until uh when I I saw him becoming

53:47

president for the first time and uh he

53:49

was so omnipresent in the media that

53:52

when this box when I moved when I opened

53:54

this box when I moved I I I I realized I

53:57

cannot keep it for myself anymore. It's

54:00

making me sick. It's making me uh

54:02

suffer. It's making me everything, you

54:05

know. So that's when I decided that

54:07

something has to be done, you know. But

54:09

still you know in the '9s we women we

54:12

had only one alternative is just to

54:15

suffer in silence. And this is what new

54:18

generation do not understand because

54:20

when they suffer they do something

54:23

straight away you know. But in the '9s

54:26

it was impossible for a woman to say the

54:29

truth. First of all because nobody

54:30

believes you and second because the

54:32

society didn't allow us to talk. It was

54:36

always our fault and we were ashamed for

54:40

what these criminals did to us. It was

54:44

always this the contrary of what should

54:46

be normal and what is normal today. And

54:49

thanks God we have come to this uh 2026

54:52

so that we can talk because there are

54:55

many victims who are sick since years

54:58

and and they are in therapy and and they

55:00

have to find solutions so that they

55:03

don't lose control. They still be

55:05

operative and and and and and live their

55:09

lives, but it's like an open wound, you

55:12

know? It's it never heals and it always

55:14

comes up. You try to put it down, you

55:17

try to forget it, you put it in a box,

55:20

you do everything, but he was so much

55:23

omnipresent in the media that it's

55:25

impossible to forget him.

55:27

>> It was just impossible.

55:29

>> But the threats are here. It's a serious

55:32

thing and it's dangerous. I mean, uh, he

55:36

can do so much, you know, he has the

55:38

power now.

55:40

>> It really, even just listening to you

55:43

talk just got me kind of like emotional

55:46

like uh,

55:47

>> yeah, I have to be very careful also

55:49

because otherwise I cannot continue. No,

55:51

I know my eyes are a little watery from

55:54

that, but it just makes me so upset deep

55:58

down that there are sections of

56:02

Americans that just not only don't seem

56:06

to care about if if Trump

56:09

fullon someone who's an adult, but also

56:13

>> you know what I say? You know what I say

56:15

to these people? Wait until it happens

56:17

to you and then you laugh less. That's

56:19

the only way to say it. Wait until it

56:23

happens to you and then you stop writing

56:26

lol lol lol, you know, and emojis. Wait

56:29

until it happens to you and then we talk

56:31

again. But that's soed up to me too is

56:34

that people there are people out there I

56:37

think and I think that's a big part and

56:38

also like you're talking about like

56:41

allegations in the '9s and I've also

56:43

worked with victims who had allegations

56:44

in the 70s like young I've a really good

56:48

friend who I interviewed for another

56:50

project was by a

56:53

a famous 1976 and no one believed him

56:58

and people made fun of him constantly

57:00

and it's Like it it just it's so

57:03

shocking to me and heartbreaking that

57:06

America has this in the world really in

57:09

so many ways an empathy problem like for

57:11

me to empathize with someone who

57:13

survived sexual violence. It doesn't

57:16

have to be oh what if that was my mom or

57:19

my sister. It's like that is just

57:21

obviously horrific and wrong but so many

57:24

people just don't think like that and it

57:26

[ __ ] it just gets me so angry that but

57:30

there are a few good news there are a

57:31

few good news the the thing is that when

57:34

I compare my story to the one of the 28

57:37

other 27 other women for example it

57:41

started in the 80s ' 90s and it went on

57:44

they never had that much coverage uh in

57:46

the media they never were um they were

57:49

never listened to. They were treated

57:51

like liars and today all of a sudden

57:55

victims are heroes and therefore I think

57:58

we have made a huge step for humanity

58:01

this time and also because finally

58:04

social media is on our side. Before you

58:07

had a few articles, people uh read it or

58:10

not, but it was uh it landed somewhere,

58:13

you know, but now it's online and people

58:16

can go and search and those who really

58:19

want the truth, they know how to read

58:22

between the lines. And I think also when

58:25

I compare with 2024 and today, it's a

58:30

huge step. And also because there are

58:32

more and more victims. And when you have

58:35

more and more victims, you have more and

58:37

more pain. And there are many victims

58:40

out there who didn't come out yet and

58:42

who didn't tell their story, but they

58:44

suffered from inside and they recognize

58:47

themsel in this crazy society. And

58:50

that's why we have so many people who

58:53

are with us today. And even though it

58:56

sounds a a big progress on one on one

58:59

hand, it is a huge I I I think a huge

59:03

step for humanity because it couldn't

59:06

happen in the '90s. It couldn't happen

59:07

in 2000. It couldn't happen in 2010 and

59:11

even in 2020 it the society was not

59:14

ready. And I think our society is ready

59:17

today. And that's why I never think

59:19

about all these people who uh don't

59:21

understand or who don't show sympathy

59:24

for us because I don't need any empathy

59:27

from anybody. I just want justice,

59:31

truth and saving lives. That's the only

59:35

thing that I want and for which I fight

59:38

and for women rights

59:40

because when when you have for example

59:42

boys you you raise them in a way that

59:45

they respect women and the same way if

59:47

you have have girls you you raise them

59:50

to be respectful of men. So why isn't

59:53

that possible on the highest level? Why

59:56

do they need this crazy kick? Why?

60:00

Because the problem is not the people

60:03

down. The the problem is the elite

60:06

because they saw it all, they had it

60:08

all, they paid it all, they they

60:10

everything, you know, and then they want

60:12

the forbidden piece, you know, the

60:15

forbidden apple. And that's when they

60:18

cross the line. And that's where our

60:20

society must say, it doesn't matter how

60:22

many millions, billions, or trillions

60:24

you have, you don't cross the line

60:26

because we cannot cross the line either.

60:29

And that's this is the only way of law

60:32

that regulates our countries and that

60:36

make us live in peace. Yeah. I mean if a

60:40

normal person was accused of even a

60:43

1,000th of what Epstein, Trump, all

60:47

these sorts of people have been accused

60:48

of doing.

60:50

>> Yeah. Because they showed them they

60:51

showed on the upper side and then it

60:53

went down and uh and uh that's that's

60:56

what happened. and they showed that it's

60:57

possible and why not and who cares and

61:00

then they took them they took uh the

61:03

right to do it as well but initially um

61:06

it was not meant to uh uh it was more in

61:09

the in the elitary society because it

61:13

was the non plus ultra you know to uh to

61:16

do these games. They were so bored from

61:19

life that the only toy they found is uh

61:21

playing around

61:23

>> with Yeah. the the forbidden fruit is a

61:26

is a really great kind of analogy there

61:29

on like

61:31

because a lot of people always wonder

61:34

why and I have the same question too. I

61:37

mean I understand the forbidden fruit

61:39

thing but it it's also like it's so

61:42

strange when it seems like some of these

61:44

people get to these upper levels they

61:47

always go for young victims.

61:51

Even in I'm from South Dakota in the

61:54

states and the big like there's this

61:57

really really famous billionaire

62:00

philanthropist where I'm from his name

62:02

is Denny Sanford and he put he like took

62:06

over the hospital system in my entire

62:08

home state. So every hospital even the

62:11

regional uh clinics they got rebranded

62:14

from whatever they were Sou Valley to

62:16

Sanford. So his name is everywhere in

62:20

South Dakota.

62:21

>> Another one.

62:22

>> Yeah. And this guy was busted about 5

62:26

years ago. They intercepted CSAM

62:28

materials in his email. There were 35

62:31

images. I believe it was it was 30

62:33

something. In his email, graphic images

62:36

of children and it was a news story and

62:40

the attorney general of South Dakota was

62:43

his lawyer. So, he used to be his

62:45

private lawyer, then he became the the

62:47

attorney general, and all of a sudden,

62:49

it just goes away. And there's there's

62:51

nothing more to the story. No one ever

62:53

was arrested for it. No one went down

62:55

for it. But this guy is once again a a

62:58

billionaire, a multi-billionaire. And

63:00

there are

63:01

>> statu scandal. It's a huge scandal.

63:03

>> It is. And there's in my hometown at the

63:06

children's hospital, there are

63:08

>> full bronze statues of this guy with

63:11

kids on his shoulders hugging children

63:14

like he's some hero to the kids. But

63:18

>> yeah, they effectively buried that

63:20

entire thing as well. So it it is a

63:23

weird I I don't I just obviously I'll

63:25

never understand it, but when people get

63:28

to those levels of power, it just seems

63:31

tendencies or compulsions like that are

63:33

almost drawn out of them. It's it's

63:35

>> Yeah, you said something very uh u

63:37

interesting now. It's again a

63:40

millionaire or billionaire and it's

63:42

again someone who can afford it. When

63:44

you think about this story is the

63:47

consumer and the market. when you have a

63:50

um a drug portion it cost 20 uh Swiss

63:54

Frank for example and if you want a

63:56

child it's 20,000 so of course tra human

64:00

trafficker uh they choose children

64:02

because it makes more money and that's

64:04

also something so who can afford a child

64:07

for 20,000 you have to be a millionaire

64:09

billionaire or more so in other words if

64:13

that can be stopped you know then it

64:16

would make a change because you can't

64:19

not everybody can afford 20,000 you know

64:21

you have to be in a certain lia to pay

64:23

20,000 and especially on a regular basis

64:27

and so and uh and this is also something

64:29

there is a lot of money who came from uh

64:32

from Trump to Epstein and uh what was

64:34

very interesting is that each time uh he

64:38

um he transferred 30 millions it was

64:40

before he took the plane to uh to the

64:43

island so in other words Epstein was

64:45

very intelligent and he told him okay if

64:48

you don't pay you don't uh you don't uh

64:50

um you don't come all these things are

64:54

related you know who can just afford 30

64:57

million just like that to take the plane

64:59

and go and have fun

65:00

>> yeah and

65:01

>> not many people can

65:03

>> why it's it's a it's black and white

65:07

each time he went on the plane he paid

65:10

30 million to Epstein so Epstein didn't

65:12

do it for free or for friendship you

65:15

know he did it for for the purpose of

65:18

business clearly.

65:19

>> So if you want to consume, you send me

65:22

first the the transfer.

65:24

>> So he was he was very clever as far as

65:26

that was concerned. But someone has to

65:29

stop this trafficking. You know, someone

65:32

has to say no, it's not possible. It's

65:35

not allowed. It's not ethical. It's not

65:38

moral. No, just no. You do it among uh

65:42

among adults, that's something else. But

65:44

if you have and you have this kind of

65:46

needs, then go to the doctor first.

65:49

>> So when you finished your time in New

65:51

York at that time, did you get the

65:54

impression that you had been brought

65:57

there specifically with the intent to be

66:00

propositioned to to be potentially

66:02

brought into trafficking or do you think

66:04

that the pageant was the main reason and

66:09

then that was kind of like a side play?

66:11

The pageant was a pseudo um excuse. It

66:15

was a cover up. It was an ambush.

66:18

>> And And how did that feel for you when

66:21

you were going back home after this

66:24

obviously extremely traumatic and

66:27

confusing experience?

66:29

>> It was a a cat catastrophe. Uh uh my

66:33

entire American dream has fallen into

66:35

parts. My entire New York dream has

66:38

fallen into parts. my credibility in

66:41

men, my my uh trust in men, my I was

66:45

down down and down again. I have never

66:49

been that down in my entire life. And

66:51

that's the reason why I put everything

66:52

in the box because I just couldn't I

66:55

just couldn't I just couldn't. I was

66:57

lucky enough that I could go to the

66:58

bank, back to the bank and uh work and u

67:02

get all these shooidoo because I was in

67:05

pain. I was suffering. I knew I couldn't

67:08

do anything about it. I was trapped. It

67:11

was a dilemma. It was a huge dilemma for

67:13

me. The that was the the the worst

67:16

nightmare in my entire life. And in the

67:18

'9s that was something, but then today

67:21

with everything we kn we know, you know,

67:24

also the extent with the connection with

67:26

new Europe. Uh it was uh you American

67:29

you focus a lot on on your country you

67:32

know and we focus a lot on Europe but

67:34

now this network this Jeffrey Epson

67:37

network has taken another dimension you

67:39

know my story is no longer just people

67:43

magazine story it has become political

67:46

because they have found it was in

67:48

December last year the insets which is

67:52

of Washington Post there is a great

67:55

journalist there who investigated and He

67:57

found human trafficking out of

67:59

Switzerland to Epstein, banking

68:02

connections and then of course with

68:06

Italy and Spain and France and the

68:10

ramification and the connections within

68:13

Europe are huge and also Netherland the

68:15

princess of Netherland was also one of

68:17

the girls. Everything is slow you know

68:19

it has taken one year until America

68:22

waked up and now Europe is waking up

68:25

very slowly. It's a slow procedure

68:28

because all these high-profile people

68:30

they have also the media in the hands or

68:32

their friends have the media and they

68:35

got many stories. Thanks god the British

68:38

are very uh open and uh neutral and they

68:42

bring the stories out. You know the

68:44

connections are huge. They are huge. And

68:48

even Switzerland, we had human

68:50

trafficking out of Switzerland to

68:52

America to Epstein directly with

68:54

modeling with models and younger girls

68:57

also. So can you imagine the wakeup call

69:00

we had here in this country when uh this

69:03

came out this uh article that uh I have

69:06

also online it's in German but there are

69:08

many others who have taken it over and

69:10

translated it into English. Therefore

69:12

this is also a very important point.

69:15

It's not just Trump Epstein America.

69:17

It's the entire world is in this mess.

69:21

The entire world. You know, Epstein had

69:23

real estate in France, in Paris, in

69:26

south of France and he was working a lot

69:28

with model agencies in Paris and uh they

69:31

brought girls uh from Eastern Europe

69:34

first to Paris. They got them visas and

69:37

with these visas they uh send them uh

69:39

then where the clients were. you know

69:42

it's it's easy because when you have

69:43

these girls and uh also boys who uh

69:46

wanted to be a model at any price it was

69:49

not difficult you know and then uh the

69:51

next door was trafficking you know and

69:54

um and this is something that many

69:56

American don't know but it's really

69:59

really huge and it's coming out step by

70:01

step now many people are afraid and many

70:05

journalists are afraid to bring it out

70:07

because there are so highprofile people

70:10

involved

70:12

in Europe that you cannot even imagine.

70:14

>> Yeah. It they you know obviously when

70:16

you think of Epstein that's how my

70:19

conceptualization of this was a few

70:21

years ago. He got these victims from

70:25

kind of Florida area and it was almost

70:28

kind of self-contained and oh he had a

70:31

British connection and Prince Andrew and

70:34

then Trump. But as the years have gone

70:37

on, it's almost it it really is it seems

70:41

like an impossible task to actually

70:44

piece this entire thing together or for

70:47

someone to investigate because it's so

70:49

vast. You could you could investigate in

70:52

like let's just say Switzerland and find

70:56

different rabbit holes that each have

70:58

splinters of their own um that lead to

71:00

more victims and and more perpetrators.

71:03

It's just it's something it's daunting.

71:07

It it's really frightening to me when

71:09

you think about how much we know and how

71:12

little what we know right now really

71:15

represents how small of a piece of the

71:17

entire puzzle.

71:18

>> Yeah. Yeah. The rabbit holes are are

71:20

extreme. You have pointed out uh

71:23

something very important here because I

71:25

think there is no person on this planet

71:27

who can put the puzzle together.

71:29

Everybody has a part of it and because

71:31

it's so complex uh nobody will ever ever

71:34

make the round. Nobody will finish the

71:37

puzzle. Nobody. It's impossible. But for

71:40

those who are in there, you know, I

71:42

think if um a consortium of journalists

71:45

uh from around the world will come

71:47

together in a task force, of course you

71:49

have to finance that, but uh a an

71:51

international task force of specialists

71:54

of criminality and of human trafficking.

71:58

There are many out there. Maybe they

72:00

listen. They can come together and these

72:02

specialists, they can do it. But we have

72:06

to be realistic. It will always come to

72:09

an end very quickly because the people

72:12

who are involved on the highest level

72:14

are so powerful that they will stop any

72:18

investigation. And we have to be we have

72:21

to be really realistic. Even when you

72:24

see what the DOJ is doing now, all these

72:27

dirty games, I mean, this is a joke.

72:30

It's an absolute joke what is going on

72:33

with this DOG now. And this is a typical

72:36

a typical example of what happens, you

72:40

know, when you start something that big.

72:42

They just stop it and they think we are

72:45

all stupid and we don't remember that

72:47

there are the Epstein files are still uh

72:50

open and they do and they they didn't

72:52

send it and they didn't give it to the

72:54

public. They think we are stupid. But

72:56

this is the best example of where this

72:59

case is going to land. And if it's

73:02

France, if it's Germany, Spain, Italy,

73:05

Switzerland, it's always going to land

73:07

on a desk of one of these DOG people

73:10

from another country. And they are going

73:12

to stop it. And this is the sad part of

73:16

the story actually because we witness,

73:19

we can fight. You podcaster, you can

73:21

bring it out. We can all with the

73:24

witness and with the victims come

73:26

together, put names together, put

73:29

everything together. Nothing moves.

73:32

There is no interest up there to move

73:36

the game on. No interest. At the

73:39

contrary, they are scared, you know,

73:42

>> especially with uh I mean, when you've

73:45

got Trump as the president of the United

73:49

States using the DOJ as a puppet of his

73:53

that are just subservient goons, you

73:56

know, he says, "Don't do this. They

73:58

don't do it." It's so clear that that's

74:00

what they're doing. And it's

74:03

disheartening. Definitely.

74:06

>> Yeah. This is the worst part in the

74:07

story, you know, because even when you

74:09

have the proof, even when you have the

74:11

witnesses and the and the victims, it

74:14

lands in a in a in a corner. Maybe we

74:17

will need, I don't know, 30, 40, 50

74:20

years more like the GFK files. We will

74:22

not be here anymore at the to to witness

74:26

it. Maybe our society is the way it is

74:29

and uh it will never change. They don't

74:31

want us to change. They don't want us to

74:33

talk because because these people they

74:35

they want to continue to have fun.

74:37

That's the point. They want to continue

74:39

to have fun

74:40

>> cuz Epstein, you know, has taken

74:43

whatever he's he's been whether he's

74:46

dead or alive, a lot of people think

74:47

he's alive, you know, that's a whole

74:50

another rabbit hole. But even if he's

74:53

not the figure head of an operation like

74:55

that anymore, like the crazy thing is

74:59

you know that someone else has assumed

75:02

that role and is actively doing this. I

75:05

mean there are thousands of Epstein out

75:07

there even though they're operating on

75:09

smaller levels, lesser levels. But I

75:12

guess that's my question to you is like

75:14

what would you like to see out of all

75:15

this? How do you think that what we do

75:18

here and and you speaking out and me

75:20

doing this podcast and you know people

75:23

online what's the impact that we can

75:25

have by talking about this stuff?

75:28

>> Well, I think the general conscience has

75:32

waken up so which is already a victory

75:35

for you, for me, for all the other

75:37

victims.

75:39

And then if we can just save one life,

75:44

I am already happy and relieved.

75:48

Just one life.

75:51

I am relieved.

75:53

And um

75:57

I am sure we made that possible. You and

76:01

me and all the other podcasters and all

76:03

the other journalists,

76:05

we we saved a few lives.

76:09

and uh saying that I'm already relieved

76:14

and I think I didn't do it for nothing.

76:17

That's for me already a big win. And if

76:20

people think or

76:22

if I if I I hope you know to that my

76:27

legacy will be you know to to the people

76:30

that

76:32

they remember me as

76:35

you know that that Swiss beauty queen

76:37

that stood up

76:40

against the American president

76:47

in order to save lives.

76:50

you know, save lives.

76:55

That would be I think for us victims,

76:59

you media,

77:02

it's already the biggest victory we

77:04

could have. But of course, it would be

77:07

better to do more and save more and stop

77:10

the vicious circle. My goal is to stop

77:14

the vicious circle or at least to bring

77:17

it down

77:19

and also for many people you know to

77:23

recognize the signals. You had this

77:25

question of were there signs? No, there

77:29

were no signs for two reasons. We had no

77:33

internet and we had no social media. But

77:36

today the new generation they have

77:40

internet and they have social media and

77:43

therefore the signs are easier to

77:46

recognize and I think this is the big

77:49

progress between our generation

77:52

I mean my generation because you are

77:54

younger and the new generation. They can

77:57

use these tools, you know, to save

77:59

themsel and to detect these signals

78:04

where you you hear something that is not

78:07

right.

78:09

You have no obligation,

78:11

you know, and this this young generation

78:14

is lucky enough that they are very

78:16

strong and very decisive, you know. they

78:19

don't say yes to everything as we had to

78:22

you know but um I think this is the most

78:24

important if they can remember us all

78:29

the people who were fighting for this

78:31

cause that we wanted to save lives and

78:35

we managed to to do so in a few cases of

78:39

course we will never be able to save

78:41

everybody this is a fact but if we saved

78:44

a few lives I am already happy

78:48

because that was my goal. Bring my story

78:52

out and make sure it doesn't happen

78:55

again and again and again.

78:58

That that was my my only reason of

79:01

fighting and it is still my fight even

79:04

if it's going to be my last fight. But

79:07

if we manage that so that we can all

79:10

live in peace, you know, and we can just

79:12

have a normal life and a nice life and

79:15

concentrate on what is important, you

79:17

know, that would help a lot. And as

79:20

said, if we would have had internet and

79:23

uh social media in n in the '90s, all

79:26

this would have never ever happened

79:29

because they were protected by by uh

79:33

many people because nobody talked,

79:35

nobody wrote about it and and then they

79:39

stopped it also with the with the

79:41

investigations. But today if anything

79:44

happened happens to those who are

79:46

listening now be strong stand up think

79:50

about us who made the first step and

79:55

come and do the other steps with us you

79:57

know because only together we are strong

80:00

and we can help you. We can help you. We

80:03

can support you. We can we can do a lot.

80:06

Think about this first step that's

80:08

always the the the worst and the most

80:10

difficult. the first step and and we did

80:14

that step for you all those who are out

80:17

there so that they don't have to leave

80:20

this horror again and I think this is

80:23

this is uh what we are fighting for all

80:26

of us and especially also those who have

80:29

children because as we said at the very

80:31

beginning you don't bring children on

80:32

this planet to destroy them I think this

80:36

is a clear message for me if uh if we

80:38

manage to save lives

80:41

Then it was worse fighting. It was worth

80:44

suffering.

80:47

It was worse

80:49

taking on us all the insults we got.

80:53

It was worse

80:55

hearing and reading everything that was

80:58

a a real atrocity to to hear.

81:03

And in the same time, you know, there

81:05

are many people out there who support

81:07

us. There are many people who are kind.

81:09

There are many people who sent this

81:12

messages of courage of love and all

81:15

those I would like to thank also because

81:17

it's it takes courage also to write on

81:20

Instagram or somewhere else these kind

81:23

of messages because they know there are

81:24

many who will come against and uh I

81:28

think we have also lots of normal people

81:31

around us. Thanks God. You know, they're

81:34

not just insults and threats. There are

81:37

also people like us and many who don't

81:39

have the courage, but they are with us

81:41

and they write us. The world is

81:43

watching. We are with you. We are in

81:45

Netherland. We are with you. We are in

81:48

Greece. We are with you.

81:52

There are so many of these messages that

81:54

I get.

81:56

The world is watching. Be strong.

82:01

Continue. Don't give up.

82:06

And this is phenomenal. This is

82:08

absolutely phenomenal to to see and to

82:10

read that

82:12

it gives it gives me the strength to

82:16

say, you know, I don't see him as a

82:19

president. I only see him as a man

82:22

because if I would see him as a

82:23

president, I would never be able to do

82:25

what I am doing.

82:29

And these are the moments that are so

82:32

important, you know, that you know that

82:34

you're not alone. And I remember this is

82:36

what I heard the first time when I came

82:37

out with the with the article and u I

82:41

was contacted by the uh women against

82:43

Trump and the the first thing one of the

82:46

ladies there told me you are not alone

82:50

and this was for me the biggest strength

82:54

that she could gave me and that's the

82:57

reason also I posted also always with

82:59

the girls together so that people see

83:02

it's not about me It's about all the

83:06

others too. And when I posted this uh

83:09

this picture at that time, I was not

83:11

shadowbanned and it made over 330,000

83:17

views and um and the comments were

83:20

positive and everything. So this is also

83:23

something that many people don't

83:25

understand. You cannot have the strength

83:28

each day to to hold so many so much pain

83:33

on your shoulder.

83:35

It is not human to hold all this pain.

83:39

But in the same time, if it if it serves

83:42

the others and if it helps the others,

83:46

then I do it and I do it until my last

83:49

breath.

83:52

And I don't know why I had to be the one

83:54

that opens it. the door. I don't know. I

83:58

will never know. Nobody will tell me.

84:01

Nobody will explain me.

84:05

But I did it and I will continue

84:10

as long as I have the strength.

84:15

But it's uh it's very very uh complex.

84:18

It's u it's not as easy as it looks, you

84:21

know.

84:23

>> No, it's not. you you have been such an

84:28

inspiration to so many people and I want

84:31

to highlight your comment. I didn't

84:34

expect to be crying this much before

84:36

11:00 a.m.

84:38

>> I'm sorry.

84:39

>> No, no, I'm sorry.

84:41

>> No, it's uh you're just you're you're

84:44

such a powerful speaker, Beatatric, and

84:48

you don't even know how many lives

84:50

you've saved personally. one story

84:52

getting hundreds of millions of views.

84:54

Just for yourself, just think how many

84:59

young women, young men who may have been

85:03

in a position of sexual or have been

85:06

victimized that have just read your

85:08

story and been inspired to come forward.

85:10

So, I don't think a person like

85:13

yourself, you've saved one life. I think

85:15

you've saved hundreds, thousands, an

85:18

uncountable number of lives. and what

85:20

you've done is so important and powerful

85:24

for those people. And I think I mean my

85:29

whole life I've I I haven't been a a

85:32

person that believes in anything really

85:34

like a a god or a universe. I I really

85:37

didn't until I I got sober and kind of

85:40

found not religion but that there was

85:44

something that had given me a purpose.

85:47

Part of that purpose has been exposing

85:50

these things to my followers. That's why

85:52

I've kind of dedicated and I've spent

85:54

tons of money producing these

85:56

documentaries and driven myself to the

85:58

point of insanity doing all working

86:01

every single day on on these stories for

86:03

the last few years. But when you say I

86:05

don't know why I was the one and this is

86:08

just my opinion, I feel like that's

86:11

because you were meant to be that

86:13

person. Whether it's some sort of higher

86:16

universe or energy or something, you

86:19

were meant to bring this to light and

86:22

look at what you've done. You've you've

86:24

done it all and it's growing every

86:27

single day. So, I think you can you can

86:30

sit at the end of the day and and know

86:31

that what you've done is not only

86:33

enough, but it's having it's brought us

86:36

together. Like, here I am in Texas

86:38

talking to you.

86:39

>> Yes. Absolutely. It brought us together.

86:41

Yeah. Yeah. that that's that's really

86:43

what it is. And I I believe that with

86:45

with my my heart. I know it's kind of

86:48

cheesy, but I'm just so glad.

86:50

>> Thank you so much for your words. It's

86:51

it's amazing. I I I I really appreciate

86:54

this human uh touch that you have. You

86:57

know, it's getting so so lost the the in

87:00

this modern modern times. But it's

87:04

important you know at the end of the day

87:06

we are all human and we are supposed to

87:10

be different from animals because of

87:12

that human element that would make us

87:17

think normally and behave normally and

87:21

that's exactly the point that you were

87:23

making. You know, I don't know why I had

87:27

to do this. And when I started when I

87:30

when I just told my story, I had no idea

87:35

that this Pandora box is going to bring

87:38

all these victims. I didn't know that it

87:42

is a a connection worldwide. I didn't

87:45

know anything. You would have told me

87:48

that Beatus just sit down 5 minutes

87:52

think about it because it's going to

87:54

bring a huge mess you know maybe I would

87:57

have been scared and then I wouldn't

88:00

have done it and this is also a very

88:02

important point being scared that's why

88:06

I forbid myself to see him as a

88:08

president I only see the man that I met

88:12

so that the fear never becomes stronger

88:16

than my than my my my power because

88:20

otherwise the fear is always too it's

88:23

going to kill everything you know and

88:26

each time fear comes up I fight against

88:28

it and I say to myself no Beatress you

88:30

are not alone the journalists are here

88:33

the podcaster are here victims are with

88:35

you everybody's with you you know we we

88:37

we are groups of of women of if it's

88:40

from Epstein side or from the from the

88:44

Trump side and we all have families, we

88:46

all have children, we we all fight for

88:49

the same, you know, and one day I think

88:52

the majority of the people are going to

88:54

wake up because now we are in a in a in

88:58

a position where he does he didn't only

89:00

did he he didn't only do bad to women or

89:04

children but he is doing bad for

89:07

America, he has taken America in

89:10

hostage.

89:12

You guys, you are bleeding because of

89:15

him. And I guess this is what it takes

89:18

that the real America wakes up and that

89:21

America says, "Oh my god, this is just

89:25

not just about women. It is about our

89:28

country. It's about our It's about us

89:31

Americans because he's hurting you now.

89:35

And you don't even realize he has taken

89:38

you in hostage." And many people don't

89:40

realize

89:42

but I think now with with everything

89:44

that is going on you are going to wake

89:46

up because it's touching everybody now

89:48

it's not just me it's not just the 20 28

89:52

or the thousandth of Egstein we are

89:55

talking about you American

89:58

and you are over 300 million

90:02

I mean in this 300 million there should

90:04

be some human beings too no

90:07

>> you would imagine

90:08

>> who understand that we are we are all

90:10

[ __ ] and not only you American but

90:13

also the entire world is [ __ ] and we

90:17

are because of one person how can the

90:20

entire planet be because of one normally

90:24

it's the opposite but we are we have

90:26

only one to fight and today it's not me

90:30

it's not me anymore I just opened the

90:33

door but today you Americans you have to

90:36

ask yourself the right question. Are you

90:38

going to let yourself killed on the

90:41

street? Are you going to let yourself

90:44

starve of hunger? Are you going to let

90:46

your your children die from no health uh

90:50

insurance? And and and the list is huge

90:54

while he is putting he all this money in

90:58

his pockets. I mean, after this

91:00

interview, I think I'm dead. I'm not

91:02

going to survive.

91:04

But this is my opinion.

91:06

You guys, you are now feeling it on your

91:10

own skin. And if you don't feel it, you

91:14

are not human. And those who feel it,

91:16

those should stand up. And I tell you,

91:19

if I am dead, I have never I have never

91:22

had the intention of of myself or I'm

91:26

not I have never been. So that this is

91:29

also done and said it has been written

91:32

by all the journalists in Italy, in

91:34

France, in in Switzerland, everywhere. I

91:38

am not.

91:39

But what I am saying I know that is

91:42

going to hurt and he will not like it. I

91:46

know that. But the 300 million Americans

91:48

that you are, guys, wake up.

91:50

>> That's that's for me. Like it seems like

91:53

it seems like Epstein would be the

91:58

shaking, you know, wake the up like what

92:00

are we doing to most people? But

92:03

>> finally he's a good one. He's a good guy

92:05

in the story. Yeah.

92:06

>> Yeah. They

92:07

>> finally he is taking the good part.

92:10

Absolutely. And this is this is totally

92:13

uh crazy, you know, that we have come so

92:15

far that he we we we we wake up, you

92:18

know. This is exactly what I was also

92:21

thinking last uh last day. I was like

92:23

talking with with uh friends of mine and

92:25

I was like but finally this guy he he

92:28

has brought us where we should have been

92:30

for a long time

92:32

>> unintentionally too.

92:34

>> Of course. Intentionally. Of course. But

92:37

finally he brought us there you know but

92:39

you guys you are in hostage. But he was

92:42

right. They were besties. Absolutely.

92:45

>> Oh yeah. No, that goes to the beginning

92:47

of your story. That's uh what we're

92:50

talking about.

92:51

>> Yeah. Yeah. No, no, it's very complex.

92:53

All this is so complex and I wish I had

92:56

the power to change many things. And um

92:59

I'm just a little fish, you know, in a

93:01

big ocean. The world has to wake up

93:04

because um this is a supremacy and

93:06

dominance and then a system that will

93:10

only bring us to the end very quickly

93:12

and uh it's not going to to help us. uh

93:15

this kind of this kind of art of the

93:17

deal as as he calls it. This is no deal.

93:21

There is no win-win nowhere only for

93:23

him. A good deal is when you have a

93:26

win-win. But he never did a good win-win

93:29

uh deal. Never. It was always in his

93:31

favor and he continues now on a huge

93:34

scale and it's uh it's more and more

93:36

dangerous. I think America and and the

93:39

world has to wake up. It's not normal.

93:42

It's it's just not normal and we cannot

93:44

allow that to continue.

93:46

>> So, I have a ton of people who listen to

93:49

my show on on different platforms and I

93:52

always get comments from individuals who

93:56

were trafficked when they were younger

93:58

or they weren't even necessarily

94:00

trafficked but they were by a family

94:04

member or you know just suffered

94:07

violence at the hands of whoever. So,

94:10

what would you do you have words of

94:12

encouragement for those people

94:14

specifically that might be listening to

94:16

this episode? Like what they're what

94:18

they should do? Because I always

94:20

encourage them and I say, you know, I'm

94:22

just really glad you're here and I'm so

94:24

thankful that you're even just present

94:26

to be able to tell your story. But like

94:29

what what would the next step be for

94:31

someone who's listening who has

94:32

experienced something like that? um

94:34

because I feel like they're obviously

94:36

going to be inspired by your story.

94:39

>> I think the the the main point is you

94:42

are not alone and this is something that

94:44

helps a lot so that you find a place

94:46

where you can talk about it with

94:48

specialists with uh groups of uh chats

94:51

with uh other survivors um with um also

94:56

groups of legal uh teams. There is a lot

94:59

that has been put in place now. there is

95:01

a lot going on because of these new

95:04

windows you know that have been created

95:06

in a few states. It's the same for for

95:10

Epstein and Trump or even anonymous uh

95:13

people. If you don't want to go under

95:16

because you suffer and the pain you

95:18

have, you have to put it out. And this

95:21

is the only advice that I can give. I

95:24

have kept it for within in me for so

95:28

long that it almost made me uh go under

95:31

because of that. But I was lucky that I

95:33

was very busy and I had a great life, a

95:36

great family. And at at a certain stage,

95:38

I said to myself, if I'm not letting

95:41

this out, it's going to kill me from

95:43

inside. And don't do the same mistake.

95:47

Go and get help. Go and speak to uh to

95:52

other victims. Uh we are many on the on

95:56

the social media and um many are helpful

95:59

and many will show you the way to go and

96:03

to do the right thing and especially to

96:05

work on yourself and don't keep it

96:07

inside because it's like a time bomb. It

96:11

can and will explode one day. It's just

96:15

a question of time and there will be a

96:18

moment that it brings it out and don't

96:21

bring it so far. If you suffered, go and

96:25

get help and please please contact all

96:28

those who you think could help you from

96:30

the side of the survivors of or legal

96:32

teams because now it is the time. You

96:36

know, it has never been that better time

96:39

than now. And I think all those who who

96:42

suffered they need also uh support of

96:46

specialist go and get the help you need.

96:49

There is help out there. There is a lot

96:51

of help but you have just to go and and

96:55

find it out what is the best for you

96:58

know and most of all don't fear. You are

97:02

not the problem and you are not guilty.

97:07

And this is something that has to change

97:09

in the head of all victims. We are not

97:13

guilty.

97:16

The guilt is on the other side. And the

97:19

day you change the part of the guilt,

97:22

it's the day you become strong. And it's

97:24

the day you can start to fight. And most

97:28

of all, you become another person or you

97:31

find your real self again. And this is

97:35

very surprising journey I must say. I I

97:38

am myself discovering lots of parts of

97:41

myself that I had to keep keep quiet for

97:44

so many years because of the interest of

97:48

parents, of the interest of family, of

97:50

the interest of the job, of the interest

97:52

of everybody except my interest. Nobody

97:55

ever asked me for my interest or if I am

97:59

in pain or if I am suffering. Nobody you

98:05

know but you have the right to give you

98:08

the importance you deserve and that day

98:11

you will become someone new. you will

98:13

become finally free you know and this is

98:17

also a procedure it can take a long time

98:20

and first you go very much down and then

98:23

one day you start to climb and you to

98:26

come up you know it's a long procedure

98:29

but I tell you all those who are victims

98:31

out there today they have so many

98:34

possibilities

98:35

so many that we never had never we

98:39

didn't have anything

98:42

you

98:43

We had nothing. We didn't didn't even

98:45

have the family to talk about. But you

98:48

are now in an era where you can talk,

98:51

you can find solution, you can h find

98:53

help. And don't wait until it destroys

98:57

you from inside. That's uh that's my my

99:00

message for them because uh in my

99:03

experience uh I should have come before

99:07

but today finally I say to myself

99:11

when I see this evolution from one year

99:14

from the first article in the daily mail

99:17

and today finally it was the right

99:21

timing. It was not too early. It was not

99:24

too late. It was just in time and I am

99:29

glad that it happened exactly how it

99:31

happened. Even though I servered like a

99:33

dog for years

99:36

but now I have the impression it is the

99:39

right moment. It would have been 2 years

99:42

before 3 years before it wouldn't have

99:46

come out the way it came out. You know,

99:48

it's like when the stars are all

99:51

aligned, now they are aligned

99:55

and now we can move things which was

99:58

which were impossible in the past. It

100:01

was just impossible. No way we could

100:04

make it 10 years ago, impossible. 20

100:07

years ago, impossible. 30 years even

100:09

more impossible. And um this is the good

100:12

news for all those who suffer outside is

100:14

that you have this chance and you have

100:17

these stars aligned

100:20

and it's now. The time is now for you.

100:24

And don't be scared. Even there are days

100:27

that are very bad. There are days that

100:29

are difficult. There are days you don't

100:32

want to get up.

100:34

But the next day the sun is shining

100:38

and all of a sudden you get good news

100:41

and all of a sudden it works and all of

100:43

a sudden everything you have been

100:45

fighting for takes a form.

100:48

But there are some days it's not easy

100:53

and especially at the beginning it was

100:55

very bad because at the beginning we had

100:57

the impression that he's winning. He's

100:59

winning and now finally

101:03

everybody sees that he's losing. It's

101:05

just a question of time

101:07

because there is a law of truth and the

101:11

law of truth is always stronger than the

101:13

bad

101:15

and sometimes you don't have to do

101:16

anything. It happens. Karma comes. You

101:20

cannot you cannot uh uh uh force karma.

101:25

Karma is coming alone. And especially

101:28

the the the past, you know, when you do

101:30

things in the past that are bad, one day

101:32

it comes and it it gets you. We

101:36

survivors, we know that. There are

101:39

people who are paying the price.

101:42

Not everybody talks about it, but there

101:43

are many people who are paying the

101:45

price. And

101:47

they think they are still strong because

101:50

there is a group of evil people who are

101:52

together and who are still working uh

101:56

against us.

101:57

>> But the light is

101:59

>> Yeah. And the light is stronger. It has

102:01

always been stronger always. It's just a

102:04

question of time. And also when you

102:06

think all these women in the government

102:08

who work against uh uh the epitin files,

102:12

they are mothers, they are women and

102:14

still they go against the other women.

102:17

It's not normal. It's not normal. And

102:21

all all those they they will one day

102:23

they will pay the price. We are supposed

102:25

to be uh uh to have a certain solidarity

102:28

among women, you know. But no, they come

102:31

against us, you know. I mean a pan bondi

102:34

for example they she could have brought

102:36

the files 100 times on the table but no

102:39

she's still not doing it

102:41

>> and she said she had the list.

102:44

>> She she said from the very beginning she

102:46

said from the very beginning she has

102:48

everything and still the survivors have

102:50

to fight to write letters to push push

102:53

push push.

102:55

But you know in this kind of situation

102:57

you should never underestimate the

102:59

people who suffered because people who

103:01

suffered they try to find solution

103:03

themselves and find um evidence by

103:06

themsel and it will come the other way

103:10

around I guess if the normal way doesn't

103:13

work and also journalists say the same

103:17

they take us for stupid okay so we do

103:19

the the research we do the investigation

103:22

we do everything

103:24

you know and there are journal who are

103:25

still working on it and who worked for a

103:27

long time also to bring out what is what

103:30

is out there but it's only a fraction of

103:33

uh uh what they still have um in their

103:37

offices and uh uh where they are

103:40

investigating

103:41

and there is so much more and that's the

103:44

reason why they don't want us to know

103:48

the more they don't want us because uh

103:51

you know normally in Switzerland when

103:53

you have only 0.001%

103:57

of what he did. You are in jail for 400

104:00

years

104:02

and uh he's still president. So um

104:05

something is wrong. Something is really

104:08

wrong.

104:09

>> Yeah.

104:09

>> With zero 0.001%

104:12

you are already in jail. You are in

104:15

jail. You don't you don't play the

104:17

president anymore. You know,

104:19

>> when I was uh 18, I got arrested for

104:23

half a gram having half a gram of

104:25

marijuana on me

104:29

>> for threatening me with a whole charge

104:32

and ended up getting dropped. But

104:34

>> I got arrested for something like that.

104:38

and someone can be credibly accused by

104:41

dozens of people of sexual assault and

104:44

not even be brought in for questioning

104:46

is absurd.

104:49

>> You know, they all play the same game.

104:51

It's like they they learned it by heart,

104:54

you know, uh do everything so that these

104:57

people don't get too close to us and uh

104:59

we keep the distance. We create an image

105:03

that is not uh real. We create

105:05

everything. We delete everything that is

105:08

not good and uh one day everything comes

105:11

back.

105:12

>> It always the darkness always whatever's

105:15

done in the dark gets brought into the

105:17

light.

105:18

>> Oh yeah. Oh yeah.

105:20

>> So I'm just waiting on that

105:21

>> in this case.

105:23

>> Yeah. And uh I I am confident that um at

105:26

least a part will come. You know in

105:28

French uh uh we say um time will tell,

105:32

you know. And um this is really a game

105:36

on on the time you know sometimes time

105:39

is running out but uh in this case um

105:43

time will tell and we are getting closer

105:45

and closer. I mean uh when I when I

105:47

think about a year ago and today we know

105:50

much more we we saw much more uh many

105:54

things happened already. Many things

105:56

moved of course not uh in a high speed

105:59

level but it moved. It's like a little

106:02

bit a revolution in the palace, you

106:04

know. And uh

106:05

>> for revolution times, it always takes uh

106:09

a little bit longer. It never there is

106:12

no revolution that happened within a

106:14

half an hour.

106:16

>> A half an hour. Yeah, it's true. That'

106:19

be a very very fast revolution, let me

106:21

tell you.

106:21

>> Yeah, exactly. Speedy Gonzalez

106:24

revolution.

106:26

>> It's been just incredible listening to

106:28

you, Beatatrice. Um, I want to get to

106:31

those last few because you're writing a

106:32

a book as well. Do you want to talk

106:35

about

106:35

>> It's written already. Yeah, it's written

106:38

already and uh it's coming out this

106:40

year. I can only say one thing. Get

106:43

ready for it.

106:45

>> Oh, I'll be ready. I'm I'm ready right

106:47

now. get ready because um what I saw,

106:50

what I witnessed, what I experienced

106:53

in this ' 90s

106:56

era of predators and jungle. Um it's uh

107:00

just get ready. That's all I can say.

107:03

>> I'm excited to read read everything and

107:07

I'm sure that we'll end up talking again

107:09

once

107:10

>> Yeah, that would be great. Absolutely.

107:13

Absolutely. That would be great. Yeah.

107:15

And I also I do want you to think of me

107:18

less like uh someone who just wants to

107:21

interview you, but also just as a

107:23

friend. If you have anything you want me

107:25

Oh, yeah. Thank you so much.

107:26

>> Reach out. Like I'm not just here for

107:29

the show.

107:30

>> So if I'm ever in Switzerland, I would I

107:33

know Courtney and I would love to uh to

107:36

meet up with you and maybe get dinner.

107:37

>> Oh, you come anytime. I will show you

107:39

around. If it's summer, winter,

107:41

whatever. There is so much to do. Uh I

107:44

would love to meet your wife as well. Oh

107:47

yes absolutely that would be great. You

107:49

know this is exactly the point you know

107:51

at the end of the day we are human

107:53

beings you know and this tragedy has

107:55

brought us together. You have uh

107:58

experienced even worse with all the

108:00

interviews you did with all the

108:01

witnesses. I mean you are a strong

108:04

person. I don't know how you do it. It's

108:07

amazing what you are doing also on your

108:09

side. I I very much appreciate and uh I

108:11

I read it and I follow it and and I must

108:15

say I am always shocked and um I

108:19

sometimes suffer also and it's the worst

108:21

when you see that much pain but you do

108:24

an amazing job an amazing job and uh and

108:28

it's it's not easy for you either I

108:31

guess uh these are not normal times huh

108:33

really not and uh I think um you are

108:36

very strong to do what you are doing and

108:39

the stories you are covering. You are

108:41

amazingly strong. I tell you, you are

108:43

strong.

108:44

>> Yeah. It's uh just working on these two

108:48

documentary series that I've been

108:50

producing. It's like I spend almost

108:54

every minute of my workday every day uh

108:59

going through these allegations of not

109:03

not only with the I mean the rings that

109:05

we're covering are like Epstein but just

109:08

disconnected but there they still went

109:10

up to the the White House in the 80s and

109:12

the 70s and these involve like kids that

109:15

were um according to witnesses murdered

109:18

and it's it's really horrific.

109:21

Um,

109:22

>> oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god.

109:23

>> disturbing stuff. But

109:25

>> yeah. Yeah,

109:26

>> I'm I'm excited to be able to use my

109:30

platform, which I built on a completely

109:32

different topic, which is obviously the

109:34

paranormal. Um, but I'm I've been I've

109:38

just really enjoyed having this reach

109:41

and being able to amplify voices and

109:43

stories and truth to people where I feel

109:46

like instead of, you know, I've I've

109:48

impacted a lot of people with the

109:49

paranormal and kind of how people view

109:52

life and death and all that, but it's

109:54

it's a totally different, more

109:56

fulfilling work for me to actually be

109:58

able to interact with real people and

110:01

and do like these stories that no one

110:04

will talk about like I see these people

110:06

with huge platforms and they're just so

110:08

they're just silent on these issues

110:11

which I get it. It's really dark and

110:14

kind of a heavy topic but still if if

110:17

every huge influencer started talking

110:19

about this stuff uh there would be a lot

110:22

more outrage I would imagine than what

110:25

we have now cuz people are mad but it's

110:27

like why why aren't we having Epstein

110:28

protests? Why aren't we getting out in

110:30

the streets and doing these like with uh

110:33

I don't know if you're really familiar

110:34

with the Mark Drew ring. Do you know

110:36

that?

110:37

>> Yeah.

110:37

>> Like the white the white marches and all

110:39

of that like why be doing something like

110:41

that for Epstein. It's it blows my mind.

110:45

>> Oh, it's I tell you, you have you have

110:47

gone from paranormal to crazy normal. Uh

110:50

>> crazy.

110:51

>> Um and and and you know there there was

110:54

a podcaster today that I was listening

110:56

to. He said you know if there is one

110:58

person talking about it he's going to be

111:00

killed. If there are five they are going

111:02

to be killed but if we are many they

111:04

cannot kill us all. And this is exactly

111:07

what we are talking about. You know if

111:09

everybody talks about it, if everybody

111:11

writes about it, then we are getting

111:13

closer and closer because for me, you

111:16

know, these kind of uh positions um when

111:19

you look up at people, they have to be

111:21

clean, they have to be respectful, uh

111:24

they have to be, you know, you you have

111:27

to be able to respect them. But with

111:29

within these conditions now, you cannot

111:32

respect any of them up there. And um

111:35

that's the point you know you either

111:37

have uh at the top people you you can

111:40

say okay he's great he's doing this for

111:42

the country and he saved this and uh you

111:46

know but when you are only on the

111:49

destruction and and destroy and destroy

111:53

from morning till evening then you have

111:56

to ask yourself the right questions you

111:58

know because the way he came in he can

112:00

also go out it's just a question of

112:03

doing it you No, but maybe at the very

112:06

end if you allow me I would just add the

112:09

four or five points that I wanted to to

112:12

add if you if you agree

112:15

>> please.

112:17

>> So the first one is Ellen Musk. Ellen

112:21

Musk if you are listening and if you are

112:24

a man I repeat Ellen Musk if you are a

112:29

man

112:31

press the reset button of my ex account

112:36

number two Mark Zuckerberg yes Mark

112:40

Tuckerberg if you are listening stop

112:43

shadowbanning my Insta account I repeat

112:48

Mark Zuckerberg stop shadow shadow

112:50

banning my Insta account. To both of

112:54

them, Ellen and Mark, I did nothing

112:57

wrong. Absolutely nothing except of

113:00

telling my story which is a true story.

113:05

And then there are two points, three

113:07

points that I would like to say meru.

113:09

First to all the people around the world

113:12

and for their kindness and also for the

113:14

fact that they support us survivors.

113:17

They understand us. It is amazing to

113:20

have your comments. It is amazing to

113:22

know that you are there with us. And

113:24

then also another meu to you podcast to

113:29

journalists around the world. Please

113:32

continue to stand with us victims and

113:35

survivors.

113:37

They made the difference in in this

113:40

difficult times. I must say without them

113:42

we would not be at this table. And then

113:45

of course a big mercyu to you and to

113:48

your wife for everything you do for the

113:51

humanity because this is really now a

113:54

human issue. This is now a question of

113:58

surviving in our society and uh you play

114:02

a role Colleen. you play a huge role and

114:05

your wife too and uh this is not nothing

114:08

that you are doing and a big big mercy

114:11

buku to to you and to your time and uh

114:15

and your kindness and um and your

114:18

support and um I really appreciate and

114:21

of course if you come to Switzerland I

114:23

would love I would love to show you

114:25

around and our mountains and our lakes

114:28

and everything we have. Well, also a how

114:33

are you saying that? Mercy buku.

114:35

>> Mercy buku.

114:37

>> Mercy buku to you as well, Beatatrice.

114:40

Thank Thank you not only just for doing

114:43

this interview with me, but for

114:45

everything that you've done, and I know

114:46

I speak for everybody that has followed

114:49

this Epstein saga for so long. Um,

114:53

everyone is incredibly grateful that

114:55

you've done what you've done and that

114:58

you've given people an example and

115:02

you've provided that example and and

115:03

given whether they're young girls, young

115:06

boys, people that are trapped in those

115:08

systems. Now, you've given those people

115:11

uh a beacon of hope and you've given

115:14

strength to so many thousands, millions

115:17

of people have read this the stories.

115:20

Um, so you you really don't know how

115:22

many lives you've touched, but it's

115:25

truly an uncountable number. And yeah, I

115:28

I mean, I genuinely with my whole heart

115:31

believe that you've helped save lives.

115:33

And as you continue to talk and just do

115:37

exactly what you're doing, hopefully the

115:40

world is going to start catching up to

115:42

to where we're at. And I just can't

115:45

thank you enough because without, for

115:48

example, just yourself, we wouldn't be

115:50

where we are today. And you're an you're

115:53

setting such a good example for all all

115:57

people, not not just young women, but

116:00

young men, too, who may have been that

116:03

you can get out of something like that.

116:05

you can get through an experience like

116:07

that and become an extremely powerful

116:11

person and voice and presence. So, also

116:15

I never been to Switzerland and I know

116:17

Courtney would uh would love to come

116:19

because the other day when I mentioned

116:22

that

116:22

>> Thank you so much.

116:23

>> She was like, "Yeah, we got to go to

116:24

Switzerland." She said immediately, she

116:26

said, "Oh, yeah, we should go next

116:28

month." But I had to remind her that we

116:30

already have this whole thing planned

116:31

next month where we're we're not we're

116:33

not going to Switzerland, we're going to

116:34

Canada. So it's kind of

116:36

>> I can tell you one thing for you to come

116:38

to Switzerland is more it's easier than

116:40

for me to go to to America. So the it's

116:44

it's easy to decide. Huh.

116:46

>> Don't come to America right now. I think

116:48

I think you're good over there.

116:50

>> Oh my god. That's my that's the biggest

116:52

nightmare. Even though I loved America,

116:54

I love to travel in America. I was on

116:59

both coasts and uh also um Oh my god, I

117:02

loved it. I loved it. And I miss it. I

117:05

miss it like crazy. You know, you guys,

117:08

you do things so much better than we,

117:11

you know, we are we are little village

117:13

compared to you. And uh you do so many

117:16

things in an amazing way. We I learned

117:19

so much when I was also working with

117:21

Americans. And you guys, you make us

117:25

grow. You know, you everything comes

117:27

from America as it always been. And uh I

117:31

remember even even my grandfather he

117:32

always said the Americans will come and

117:34

they will save us and America is is such

117:38

a big word. It's such a big word you

117:42

know and and for us European you have

117:45

represented for my entire life so much

117:49

and knowing that we are not able to come

117:51

over. This is so crazy and I just hope

117:56

he's not going to install uh martial law

117:59

and he's not going to close the country

118:02

uh because I think this is the next step

118:04

that he is he is planning and also with

118:08

ICE so that you have civil war and then

118:10

he can say okay such a mess I'm going to

118:12

send you the soldier and the military

118:15

and uh then in an extreme lock the the

118:19

country and no more election and he's

118:22

there until I don't know when. And I

118:25

think this is what he's planning and I

118:27

am scared for you. I am I I I have

118:31

always loved America and Americans

118:34

and that will never change in my heart.

118:37

It will never ever change. I had a great

118:40

great great connection with your country

118:42

and your people and today you are again

118:46

the proof that it's amazing. You are

118:48

amazing. you are Americans and

118:50

especially you Colleen on the human

118:52

side. It's it's exceptional.

118:55

You represent what America was and I

118:59

hope maybe you will find a way you

119:02

Americans to save your country and save

119:04

us all in the same time.

119:06

>> Yeah. Hopefully we can just get to the

119:08

midterms so that some of these people

119:10

can get voted out and then something can

119:12

happen. But I mean that's

119:14

>> I'm not sure.

119:15

>> It's 11 months away regardless. So,

119:18

>> I'm not sure anymore.

119:20

>> Jesus Christ. Yeah.

119:22

>> Yeah. Really? Help us. Jesus Christ,

119:24

help us, please.

119:26

>> Yeah.

119:26

>> All right. So, we've seen Beatatrice.

119:30

We've heard from Beatatrice, and it's

119:32

incredibly shocking stuff. I'm a very

119:35

political person, but an issue like

119:37

Epstein should be non-political. If

119:40

someone is credibly accused of

119:43

victimizing, I don't want to get banned

119:45

or whatever, young ones will say, they

119:48

should be investigated and arrested and

119:50

prosecuted. At least that's what I

119:52

think. And if I don't know how you could

119:54

possibly be against that, that's the

119:55

reason why I've been so loud about these

119:57

things for the past few years. Uh it's

119:59

because these people who actually

120:01

control our society, the wealthy oil

120:04

barons and the guys who own the power

120:06

plants and the movers and shakers behind

120:09

the scenes who are controlling how you

120:12

and I live, they are victimizing

120:16

every single week, month, whatever. It's

120:20

an unfathomable amount of hardcore

120:23

that is occurring in our world that is

120:26

being perpetrated by these people who

120:28

believe that they're truly untouchable.

120:31

And the only way that we're going to

120:33

change this is if we get people angry

120:35

and we stir them up and we get them on

120:37

the streets protesting or I don't know.

120:39

something something has to happen here

120:41

because it's not good enough for me to

120:43

just make videos online or for me to

120:45

make Tik Toks because yeah I mean this

120:48

has happened and I am good friends with

120:51

people now who were victimized in this

120:53

exact same way in the 1970s. I'm good

120:56

friends with people who were victimized

120:57

in the exact same way in the 1980s and

121:00

1990s. For the last two years, I have

121:03

spent weeks, literally months of my time

121:05

traveling and meeting with survivors and

121:07

interviewing them and documenting their

121:09

stories and working with them to try and

121:11

expose this stuff in two different

121:12

upcoming documentary series that I've

121:14

been working on. It's not it's not a new

121:16

thing. This isn't something that that

121:18

just happened that spawned out of

121:19

nowhere. There's a historical precedent

121:21

to these rings and to why these rings

121:23

operate. And you know, people are really

121:26

just seeing the inner workings of them

121:28

for the first time because of the

121:30

Epstein thing and the fact that there

121:32

are people they know implicated. But at

121:34

the end of the day, we've seen the inner

121:35

workings of these these things for

121:37

years. We know how these things work. I

121:39

mean, I've even I referenced this in

121:41

2024. There's that document that Gerald

121:43

Richards with North Fox Island and Frank

121:45

Sheldon that he drew out that shows the

121:47

inner workings of a CSAM production ring

121:51

and trafficking enterprise. In our

121:54

documentary series, we've been following

121:56

Sheldon. We followed him overseas. We've

121:59

actually, I think, cracked the code and

122:01

solved some of the circles that are on

122:03

that document that have never been

122:05

solved before. We are going to be

122:06

offering our interpretations as to what

122:10

these circles may mean or these

122:12

organizations were. But yeah, we're

122:14

still such a a long way from from true

122:16

justice when it comes to Epstein. And I

122:19

don't know, it's just one of those

122:20

things where it's been too long. We've

122:22

been ignoring survivors for decades.

122:26

There are people online to this day who

122:28

watch my videos and say that I'm lying

122:31

and that none of this is real and that I

122:34

must have just been making this up,

122:35

which is really ironic to me considering

122:38

the Epstein thing. I'd like to see what

122:40

all those people have to say now when

122:42

they're seeing the inner workings of an

122:44

organization exactly like I've been

122:45

describing being exposed. And it's not

122:48

just me this time talking about it. It's

122:50

the entire planet. But the second person

122:52

who I interviewed for this video, she's

122:54

absolutely incredible. Her name is

122:55

Juliet. And once again, I don't want to

122:58

cloud your perceptions of her and I

123:00

don't want to tell her story for you,

123:02

but it should be noted Juliet is in the

123:05

files many times at this point. There

123:07

are emails between her and Epstein that

123:09

have been exposed in the files. She

123:11

actually has shown on her social media

123:13

that there were emails that she sent to

123:15

Epstein that weren't included in the

123:17

files, which she says is obviously

123:19

highly suspicious because why would they

123:21

include some of her emails but not all

123:23

of them? It just shows that they're not

123:24

being fully transparent and releasing

123:26

everything unedited for people to look

123:28

at. And yeah, there's some photographic

123:31

evidence and proof of Juliet's story

123:33

that's really horrific in this section,

123:35

but I'll come back to you all at the

123:36

end.

123:45

I love Africa, you know. My mom was even

123:47

born in Zimbabwe, you know. So, I'm I'm

123:49

a true African really. I mean, I might

123:51

have white skin color, but I'm a I'm a

123:53

real African. I'm a white ruster.

123:56

But, um, my mom was born in Zimbabwe and

123:58

my father was born in England. And, you

124:01

know, even my grandmother was born in in

124:03

Cape Town, you know. Um, our family

124:05

actually came around from 18 in 1890.

124:07

they fled Ireland. It's quite

124:08

interesting looking at family history

124:10

and you know I've been trying to work

124:12

out more about that but growing up in

124:14

Africa I love Africa. Um obviously you

124:16

know when I was younger there was a

124:17

partage and I hate racial injustice. Um

124:21

you know luckily I didn't see a lot of

124:23

that because I don't come from a family

124:24

like that and you know like my second

124:26

mom is African lady cuz Zulu. I was

124:28

bestly raised by Zulu. She's no longer

124:30

with us but she was amazing. Sorry, I

124:32

don't want to start crying, but um yeah,

124:34

growing up in Africa, I mean, it's it's

124:37

hard in Africa, but it's the most

124:39

beautiful place and we have the most

124:40

amazing people here. Obviously, there's

124:42

been a lot of injustice, you know, with

124:44

also in Africa, they steal a lot from

124:46

people, you know, with, you know, it's a

124:48

very rich continent as far as like

124:50

minerals and, you know, they like gold

124:52

and all this stuff. And a lot of people

124:53

come, you know, um, foreign countries

124:55

come in here like the United Nations and

124:57

stuff to basically Africa. And it's I

125:00

just think it's [ __ ] that a lot of

125:01

the Africans um are suffering and not

125:04

given proper support, especially when

125:06

people like the Queen of England's

125:07

walking around with a crown on her head,

125:08

a crown that could probably feed the

125:10

whole of Africa for, you know, a week or

125:13

whatever. You know, all these jewels

125:14

they have. And it just it doesn't make

125:16

any sense to me. But I I'm very grateful

125:18

that I was born in Africa cuz I love

125:19

Africa. But but Africa, we've been

125:22

through hard times. You know, I was even

125:23

thinking recently it's like a African

125:25

people are like adults and Americans are

125:26

almost like children in that way because

125:28

we've leared to not trust our government

125:30

a long time ago. You know, we've had

125:31

things going on where the government's

125:33

stolen all the money and we we we were

125:35

having loading. That's actually when I

125:36

became a lot more spiritual again

125:38

because with with the lights being out,

125:39

I lit candles and then, you know, my my

125:42

mom always used to light candles when I

125:43

was a child and I was always very

125:44

spiritual as a child. You know, I'm

125:46

grateful to be in a place like Africa

125:48

where people are, you know, quite a

125:51

aware to things and everything. Even

125:53

though it's obviously like any other

125:55

country, it's well, I mean, it's

125:56

different. It's a different sort of

125:58

situation, but we just have amazing

126:00

people here. And I I'm very proud to be

126:01

an African.

126:04

Well, um, you know, I was studying

126:07

psychology and philosophy at the

126:09

University of Cape Town. I started doing

126:11

modeling on the side, um, you know, to

126:13

get to university. I'd actually been

126:15

scouted already when I was 14 years old

126:17

by a league model management, but my

126:19

mother wouldn't let me travel or work.

126:21

She said I was too young, which is, you

126:23

know, quite right because young people

126:24

of that age shouldn't be taken overseas.

126:27

You know, it's very dangerous when young

126:29

people are taken away from modeling. So,

126:32

um yeah, when I was studying um bestie

126:35

um I went to there was like a restaurant

126:38

bar where they had free drinks for

126:39

models. So as young girls we obviously

126:41

went along and um a girl approached me

126:45

her name was Na Hill and she said that

126:47

you know she was here with from America

126:50

and her friend Jeffrey Epstein was here.

126:52

She said he owned his own island in the

126:54

Caribbean and he was like the king of

126:56

America. She said he was here with Bill

126:58

Clinton and Kevin Spacy and Chris Tucker

127:00

and it would be a great um opportunity

127:03

for me to meet them for my modeling. So

127:05

then we went across to the restaurant

127:07

where they were. It was like a 5 10

127:09

minute drive. It was very nearby. And

127:12

sure enough, they were all there, you

127:13

know. Um I was only 20 years old. I just

127:15

turned 20 actually. And for a young girl

127:18

from Africa, it was like shock to meet

127:20

all these people. I was like, "Oh my

127:21

god." Cuz I'd never met anyone famous. I

127:23

was completely starruck, you And one

127:25

weird thing is when when I met Clinton

127:26

cuz they all eating dinner and they all

127:28

stood up to like shake my hand during

127:29

dinner and Clinton like held on to my

127:31

hand and he went like this and he

127:32

started talking to someone else for like

127:33

2 minutes and he just held on to my hand

127:35

the whole time and then eventually he

127:37

looked back at me and he said nice to

127:39

meet you and like I've never had anyone

127:41

do anything like that. It was very weird

127:42

like for someone to hold onto my hand

127:44

for so long and I felt like I was like

127:46

nervous. I was like uh you know um it

127:49

was just like yeah weird. And then

127:51

obviously they you know they staged the

127:53

modeling casting. Bill Clinton walked

127:54

through while they were doing the

127:55

casting. They also took me to a speech

127:57

they were doing in in Africa for a lower

127:59

income university. Kevin Spacy sat in

128:02

front of me with a handheld device and

128:03

filmed all the students in the hall like

128:05

this cuz I was sitting right behind him.

128:07

So I was like wondering why is this man

128:09

filming everyone? You know I assumed it

128:11

was maybe because they were doing a

128:12

speech on AIDS. I thought he was sort of

128:14

gathering you know um videos of it. But

128:17

all these years later, it's quite clear,

128:19

you know, that there was something far

128:21

more sinister going on. So after that,

128:24

um, we went back to the hotel and I

128:25

showed them my modeling portfolio. Bill

128:26

Clinton walked through while they were

128:28

doing the casting. Then I sent through

128:30

to see Epstein. Um, he looked at my book

128:32

and he said, "Right, he thinks I'd be

128:33

perfect for Victoria's Secret." And then

128:35

within 3 weeks, they had me there. They

128:37

arranged me a visa. They paid for my

128:39

flights. Um, I said to them, "I don't

128:41

have a lot of money. Like, um, you know,

128:43

I can't afford to really come." And they

128:45

said, "No, don't worry."

128:46

um all your expenses will be deducted

128:48

from your income. So it sounded like a

128:51

completely legitimate experience. My you

128:53

know my mom also spoke to him before I

128:55

was taken there. He also said to my mom

128:56

that he perhaps wanted to help pay for

128:59

me to study cuz you know my mom was very

129:00

interested in my education. So um you

129:03

know it just seemed like a very

129:04

legitimate opportunity considering the

129:05

people he was here with, you know. And

129:07

then I was flown there and I went to um

129:10

you know I was taken to the modeling

129:11

apartment in New York. Car put me up at

129:13

the airport. Then the phone rang and

129:15

they said um it was Sarah Kellen, you

129:17

know, one of the girls who posed as a

129:18

modeling agent. And they said, um, you

129:21

know, pack a small bag. We're going to

129:23

the Caribbean. So I assumed it was for a

129:25

modeling shoot. I didn't have any money

129:26

with me. You know, it was was very

129:28

frightening. And then um as soon as the

129:31

airplane took off from TW airport there,

129:33

I was driven to the airport there and um

129:36

Epstein started touching me forcibly

129:38

between my legs and the other girls were

129:39

laughing and I got a terrible shock and

129:42

I thought, oh my god, these people are

129:43

going to try to kill me. You know, I I I

129:45

suddenly realized, oh my god, my family

129:46

might never see me again. And in a way,

129:48

they didn't see me as I had been. You

129:51

know, it changed me like it wasn't me

129:54

like it totally changed me all of this.

129:55

It freaked me out.

129:58

And um you know then we landed on the

130:00

island and I was being called to his

130:01

room and yeah and then um on the first

130:04

day it was just me but then the next day

130:06

another girl was brought in and then as

130:08

time went on more and more girls just

130:09

kept coming and going. So it was just um

130:13

it was very very frightening for a young

130:15

person to be stuck in a situation like

130:16

that. Even at my age now I'm 43. If I

130:19

was um taken somewhere with people like

130:21

that I I would be petrified even at my

130:22

age now. So, this whole the trafficking

130:26

process has begun and you're traveling

130:29

with Epstein and Galain and visiting

130:33

these different properties. This is kind

130:35

of like a two-prong question. Um, I

130:39

would say first, how how did that feel

130:43

for you? And if it's too much to ever

130:46

talk about anything, like just let me

130:47

know.

130:48

>> Yeah. Um, uh, you know, it was really

130:51

frightening. Um, you know, like I said

130:53

before, it really changed me being

130:54

there. And also, like I've said before,

130:56

um, you know, one of the times when he

130:57

took me to the bedroom in the Caribbean

130:59

and I saw him literally shapeshift into

131:00

like the devil. Um, you know, his head

131:03

went big and there were these big black

131:05

eyes and there were ridges on his head

131:06

and horns. He looked like a sort of

131:08

reptilian alien devil creature and like

131:11

with a mouth and a long tongue and I got

131:13

so freaked out because um I saw that

131:15

happen and then I I like looked away and

131:17

then I looked back and it was him again

131:18

and I didn't like I didn't see him

131:20

transforming like the Incredible Hulk.

131:21

What happened is I looked away and then

131:23

I looked at him and then it wasn't him

131:24

anymore. It was something else there and

131:26

then I looked like in shock. I didn't

131:28

say anything of course and then I looked

131:29

away and then looked back and it was him

131:31

again but I saw a tear as day you know

131:33

talking about like you know paranormal

131:35

things that have happened because

131:35

there's a lot of weird stuff that

131:37

happened there and you know the media

131:38

don't want things like that coming out

131:40

but I very much saw him turn into

131:42

something and I swear on my life you

131:43

know if that's what happened I've never

131:45

seen anyone else turn into anything also

131:47

um we weren't allowed like alcohol or

131:49

they didn't have alcohol or drugs or

131:51

anything there so some people say oh was

131:53

I on drugs maybe they drugged me I don't

131:55

know um but you know over times Over the

131:58

years after that, you know, I experience

132:00

experimented with drugs. I obviously

132:01

don't do drugs apart from smoking a bit

132:03

of weed, but I've never seen anyone turn

132:05

into anything when I've um you know, on

132:08

no matter how drunk I've been or how

132:10

much weed I smoked or you know, I never

132:12

saw anyone turn into something. So, and

132:15

also another interesting fact is that

132:16

apparently the island is in the Bermuda

132:19

Triangle or very nearby. Apparently,

132:21

it's in in the Bermuda Triangle. So, it

132:24

could almost be like a portal where like

132:26

weird things like that happen because

132:27

I've met a lot of people over my life

132:29

and I've never seen anyone turn into

132:30

anything like that. And the thing is I

132:32

almost like blanked it out because at

132:35

the time it was like such a frightening

132:36

thing to happen and I didn't tell

132:37

anyone. It was just like something

132:39

really weird, you know, also like it

132:41

was, you know, 23 years ago. The world

132:43

was very different back then. So, I just

132:45

sort of um, you know, I told my mom

132:48

about it one time, but I didn't tell her

132:49

about the abuse and everything. I told

132:52

my mom that I'd sort of seen Epstein

132:53

turn into something like this, but I

132:54

didn't tell her in the context of how it

132:56

happened or but it's something that very

132:58

much happened. Like I said, I'd like to

132:59

be lie detected about it because it was

133:02

it was there. It was obvious.

133:04

So, um, he, you know, he used to take me

133:06

into the bedroom like three times a day,

133:08

but as a lot of people know, you know,

133:10

his penis was very small, like it was

133:12

very, and so it wasn't like it was, he

133:15

was like trying to force orgasms of

133:17

girls, and he was trying to have sex,

133:18

but it was like, anyway, I don't want to

133:20

really go into all that, but um, so the

133:23

bedroom was always ice cold and very

133:25

dark where he took me. It was freezing

133:28

in there, and it was also like a side

133:30

room. I realized I never even saw many

133:32

of his bedrooms and any of the

133:33

properties. He didn't take me into the

133:34

main bedrooms. I was taken into like

133:35

side rooms

133:37

and then um he had the blankets up to

133:39

here and it was like around when he or

133:43

was orgasming or something that this

133:45

happened, you know, cuz he also like if

133:47

when he orgasmed he used to make like a

133:49

weird like crying scream like like it

133:51

was a weird it was just very weird. Um

133:54

and then so I couldn't see his whole

133:57

body when it happened. I only saw him

133:59

from here cuz he had blankets there. But

134:01

it was during that sort of time when he

134:03

orgasmed and when I was in this room

134:04

with him alone where I saw this thing

134:07

happen, you know, and um I wish I could

134:10

explain it more. Um I wish I'd had

134:13

evidence, but I mean, how is one

134:14

supposed to get evidence of such a

134:16

thing? I don't even know if if a camera

134:17

would be able to pick it up,

134:20

but it it very much happened. And you

134:23

know and and and other weird stuff

134:25

happened also like I've said in New

134:26

Mexico I saw a UFO in the sky on the

134:29

same day when I met Michael Bay the

134:30

movie producer there was making us all

134:33

watched the movie The Rock. Michael Bay

134:35

denies being there but he was there you

134:37

know and also he made the movie about

134:38

cloning the island in 2005 and I met him

134:41

there in 2004 and you know all these

134:43

years later I've realized that there was

134:44

very likely something going on

134:46

underground there. you know, there's

134:48

there's a lot more going on and they

134:49

they've been trying to cover it up as we

134:51

all know. And thank goodness, you know,

134:52

these files have been coming out and

134:54

there's more truth coming to light. It's

134:56

horrible because it frightens a lot of

134:58

people. I mean, the media aren't even

134:59

putting it out there yet because I don't

135:01

think they they don't know how to do it

135:02

because it's going to literally break

135:04

people's brains, you know, people who

135:05

are very religious or very like, you

135:08

know, it's it's a very very difficult

135:10

thing for people to comprehend. And, you

135:12

know, I but I saw very bad things there.

135:14

I also work up in a laboratory in New

135:16

Mexico

135:18

um with like six people in hazmat suits

135:20

around me and a female doctor came near

135:22

my head like I was basically like

135:24

paralyzed and strapped to a table and I

135:26

like my eyes opened and I was freaked

135:28

out and then the female doctor came near

135:30

me and she said don't worry everything's

135:32

okay and then suddenly I was out again

135:35

you know also before I was sent home

135:36

from there Epstein gave me a pelvic exam

135:39

almost like a doctor would so you know

135:41

eventually I started to realize I think

135:42

these bastards were taking our eggs. Um,

135:46

you know, and then with more and more

135:47

research, you know, you realize there

135:49

there movies like Westworld, series like

135:50

Westworld. Apparently, the ranch used to

135:52

be called Westworld. Um, you know, it's

135:53

just quite clear that there's been a

135:55

huge cover up here. And I mean, also,

135:56

even before Edin was arrested, he

135:58

ordered like gallons of sulfuric acid to

136:01

the property. He also ordered um, you

136:04

know, tons of cement. He ordered carpet

136:07

shredders, tile extractors. I mean, it's

136:09

quite clear they were trying to hide

136:10

something. And also with that island,

136:12

you've got to realize that there was

136:13

obviously something underneath because

136:14

the accommodation on top was way too

136:16

basic for a billionaire. You know, it

136:18

was just very basic. And if they say

136:20

that people like Oprah and all these

136:22

people were staying there, I don't know

136:23

where they were staying, you know, like

136:25

even when I met Michael bear and I met

136:26

the scientists, I'd meet them once and I

136:28

wouldn't see them again. So, it's not

136:30

like they were hanging around. It's like

136:31

they they went somewhere and I think

136:33

they were underground.

136:35

So, um, sorry if I veered off there. I

136:38

just wanted to explain, you know, more

136:40

of the weird things that have happened.

136:41

And I also had um horrible nightmares

136:44

after that where like demons were trying

136:46

to attack me. I had this horrible

136:47

nightmare where like Jesus came towards

136:49

me and then his eyes went red and then

136:51

he had like all these like red things

136:53

coming out of his head like snakes and

136:54

then he jumped on me and tried to like I

136:57

had some um ser you know when I got back

136:59

from there I had serious panic attacks.

137:02

I was hospitalized at least 10 times

137:04

with severe neck attacks. They couldn't

137:06

find anything wrong with me. But um

137:09

sorry, my dogs have are playing. Sorry.

137:12

Um but yeah, sorry. Yeah, it was just

137:14

very frightening the whole situation.

137:16

And as we all know, there's obviously a

137:19

big cover up here

137:20

>> to go into that. That is so wild. Um

137:24

I've I've had experiences with sleep

137:26

paralysis and and astral projecting and

137:29

all sorts of uh paranormal

137:32

metaphysical dream like whatevers. And

137:34

there's always a meaning to it. And you

137:37

actually Jesus in your dream tried to

137:41

assault you. I never heard of something

137:43

like that.

137:44

>> It was like someone pretending to be him

137:45

and then their eyes went blood red and

137:47

tentacles grew from their head. It Yeah.

137:49

I've never even spoken about that on any

137:50

interviews or anything. It was just a

137:52

very like frightening thing. And it was

137:54

it was horrific. And it wasn't Jesus. It

137:56

was someone posing as Jesus, you know.

137:59

>> Um some some demon.

138:01

>> Yeah.

138:01

>> Um I don't know. You know, I guess what

138:04

we've got to realize is that demons are

138:05

real, right? Um, you know, a lot of

138:07

people are frightened by it. But we

138:08

know, you know, if people want to

138:10

believe in God, then they can also

138:11

believe that there's Lucifer. You know,

138:13

when people are praying to him, I

138:14

actually I worry that people are

138:16

actually praying to to Lucifer because I

138:17

don't believe that God is a male and I

138:19

don't believe, you know, I believe that

138:20

God is above having a sex or a name.

138:22

I've had many arguments with um people

138:24

who are very religious about this. We

138:26

came to the agreement where they said,

138:27

"Okay, I must pray to my God and we'll

138:29

pray to theirs." But the thing is I

138:31

believe in God and goddesses. I believe

138:33

in um you know good energies. I believe

138:36

in St. Michael you know because of what

138:38

the things that happened to me with

138:39

Epstein when I was there. Um, you know,

138:42

I was he had a horrible psychological

138:44

hold over me and I was petrified of him

138:46

and you know that but when he died um it

138:49

started to detangle and I I you know was

138:52

given um supplement money which I'm so

138:54

grateful for and I saw therapists and

138:56

then I I decided I was going to write

138:58

everything down and try to find out what

139:00

happened for myself, you know, just to

139:02

explain it to myself. But the thing is

139:04

that the the further I dug, the deeper

139:06

and darker it got. And and I just

139:08

realized I had to start sharing more

139:10

information. You know, I also obviously

139:12

wanted to speak out for victims both

139:14

alive and and dead, you know, those who

139:16

are too traumatized to speak, those who

139:18

can no longer speak cuz when I realized

139:20

the depth of their evil, you know. But

139:23

um this is my diary from 2002. Okay. Cuz

139:27

I'm also an artist. So what I did is I

139:29

painted my diary and then I stuck the

139:30

butterfly on. There's also one on the

139:32

back. So when all the Epstein stuff was

139:35

coming out and I had to send my my diary

139:37

to New York, you know, the lawyers

139:39

analyzed it and everything and they they

139:41

said, "Oh my gosh, did you put this blue

139:42

butt flower on the front?" Because they

139:43

were a bit shocked because then they

139:45

said to me that Virginia Gaffer used it

139:46

as her logo on Twitter. Um you know,

139:49

also in Virginia Ger's book recently,

139:51

you know, she was an amazing woman,

139:54

but um what a brave woman and you know

139:58

um she had a tattoo on her back of a

140:00

blue butterfly. And then another victim,

140:02

Sarah Ransom, has a blue butterfly

140:03

tattooed on her wrist. Maria Farmers

140:05

painted the blue butterfly. So, you

140:08

know, I started um trying to figure out

140:10

what this symbol meant, you know. Um I

140:13

don't know exactly what it means, but I

140:15

do think if I've also got a painting

140:16

that I did before he took me there also

140:18

with the blue butterfly in it and a a a

140:20

serpent.

140:22

Well, what's really insane to me that

140:24

you say that um is that when I got sober

140:30

and I've told this story a thousand

140:32

times now on my different platforms um

140:36

the very first thing when I went to

140:38

rehab and I was extremely I would say

140:42

atheist when I went into rehab and I

140:44

just didn't believe in really any sort

140:46

of god or energy and I did this exercise

140:50

and they tell you to write what you see

140:53

in this journal after this like hour or

140:55

so of breath work and I saw a blue

140:57

butterfly go across my vision. And so

141:00

the first thing I wrote in my book was

141:02

God is a butterfly. And my very last day

141:06

of rehab when I was leaving, I had and

141:10

it's just it still gives me chills every

141:12

time. I was walking to leave and I was

141:14

the only one out there and a giant

141:15

butterfly came and landed on my shirt

141:18

right here and and I just looked at it

141:21

>> and it it was like it knew me and then

141:24

it flew away. And so that's why I

141:25

actually got this tattoo on my wrist.

141:29

That's another butterfly.

141:30

>> Yeah. So, it's crazy. And my wife got a

141:34

matching tattoo with me of a butterfly.

141:36

It's It's like So, butterflies are

141:38

really meaningful.

141:39

>> Incredible. And thank you for being

141:41

brave and cuz you're going to help many

141:42

people, you know, speaking about rehab.

141:44

And your wife must be an incredible

141:46

woman, you know, standing by you and

141:47

helping. And

141:48

>> oh, you're lucky. And yeah, and well

141:50

done cuz I know you're going to help

141:52

many many people cuz you know a lot of

141:53

people go through a lot of pain

141:54

especially also the O negative type are

141:56

more likely to drink and smoke and you

141:58

know get caught on drug well cuz the

142:00

world's so painful as it is and people

142:02

who are highly sensitive they feel it

142:04

hard you know and also with this thing

142:06

of getting sort of like a demon attack

142:08

you know and you know it's hard to

142:10

explain it but you know I've had many

142:12

nightmares I don't have as many anymore

142:13

cuz I've got all my animals you know my

142:15

cats and dogs but um yeah I just think

142:18

you're incredibly brave for, you know,

142:20

fighting and speaking out for people.

142:22

And

142:22

>> so to go back um to your story um to

142:29

focus on kind of just your story for a

142:33

little bit now. What What was your time

142:36

on the island like? Like I've I've I've

142:39

listened to a bunch of your interviews

142:40

and and I'm familiar, but just for

142:43

people online got to ask the dumb

142:44

question.

142:45

>> Yeah, for sure. Um just to, you know,

142:46

get everyone up to date. Um well, you

142:49

know, well, when we were there, we we

142:51

were just like kept on call basically

142:53

like we'd all sit together for lunch and

142:56

dinner and breakfast, but then um I

142:59

didn't really see Epstein a lot of the

143:01

other time. I just be called to his

143:02

room, you know, when he wanted me there.

143:05

Um again, there were no parties, no

143:08

alcohol. Like if I wanted to have a

143:10

cigarette, I had to go smoke far away

143:11

and I had to make sure I didn't smell

143:13

like cigarettes when I was around them.

143:15

you know, he actually had someone

143:16

following me um only allowing me three

143:19

cigarettes a day and um trying to get me

143:21

to do gym training and watching what I

143:23

was eating. Everyone was being monitored

143:26

and it was just like a very very

143:28

frightening weird place to be and

143:31

you know um we're obviously all still

143:33

searching for answers on what they were

143:35

really doing but as people starting to

143:37

realize it looks like there's something

143:38

underground there and these people were

143:39

into you know genetic experiments also

143:43

potentially you know um selling children

143:46

harvesting of adrenochrome

143:48

you know cuz um if you look into these

143:51

is a lot darker than you know what we

143:53

realize and also So, um I was completely

143:55

trapped. There was no way of getting

143:56

away. You know, I realized I had to do

143:58

whatever they wanted to, um protect my

144:02

life. And and another thing is that they

144:05

didn't even put my name on that first

144:06

flight log. So, if I'd gone missing, my

144:08

family would have thought I went missing

144:10

in New York, you know. And that that

144:12

brings into question every flight log

144:13

cuz that was from Tidra to the

144:16

Caribbean. That's like a, you know, it

144:18

was a private plane, but surely they

144:20

should be monitoring who's getting on

144:22

the plane, you know, and also like

144:23

you're saying with these islands, they

144:24

could bring people off from another

144:25

Caribbean island by boat and no one

144:27

would would ever know that they were

144:28

there, you know. So, yeah, it's it's

144:31

horrific what these people are capable

144:32

of. And I just heard that they all rush

144:34

in hell. my focus and what I kind of

144:36

really wanted to talk to you about

144:39

um is Zoro Ranch because well I made

144:43

videos about this like a a long time ago

144:45

and I said you know I think that there

144:47

are there's got to be bodies there and I

144:50

mean they never searched the ranch. It's

144:53

so insane to me. And now you've got all

144:56

this talk in the media about Zoro and

145:00

and yet it feels like we still know

145:03

very little about it in the public, you

145:07

know, like there's there's no no floor

145:10

plans, no blueprints. Um, but obviously

145:14

you've had some absolutely horrific

145:16

experiences there. What what was it like

145:18

the the first time that you were taken

145:20

out there? because it's kind of like an

145:21

island of its own on my how I understand

145:24

it, you know, isolated in the middle of

145:26

the desert.

145:27

>> You're totally right. It was it was

145:28

frightening. Zoro Ranch was a very very

145:31

frightening place. It actually creeped

145:34

me out a lot recently because, you know,

145:36

usually with Epstein, we would never

145:37

stay anywhere more than 3 to 5 days. You

145:39

know, they took me to all the properties

145:41

to Palm Beach, the island, um, New York,

145:44

New Mexico, and Paris. So, usually we

145:47

were never anywhere for more than like 3

145:49

or 5 days. And also we wouldn't be told

145:52

given notice before we'd go. You know

145:53

they had like and apparently they also

145:54

had a hatch in their plane where they

145:56

could drop things out. You know

145:57

apparently Bill Clinton used to run the

145:59

cocaine from Arkansas. So you know where

146:02

these politicians will be in a lot of

146:04

stuff human trafficking um drugs you

146:07

know and it's easy for them to move

146:09

things around. Like even if you think

146:10

about Escobar how was he getting away

146:12

with it? It's quite clear he was working

146:13

with the government right? I mean it

146:15

seems like but anyway going back to Zara

146:17

branch um you know it was just a very

146:20

very frightening place and

146:22

um you know like I was saying earlier

146:24

usually we were only anywhere for like 3

146:26

to 5 days. I was at Zara Ranch for

146:28

nearly 2 weeks. I can't even remember

146:31

the room I was staying and that really

146:32

creeps me out because I remember being

146:34

in my cot as a baby. I've got a very

146:36

very um good memory. So I there there

146:40

times from there where it's sort of like

146:41

you know I remember the pelvic exam. I

146:43

remember seeing the UFO, but there's a

146:46

lot of that time I don't remember

146:47

sitting and eating with them there like

146:49

we did on the island. Um, and it

146:51

actually really freaks me out to be

146:53

honest because like I like to remember

146:55

things very clearly and there's

146:56

obviously some weird stuff that went on

146:58

when I was there which I, you know, I

147:01

can't even explain myself unfortunately.

147:04

>> The moment you arrive there, what

147:06

happens? Can you remember that sequence

147:08

of events? Like did you fly into the

147:10

airport and then drive there or how did

147:13

how did you get there?

147:14

>> I remember they flew me from South

147:16

Africa to New Mexico. Okay. It was in

147:19

2004

147:21

>> really directly.

147:22

>> As far as I remember it was direct. I

147:24

might have gone through Texas or

147:25

something. I'm not too sure um of

147:27

exactly but I know that they Epstein

147:30

picked me up at the airport and um he

147:33

was driving which was very unusual as

147:34

well. And then there were a few other

147:37

girls that he had there at the time like

147:38

Nardia Nadia Montinka the blonde girl

147:41

who became the pilot. That was the first

147:43

time I met her you know and there were a

147:45

couple of you know Sarah Kellen and you

147:47

know the usual people. And then when we

147:50

were actually driving from the airport I

147:53

said to him um hey Jeffrey have you ever

147:56

seen any aliens? Cuz we're near Roswell

147:59

you know but I I in my mind like when

148:01

I'd seen him shape shifter I didn't

148:02

connect it was alien you I didn't know.

148:04

Anyway, you know, the whole thing was

148:06

just so weird. Anyway, he was very

148:07

annoyed when I asked him about aliens

148:09

cuz he said he said, "Yes, Juliet.

148:11

They're little green men running around

148:12

all over the place." He's like trying to

148:14

shut me down. And cuz I asked him in

148:16

front of people cuz I was just sort of

148:17

making a sort of casual joke cuz you

148:20

know back in the day we didn't realize

148:21

like how serious all of this is. And you

148:24

know, it wasn't even a casual joke. I

148:25

mean, I was just asking him out of

148:27

interest. But he shut me down and he

148:28

didn't like the question.

148:31

And then we got there and then, you

148:32

know, like I said, I actually like a lot

148:34

of that time I actually don't really

148:35

remember very well. I've got some

148:36

photographs I took when I was there. I

148:39

can share them if you want to share them

148:40

on on the interview. Um cuz the one day

148:43

he was out and I went around and took

148:45

some photos on this disposable camera I

148:46

had. I felt like a bit naughty taking

148:48

photos cuz I never took photos with him

148:50

around, you know, it was we weren't like

148:51

allowed to just be free. We were very

148:53

much being watched and monitored all the

148:54

time. So yeah, it freaks me out a lot.

148:56

Um, some people say I should go for

148:59

hypnosis, and I actually have gone for

149:02

to a therapist for hypnosis, but um, I

149:05

don't know if I'll be able to go back

149:07

there. It's it's just, you know, it's

149:10

it's it was just very weird and it's

149:11

something, you know, I need to think

149:13

about it more and and I guess heal

149:16

emotionally to try and figure out more.

149:19

But, I mean, I do remember a lot of the

149:21

weird things that happened, but there's

149:22

probably more. So when you were at the

149:24

ranch, there were other girls there and

149:28

were there like staff or I think was

149:32

that where you mentioned Michael Bay

149:33

once?

149:34

>> Yeah, I met him in Michael Bay there.

149:36

>> Um there were a um it was me and Tila

149:38

Davies, another victim and then the

149:41

Gnardia Sarah Kellen and um yeah but

149:45

Epstein was boasting that Michael Bay

149:47

was there and so I met Michael Bay in

149:50

the kitchen. Um he again I didn't see

149:52

him around or anything. We just met him

149:54

in the kitchen and then off he went and

149:56

I don't know where he and then Edin got

149:58

us to watch the movie The Rock that

149:59

night. You know the movie about Alcatraz

150:00

with Nicholas Cage and Sean Connory. And

150:03

then while they were watching the movie

150:04

I went outside to have a cigarette and

150:06

then um that's when I saw the like three

150:10

lights like a triangle like very bright

150:12

and then they started spinning and then

150:14

they like veered off like I saw for like

150:16

one or two minutes it was definitely a

150:17

UFO of some kind. And then when I tried

150:20

to get back in the house, I was actually

150:21

locked out and I was petrified. I

150:22

couldn't get back in. So I like went all

150:25

the way around the house to try because

150:26

they were watching the movie all the way

150:27

around the other side and I eventually

150:28

got someone's attention, but I was

150:30

locked out there for about 20 minutes.

150:32

And I'm pretty sure that this is when

150:33

the whole laboratory incident sort of

150:35

happened because it was just, you know,

150:38

it's just hard to put a a time and place

150:40

on on it all because it was just so um

150:43

confusing. And obviously by that time I

150:46

was also a mess, you know, after being

150:48

under in this man's control. And you

150:51

know, it really really bugged me up big

150:53

time. So

150:55

I just know that something more went on.

150:57

And like I've been speaking about this

150:58

for years and people thought I was crazy

151:00

or you know, I've had some amazing

151:02

people who've um believed me and been

151:04

helping, but a lot of people didn't

151:06

believe it. And but now with all the

151:08

files coming out, I think people are

151:10

seeing that, you know, truth is often

151:12

stranger than fiction.

151:13

I know. That's right. That is absolutely

151:17

true. Um I'm I'm the type of person that

151:21

will really believe stories until I see

151:24

proof that they they didn't happen,

151:27

whether that's paranormal or in the

151:29

realm of crime. Um

151:33

so the UFO is so interesting. So,

151:37

and and that I mean I have so many

151:38

questions like I have different theories

151:40

about like are UFOs like angels or are

151:43

UFOs

151:45

legit intergalactic

151:49

uh extraterrestrial things or are they

151:51

government uh government programs? I

151:54

mean, it's so interesting to consider

151:55

that you saw one uh near the ranch. Um

151:59

and to describe it one more time, it was

152:01

like just a triangle. It was like three

152:03

triangle lights and then they started

152:06

spinning but like in unison. So it must

152:08

have been one craft but it would have

152:09

been very big.

152:11

>> Um you know if it was one craft and also

152:14

if you think about it outside the New

152:15

Mexico Ranch there's that whole area

152:17

that almost looks like a UFO landing

152:19

pad.

152:20

Um you know I I definitely saw it. Um it

152:23

was definitely there and um yeah I I

152:26

just I like you were saying is it um

152:29

angels, demons? Um, I suppose if there

152:31

were angels and demons, you'd get good

152:33

and bad, you know, it's like, yeah, like

152:36

you know, you get good and bad.

152:38

>> So, we've talked about energy here. Um,

152:42

and I'm obviously being in the

152:43

paranormal, I'm a huge believer in

152:46

energy and how locations can hold on to

152:50

and trap that energy. Um, and I'm really

152:52

curious,

152:54

first of all, what was the energy at

152:57

Zoro Ranch like? like just from a vibe

153:00

perspective, like how did it feel? And

153:02

then I guess if when you're done

153:05

answering that, if you could kind of go

153:07

through the different properties like

153:09

the townhouse, the Palm Beach mansion,

153:12

the like what did what did the energies

153:14

feel like at at all these places you

153:16

were taken to?

153:16

>> It was always very weird. There was like

153:18

sort of like an electric weird energy.

153:20

You um you know, even being around

153:21

Epstein, like one felt like a a scared

153:24

mouse around a snake. He it wasn't like

153:26

meeting a normal person. Like there even

153:28

people who say that when they met him

153:29

this the hairs on their neck stood up

153:31

you know sort of thing like where it's

153:32

like gave you the heeie-jeebies and it

153:35

was like that at all those properties it

153:37

was just like a very very weird energy

153:39

and wasn't at all relaxing like you know

153:41

we weren't allowed to just sort of

153:43

cruise around or look at things. It was,

153:45

you know, and also being a young person,

153:48

you know, it was just, it was just very,

153:50

very weird. And like, you know,

153:53

everything that's coming out now, it's

153:54

quite clear that there was like a lot

153:56

more going on at these properties. And

153:58

you know like also I was taken to I said

154:00

all the properties they were all very

154:01

different in design and um furnishing

154:04

cuz if it was one billionaire who owned

154:06

all the properties there would be like a

154:08

sort of similar sort of style you know

154:10

and that's also made me realize that

154:12

Epstein didn't own all these properties

154:14

even in his emails he refers to the

154:16

plane and the properties you know if it

154:19

was his he would have said my plane or

154:21

my property but it was obviously it

154:23

seems like um a an organization you know

154:27

like uh club of people u much like you

154:30

know with Prince Andrew visiting in New

154:31

York I mean he's a royal family person

154:34

like surely he can afford his own hotel

154:36

right why was he staying at Epstein's

154:39

house so it seems you know and the New

154:41

York um property was also decorated very

154:44

much in a British style so you know all

154:46

the properties were very different in

154:49

and you it's just quite clear that it

154:52

was like a sort of organization running

154:54

them

154:55

>> and what what was the what was the

154:57

decorating like at Zoro Ranch because I

154:59

I found an email that was talking about

155:01

how they wanted a a painting of the

155:05

massacre of the innocents, the painting

155:07

of the the Bible story where the babies

155:09

are being slaughtered. It's like to me

155:12

that's such a strange thing to have

155:14

hanging I can't remember who describes

155:16

it, but in the entryway

155:18

>> he he had a crucifix um artwork of

155:20

Jesus. It was like 7 foot tall, like

155:22

life size. I've got a picture of it that

155:24

I took and I'll share it with you. Um

155:26

because uh you know it was everything

155:28

was very expensive there. Everything was

155:30

like a ad a dawn in gold. What is the

155:32

word? And there were these expensive

155:33

artworks and it was very creepy like

155:36

almost like a museum like um the New

155:38

Mexico and New York were both sort of

155:41

like museums and then Palm Beach and and

155:44

the island were more sort of like basic

155:46

um you know what I mean? And that's

155:48

actually a good question what you ask

155:49

cuz I've never really put it like that.

155:50

And Paris was also like a more expensive

155:52

sort of property, you know, but again, I

155:55

didn't see the whole thing. Even with

155:56

the ranch, I didn't get to see the whole

155:58

property. And in New York, I also didn't

156:00

see the whole property. I was basically

156:01

told to go to this room, you know. And

156:04

then, um, the one night I actually

156:06

opened the window and called out to have

156:07

a cigarette. And the next day, Epstein

156:10

security came to me out of a room and he

156:12

said, "Um, did I open the window last

156:14

night because they saw a change in

156:15

temperature regulations?" And I was

156:18

like, "No." you know, cuz I didn't want

156:19

them I didn't want them to had a

156:20

cigarette. I obviously never lie, but I

156:22

don't want to get in trouble. And then

156:24

um we went into the room and he showed

156:27

me that they had like a whole wall just

156:29

full of TV screens, like 40 TV screens

156:31

looking at everything. And he just said

156:32

to me, "Just so you know, everything's

156:34

being watched." Cuz I think obviously

156:35

when I climbed out of the window, they

156:37

probably got a security alert thinking

156:38

that maybe someone was climbing in

156:39

through the middle of the mansion to

156:41

attack Epstein or something. You know,

156:43

that's another weird thing is that in

156:45

the middle of that mansion, there's

156:46

nothing. It's it's hollow in the middle.

156:47

And then you look down, there's a big

156:48

gold dome over what I'm assuming is this

156:50

bedroom at the bottom. It was very

156:52

creepy. And then they've also got like a

156:54

sort of gold dome on the island. So it's

156:55

like um yeah, there's a lot more going

156:59

on. And you know, apparently that um new

157:02

new York mansion used to be a school.

157:05

And you know, they say Epstein used to

157:07

be a math teacher at the Dalton school.

157:08

He never told me he was a teacher. He

157:10

told me he was a cab driver. But um you

157:12

know, it's quite clear that there've

157:13

been a lot of lies going on here. And

157:15

yeah, so those were interesting

157:16

questions you asked about the properties

157:18

cuz they were all so different. It was

157:19

like, you know, usually like if you had

157:21

five houses, you know, they're going to

157:23

be sort of similar, right? If they're

157:24

you're traveling from house to house,

157:27

it's going to be similar sort of style,

157:28

but you know, and most people don't have

157:30

five houses like that. And also like the

157:32

New Mexico, New York properties were the

157:34

biggest in the place. I think the New

157:36

York property might be one of the most

157:38

expensive in New York. I'm I'm not too

157:39

sure on that, but I know that the new

157:42

New Mexico mansion is apparently one of

157:43

the biggest properties in New Mexico.

157:46

So, it's just um very suspicious all of

157:49

it. Yeah, it's really weird because I've

157:52

done like many videos on my channel of

157:55

just kind of me going through

157:58

I've gone through tens of thousands if

158:01

not more of just files and just one by

158:04

one going through and just looking at

158:08

the settings that that Epstein

158:10

surrounded himself with and obviously I

158:12

mean you've been there but like the

158:14

mansion and then the Palm Beach house

158:16

and the island and I've I've actually

158:19

said in my videos like

158:21

>> none of them look like they're owned by

158:22

the same person

158:24

>> and they feel just so they felt like

158:27

really fakey. Like the New York mansion

158:30

is like it just feels so it's got such

158:33

an eerie

158:34

uh energetic vibe to me just even

158:37

through the screen.

158:38

>> Yeah, you're right.

158:40

>> I suppose it's like a set.

158:43

>> It's not It's not a where people are

158:44

living and being comfortable. It's like

158:46

like a set. That's Yeah,

158:50

>> that's exactly what I people have said

158:52

too. You know, it it looks just like a a

158:55

production area. Um and I wanted to ask

158:59

you too, like general vibe of um Epstein

159:04

and Maxwell, like what what were they

159:06

like as people? cuz we, you know, you

159:08

hear like all the obviously the horrific

159:11

stories and we know he's they're both

159:13

pieces of [ __ ] garbage human beings,

159:15

but it's I'm more interested in like how

159:19

did they act just normal dayto-day? Like

159:22

what what what were they like?

159:23

>> I mean, they were both very intimidating

159:24

and frightening. You know, Maxwell was

159:27

highly educated and very sure of

159:29

herself. Um Epstein also like no one

159:32

messed with them. you know, it was quite

159:34

clear that they were running the place

159:36

and you didn't want to try and take them

159:38

on. You know, Epstein was a bit more

159:40

sort of funny and used to make more

159:42

jokes. Like Maxwell was very serious.

159:44

Um, but you know, like Epstein would

159:47

like making jokes at others expense. You

159:49

know, it wasn't like it was like, you

159:51

know, he was like just a very cool cool

159:53

person who did it in a very subtle way

159:55

of trying to like keep poke someone in

159:57

the stomach and be like, "Oh, you're

159:58

getting fat." And you know, like um

160:01

myself and other victims, we developed

160:03

severe bulimia while we were there. You

160:05

know, it was just it was so frightening

160:06

cuz we were only allowed to eat so much

160:08

and then in the night, you know, I'd go

160:10

to the kitchen and get some chocolates

160:11

and, you know, then I'd throw it up cuz

160:14

I didn't want to get fat.

160:16

>> So, um

160:17

>> yeah, we were very much being controlled

160:19

by them and

160:20

>> stand up against them like,

160:21

>> you know, just no one wanted to stand up

160:23

against them. Like, you know, it was

160:25

just too frightening. Yeah, I suppose

160:28

also if once tried to do anything like

160:30

they would have been able to do away

160:31

with someone pretty easily on that

160:32

island, right? Toss them under the hatch

160:35

or in the sea, you know, drop them out

160:37

of the plane on the way. You just never

160:39

know, you know, what these people

160:41

capable of. Um, you know, even like I

160:42

met him with Bill Clinton and Kevin

160:44

Spacy. Apparently, Bill Clinton's got

160:46

like 55 friends who've committed

160:48

something been found dead and you know

160:51

with Spacey there were 12 accusers and

160:54

they were going to have a lawsuit

160:55

against him and three of them were found

160:56

dead in one year.

160:58

>> So it seems like his friends have got

160:59

body counts. So I think you know birds

161:01

of a feather flock together

161:03

>> and it's sorry quite clear that they've

161:05

got their own body count.

161:14

Well,

161:17

well, you know, a lot of the victims

161:18

that I met there haven't come out

161:19

publicly. So, I mean, I I hope to God

161:22

that they're alive and well because

161:24

there very few of the girls that I

161:25

actually met there whose names are out

161:27

in the news and um you know, it's it's

161:30

horrific all of it. I mean, also, as we

161:32

know, there've been a number of Epstein

161:34

staff who've been sort of found dead in

161:35

weird situations and you know, a lot of

161:38

the Epstein victims have been found dead

161:40

like Virginia Guru, Carolyn Andreano,

161:43

this guy Patrick Lana, there was another

161:45

one I read about yesterday. Um,

161:48

you know, it's it's quite I think the

161:50

thing is that they were so clever about

161:52

it that if someone pissed them off, they

161:54

would just go missing and no one would

161:55

ever know it had anything to do with

161:57

them. You know, like even before I sent

161:59

home, he he told me he worked with the

162:01

CIA. He said he have my family's name on

162:03

her list. And he told me that a girl who

162:05

accused him of rape, he planted drugs in

162:07

her apartment and had her sent to

162:08

prison. So he made it quite clear that,

162:11

you know, you didn't want to mess with

162:12

the man, you know, especially not as a a

162:14

young poor girl from Africa. It was

162:16

certainly not, you know, I mean, I I

162:18

wish I'd been strong enough to take them

162:19

on, but unfortunately I wasn't.

162:21

>> But, you know, over all these years now,

162:24

>> but, you know, over all these years,

162:26

>> I feel stronger to take them on now

162:30

somehow.

162:31

We'll try.

162:32

>> What about the blackmail angle and

162:36

intelligence ties? Is is there anything

162:38

I mean I know you've you you talk about

162:40

feeling watched and you know there's

162:42

this the wall of screens but was there

162:44

anything else you picked up that

162:47

would point to there being like this

162:48

being an operation versus like a a a

162:51

pleasure ring if that makes

162:53

>> you see I didn't not when I was there

162:55

because apart from him telling me he

162:56

worked for the CIA you know these people

162:58

are very clever they're going to hide

162:59

things away and also I think anyone who

163:01

caught on too much would be likely dead

163:03

by now so um I think that's also So, you

163:06

know, it was just as a young person

163:09

difficult um being around them. But as

163:12

people are saying now, you know, it's

163:13

quite clear that they're enti tied up

163:15

with intelligent assets. I mean, you

163:17

know, like even Michael Bay, who I met

163:18

there who made the island, apparently he

163:20

also met with the CIA. Um I've seen in

163:23

doc um you know through research I've

163:24

done that apparently Robert Maxwell and

163:27

Leslie Wexner who you know Maxwell's

163:29

father and Wexner who worked with

163:31

Epstein apparently they were both part

163:33

of Mosad in the 80s which will be tied

163:36

in with CIA. So um I mean it's it's

163:39

quite obvious that he's working with

163:40

intelligence. Um, also, you know, myself

163:42

and other victims have got a lawsuit

163:44

currently going against the FBI because

163:46

just after Epstein died, they arranged

163:48

emergency visas for my child and I

163:50

because they wanted to apparently

163:51

interview me. And basically when I my my

163:55

child's father wouldn't let us travel.

163:56

So when we weren't able to go to

163:58

America, they suddenly didn't want to

163:59

interview me anymore. They only wanted

164:00

to in person. And as we know, a lot of

164:02

interviews are done on Zoom like you

164:04

know online like we're doing right now

164:06

especially during co but they never

164:09

wanted to interview me. Uh, so they they

164:11

made it out like they really had to, but

164:13

then when I couldn't go there, they

164:14

didn't go ahead with it. So, it's like

164:16

they only wanted to do it in person.

164:17

They didn't they didn't want to do it

164:19

online. So, they they weren't interested

164:20

in my statement clearly. They were

164:22

interested in doing something else cuz

164:24

um, you know, other victims who went

164:25

there, bad things have happened to them

164:27

after. I mean, Sarah Ransom tried to

164:29

when she got back from there and

164:32

Virginia, God bless his soul, is now

164:34

dead. um you know, so it's just there's

164:37

clearly like something a lot more going

164:40

on here. And even also with the recent

164:43

um contract I was I was signed to the

164:45

FBI, they were trying to take away my

164:46

freedom of speech, saying that I'm not

164:47

allowed to speak online or post anything

164:49

without a lawyer's consent, but I had

164:52

that clause removed. But you see, maybe

164:54

some other girls signed it or, you know,

164:56

also they've got a mental health

164:57

program, which I'm not going for. Um the

165:00

Virgin Islands had given $10 million to

165:02

the victims so that they can have um

165:04

therapy. I very much wanted to go ahead

165:06

with it. You know, I was going to but

165:07

then they said a psychiatrist has to

165:09

administer it. So I think um maybe a lot

165:11

of the girls were very traumatized. You

165:12

know, you can just shut someone up with

165:14

tranquilizers pretty easily. You know,

165:15

they put me on when I got back from

165:17

Epstein. But luckily I I you know, that

165:19

was a um a shortterm period. It was for

165:23

a year and I couldn't leave my house for

165:24

a year. I was a real mess. H how did you

165:27

end your time with Epstein and Maxwell?

165:31

Like how how did the how did this all

165:33

end?

165:34

>> Well, I became useless to them because

165:36

um basically he offered me $2,000 if I'd

165:39

bring him any young girls or he offered

165:40

me $4,000 a month if I'd stay there and

165:43

you know he was willing to pay for me to

165:45

study or whatever. But I didn't want to

165:46

be there. I didn't like being there and

165:48

I didn't want their their dirty money.

165:50

So um you know I wasn't paid anything by

165:52

them. They gave me like $500 once like

165:54

to get a visa and $300 another time to

165:57

get a get a taxi to the airport. But um

166:00

you see I think that's another way

166:01

they've trapped a lot of young girls is

166:03

because the girls feel complicit because

166:05

you know if a girl's offered $2,000 and

166:07

this is 20 years ago that's a lot of

166:08

money. You know if you're offering a

166:10

young girl who's having a very hard time

166:12

that amount of money you know then they

166:14

they might get involved in it. So I

166:16

think what happened is also the last

166:18

time I saw him the last time he took me

166:20

there I was 22. So um you know and also

166:23

I'd put on weight and I become severely

166:25

bulimic. I was a a mess. So I guess um I

166:29

got out of his grasps from being um

166:32

disobedient and not um doing what he

166:35

wanted and also not going ahead with um

166:37

you know finding young girls for him or

166:39

any of that. So I would say that's

166:41

probably why I managed to get away. But

166:43

you know I like a lot of people know

166:45

their emails where I was emailing him

166:46

years later because I was petrified and

166:48

I just he had a horrible hold over my

166:50

head. He also emailed me like a lot in

166:52

2000. Not a lot, but like it would

166:54

happen like every year or two. I mean,

166:55

every like once or twice a year there'd

166:56

be a weird email between him and I like

166:58

he asked me about Sarah Ransom and if I

167:01

knew her, if she was a friend of mine

167:02

cuz when her and Virginia were coming

167:04

out against him. So, um yeah, I was just

167:08

petrified and but luckily I got away,

167:10

you know, and I suppose I got away

167:13

because I was useless to them because I

167:15

wasn't going to um partake in their evil

167:16

scheme.

167:19

It's always strange to me, and this is

167:22

not to sound like extremist or anything,

167:24

but it's it's it's strange that they

167:27

would allow someone like you to actually

167:30

just walk away and they wouldn't try to,

167:33

you know, like end your life when you

167:36

hear that

167:37

>> from so many people.

167:39

>> I've had my I've had my drink poisoned

167:41

many times. I almost wonder if they have

167:43

had tried to kill me. Um, I don't know.

167:47

But also, yeah, and I've had some

167:49

serious things happen like that where my

167:51

drinks been spiked, but um, also I

167:54

almost like I used to feel like he was

167:56

watching me through my camera on my

167:57

computer. That's also why I used to

167:59

sometimes email him and he'd always

168:00

email back like quickly. And um, you

168:03

know, I don't they I didn't see as much

168:06

as perhaps some other people saw. So

168:08

they might have thought I was just a

168:09

stupid young girl from Africa and I

168:10

wasn't going to figure it out. But, you

168:12

know, there's another side where I've

168:14

started to wonder if maybe Epstein knew

168:15

that they were going to come after him

168:17

one day and he sort of left those

168:18

disposable cameras in the kitchen and

168:20

sort of let you know so that I and and

168:23

gave me the pelvic exam like obviously

168:25

so that like one day I might figure it

168:28

out because um you know I don't really

168:30

know but the thing is he's obviously

168:32

working been working with a big group of

168:34

people and I it looks like they've just

168:36

blamed him for everything you know which

168:39

obviously he's a very bad man a very

168:40

evil man being involved and things like

168:42

this.

168:43

>> But um you know, one's got to remember

168:45

that there's a whole business behind it.

168:46

Like for instance um you know JP Morgan

168:49

and Epste had $1 billion worth of human

168:51

trafficking transactions through their

168:53

accounts. So you know we can assume that

168:55

Epstein was a recipient the bank is the

168:58

intermediary and so who's the sender?

168:59

Who are the senders? you know, and I

169:02

think that's what people need to look

169:03

into. And um so I don't know if I was

169:07

let to live because of, you know, he

169:10

maybe he knew that they were eventually

169:11

going to come after him.

169:13

>> Um also, you know, when I was there, the

169:14

Vanity article fair, the Vanity Fair

169:17

article came out about him and he got

169:19

very freaked out about all that. And

169:21

>> 2004 when I was actually

169:23

>> When was that? That was like 2004.

169:27

It was 2004 when it came out cuz I was

169:29

actually there when it came out cuz he

169:30

was in no state about it all

169:32

>> and and that was the last time he flew

169:34

me there. So you see it might also be

169:36

that he couldn't really fly people

169:37

around so much anymore. But the thing is

169:39

also I was 22 by that time and as we

169:42

know Epstein didn't like girls who were

169:44

over 22 and you know also you know I

169:48

just I I really don't know why they let

169:50

me go but I'm very very grateful to be

169:51

alive.

169:54

>> Me too. I mean, obviously I'm I'm so

169:56

glad you're here and you've been such a

169:58

such an inspiration, not only just for

170:02

fellow Epstein survivors, but just for

170:05

anybody around the world that has

170:07

suffered, you know, or or been

170:10

victimized in that way. Um, you've been

170:13

such an amazing example uh that people

170:16

can follow and you've saved, I'm sure,

170:19

countless lives um just by telling your

170:22

stories. It it's absolutely incredible.

170:24

>> That's

170:25

>> um because even I hear from people that

170:28

that watch or listen to my program and

170:31

say, you know,

170:33

I I got the courage to tell whatever

170:36

this person about what was happening to

170:39

me, hearing this person talk. And so

170:42

through your story, oh my god, I'm sure

170:44

there are thousands if not tens of

170:47

thousands of people that have been

170:49

saved. So, you're absolutely such an

170:53

incredible

170:54

incredible person and influence and I'm

170:56

I'm so happy that you're here. I'm I'm

170:58

happy I'm not happy that we're having

171:00

this conversation because of how

171:03

horrific the subject matter is, but I am

171:05

so happy that I'm just glad that you're

171:07

here and I'm I'm really thankful for

171:09

that.

171:10

>> Thanks so much, Colin. I'm really glad

171:12

you're here, too. And and thank you for

171:14

helping and, you know, to um shed more

171:16

light on all of this. you know, even if

171:19

if everything I did just helped one

171:20

person, it would be well worth it, you

171:23

know, and I just um you know, so many

171:25

people are hurt in this world. And

171:26

that's another reason I started speaking

171:28

out because if Epstein victims aren't

171:30

able to speak in the mainstream media,

171:31

then what about other victims of other

171:33

horrendous crimes? You know, coming from

171:34

an a place like Africa, it hits me hard,

171:37

children go missing. Is it not going to

171:39

be put in the in the media? You know,

171:41

they don't they put what they want there

171:42

because they own the media. people like

171:44

Gileain Maxwell's family used to own the

171:46

media, you know, own the media, own the

171:48

mind and the world. It's it's horrific.

171:51

So, you know, I'm just I hope that more

171:53

and more people speak out and,

171:55

>> you know, especially victims of horrible

171:57

crimes and victims of it. The thing is

172:00

to just find a good network of people

172:01

that you can trust and to slowly get

172:03

away in a safe a safe way, you know, cuz

172:06

it's it's it's horrible what happens to

172:08

people.

172:10

>> Is so I I have a few more questions. Is

172:13

that okay? I don't want to keep you too

172:15

long.

172:15

>> No, no, of course.

172:17

>> How did you feel and how did you take it

172:20

when you learned that Epstein had died?

172:24

What was your first reaction hearing

172:26

that news?

172:28

It was such a shock to be honest because

172:30

I thought that he was the kind of person

172:31

where he was, you know, he ran the

172:33

world. He made it out like he was

172:35

invincible and he ran things. So, um,

172:38

also it was a shock because like the all

172:40

the control he'd ever had over me sort

172:42

of just snapped it like it went, you

172:44

know, and I suddenly wasn't so

172:45

frightened anymore. The scary thing is I

172:47

don't even know if he is dead actually,

172:49

you know, cuz there's a lot of

172:50

speculation as to whether, you know,

172:52

with with their cloning labs and

172:54

everything, they could have sent a clone

172:55

to jail. We don't know if he's alive or

172:57

not. But um yeah, it was a a shock and

173:01

then like a relief and you know and also

173:04

just yeah it was mainly just a shock

173:06

actually because I was I'd been so like

173:08

frozen from it all for so long and then

173:11

slowly things started to sort of

173:12

untangle and you know my brother paid

173:14

for me to see therapists at the time

173:16

which helped hugely and I managed to

173:18

sort of um you know and also I was going

173:20

through the whole legal process against

173:22

the estate and you know the lawyers

173:25

helped me realize a lot because you know

173:26

in my mind he made out like I was a bad

173:29

person and I was a junkie cuz I smoke

173:30

weed and he made out like I was a poor

173:33

little nothing from Africa. So he he

173:36

just made me feel like I should be

173:38

really grateful to be there at all. So

173:40

you see in my mind I didn't even realize

173:42

like I knew that obviously I'd been

173:43

conned like they lied to me and said

173:45

they're taking me there for modeling but

173:47

he made it up like oh I'm not pretty

173:48

enough for modeling or I'm too fat or

173:50

whatever and I wasn't good enough and I

173:52

was um an embarrassment. And so you see

173:56

he had a way of sort of um trying to

173:58

break people down, you know, in that

174:00

way. So So it just it basically killed

174:03

my self-esteem and and you know, I never

174:05

told my family or anyone what happened.

174:07

I only told my one boyfriend until

174:08

Epstein died. I never told anyone what

174:10

happened except for one person. So yeah,

174:13

you know, that's why I feel terribly

174:15

sorry for a lot of the other girls

174:16

who've been through all of this because

174:17

it's

174:19

>> Yeah, I just it wasn't an easy situation

174:21

to be in at all. that news broke. It was

174:25

like

174:27

like he can breathe like he's

174:29

>> but but then he was coming for me in my

174:31

dreams. I had so many nightmares after

174:33

that of him coming for me and I dreamt

174:35

he was waiting for me in my house in my

174:37

dream. I went in my house and he was

174:38

waiting there for me and I was like so I

174:40

had a lot of um trauma of course you

174:42

know to you know the detangling of the

174:44

trauma I suppose is is what it is really

174:47

and I also came back to myself then you

174:50

know also um 5 months before Epstein

174:52

died I became a mom for the first time

174:55

and you know like much like Virginia

174:58

Gaffer I think when you have a child and

174:59

you realize how evil these people are it

175:02

sort of there's a maternal instinct that

175:04

comes out in you as a parent you know

175:06

like a lioness Yes. I mean, you realize

175:09

that, you know, it just changes one to

175:11

become a mom and and also just, you

175:13

know, I stopped going out. I'm I'm at

175:15

home with my little boy all the time.

175:16

So, you know, I used to go out and to

175:18

parties and drink and just try to

175:20

escape, you know, the stress of

175:21

everything. So, I guess I've had to face

175:24

a lot of things and I've had time to

175:25

sort of process. I'm obviously still um

175:29

on my way doing that cuz it doesn't

175:30

happen overnight.

175:32

But um you know slowly the the

175:34

psychological

175:36

um hold he had started to untangle and

175:39

and I started to also you know when I

175:41

got the settlement money I was able to

175:43

get off the hamster wheel of life cuz

175:44

you know I used to sell property. I also

175:46

worked in a restaurant before. I've done

175:47

many jobs. I had my I had I have an

175:49

e-commerce business. So um you know I

175:52

just I was able to sort of step away

175:54

from work and really like look into

175:56

things and also get therapy and go

175:59

through the trauma and also write things

176:00

down and do more research. And then I

176:02

started to just see more and more of um

176:05

how shocking it all is, you know, and

176:06

how much we've all been lied to as as

176:08

humans and all.

176:11

>> It's hard to believe. I mean,

176:16

wow. Talk about hard to believe. Um

176:20

>> as you know, Galain is trying to get out

176:24

of prison now. Uh, and I'm sure that you

176:28

have some thoughts on that and her

176:31

proclaiming essentially that she's

176:33

innocent and you know, she whatever she

176:36

stated that if Trump gives her clemency,

176:39

she will uh tell the full and honest

176:42

truth. Um,

176:45

>> so is Gain Maxwell a good person?

176:46

>> I mean, look at

176:47

>> her father alone stole money from 36,000

176:50

pensioners. Not from one, from 36,000

176:52

pensioners. You know, they're obviously

176:54

criminals of the worst kind. I know

176:56

people who were involved in all that

176:57

where people they know were murdered.

176:59

Anyone who tried to sort of take them on

177:01

for their money being stolen, murders,

177:04

you know, that's it's a serious crime to

177:06

steal money from that many people.

177:08

>> Um, no, she's obviously a very very bad

177:10

person. And

177:12

>> you know, and also pleading the fifth. I

177:14

think it's a load of [ __ ] Like it's

177:16

much like when they said they're going

177:17

to release the upper sitting waiting and

177:19

then, you know, why do they even bother

177:21

to do an interview where someone just

177:22

pleads the fifth? It's a waste of

177:23

everyone's time. they don't they don't

177:24

let themselves

177:25

>> um you know I I think she ought to speak

177:27

out as soon as possible for her soul

177:29

because otherwise she'll be rotting in

177:30

hell for eternity

177:32

um she most certainly should not be

177:34

getting out of prison after everything

177:35

that's happened and I just I suggest

177:37

that she tells people the truth um you

177:40

know I did an article with the BBC

177:42

yesterday also speaking about Maxwell

177:44

and how you know Prince Andrew his files

177:46

should be analyzed they they released my

177:48

emails they went through all my

177:50

information and I I was never working

177:52

with these bad book, but um you know

177:54

they they should look at their files.

177:56

They should be releasing like where are

177:58

all Maxwell's emails? I mean, I'm not

177:59

sure if there are any. And you know,

178:01

they've they've obviously gone and

178:02

filtered through and taken out a lot of

178:04

their important stuff. And it's quite

178:05

clear that she's a very evil woman from

178:08

a very evil family. And um I hope that,

178:11

you know, she finds redemption somehow.

178:14

>> But I don't know how that's going to

178:15

happen after, you know, if everything

178:16

they're saying is, you know, everything

178:18

in these files is accurate. I mean, I

178:21

would suggest that she tells everyone

178:22

the truth as soon as possible.

178:24

>> Do you think that the DOJ has uh in

178:28

America has been

178:31

actually

178:33

>> serving any justice?

178:34

>> They've released all my emails and they

178:35

weren't supposed to and the lawyers have

178:37

actually told them that they've got to

178:38

take them down, which they did very

178:39

quickly. But, you know, I someone told

178:42

me to tell them that. I was just I was

178:43

like, "Whatever, my emails are out. I

178:45

don't care. I've got nothing to hide."

178:46

Well, obviously it's hurtful because

178:47

people are going to point fingers at me

178:48

and think I was his friend, which I was

178:50

certainly wasn't. I was just petrified,

178:53

but um you know, obviously the emails

178:55

got onto the Jail thing by then anyway.

178:57

And whatever, you know, I want the truth

178:58

out and people can read my emails. I

179:00

don't care. They can bore themselves

179:01

reading it because you know, I wasn't

179:03

exactly saying we're buying muffins and

179:05

steaks and pizza. You know, my emails

179:08

were just I'm, you know, I didn't know

179:10

anything about all of that. But um yeah,

179:14

basically I think um you know they've

179:17

they've covered up a lot here and I I

179:19

think the DOJ has done a [ __ ] job, a a

179:22

horrific job. Apparently I could

179:23

actually sue them for what they've done

179:25

because it's not right. Like why why are

179:27

they wasting people's time reading my

179:29

emails when there's more serious stuff

179:30

going on here? Shouldn't they be

179:31

releasing Prince Andrews and Maxwell's

179:33

emails instead? Where are those emails?

179:36

You know, but there's obviously like,

179:37

you know, a narrative that they're

179:39

trying to control here. And I suppose

179:41

because I've been speaking out um you

179:43

know and created my own community of

179:44

amazing people helping they don't like

179:47

it. So they want to try and tarnish my

179:49

reputation and apparently I could sue

179:51

them for doing this and and maybe I just

179:53

will because f them. Sorry I don't want

179:56

to swear but you know it's [ __ ] How

179:58

dare they? And they also released like

180:00

um my legal documents and I was never

180:02

notified of any of this. They just And

180:04

then aren't they supposed to be

180:05

redacting victim's names? No. They leave

180:07

my name there and then they like redact

180:08

everyone else's names. Well, that's

180:10

great, isn't it? It just shows what

180:11

bastards they are and what liars they

180:13

are. Yeah. So, I'm not very happy. I I'm

180:15

actually furious at what they've done,

180:16

and I think they can all rot in hell.

180:24

Yeah. And it's clear that there's no

180:26

investigation or anything like that that

180:29

has really happened or is going to

180:31

happen. I mean, especially when

180:34

you got someone like Pam Bondi, who I

180:36

just absolutely despise, who gets

180:39

defensive when even asked just a simple

180:41

question about the handling of the

180:44

files. I mean, it's it's a total [ __ ]

180:47

show. And I can't despicable. It's

180:49

absolutely despicable. And like I've

180:51

been saying recently, it's not just the

180:53

Epstein victims who are victims of this.

180:55

It's it's the the public are victims of

180:57

this now too because it's been dragging

180:59

on for a long time and it's hurt people

181:01

very badly and it's about time that they

181:03

told the truth. So I'm I'm relieved that

181:05

that these emails have been released.

181:07

Okay. But the thing is like they haven't

181:10

done a very good job of it. And you know

181:13

I think that we need to look into like

181:15

people like like our conc Maxwell's

181:17

emails cuz where are those emails?

181:19

>> Yeah. Exactly.

181:21

>> Yeah. And what's the point of releasing

181:23

the emails and all this if nothing

181:26

>> Exactly. These people need to be held

181:27

accountable cuz that's what happened

181:29

before is like names get put out there

181:31

and then no one does anything about it.

181:33

So what are they going to do? You know

181:34

apparently in Poland they're

181:35

investigating all the people. You know

181:37

there are a couple of countries where

181:38

they're going to be investigating people

181:40

on the files but you know in America

181:42

what are they going to be doing about

181:43

it? Like how is this going to make a

181:45

difference? You know it's great that

181:47

it's out but what are they what are they

181:48

actually going to do about it?

181:50

Well, hopefully, you know,

181:53

just people like you continuing to speak

181:56

out, uh, individuals who have platforms,

182:00

hopefully continuing to speak about this

182:02

and getting the public at least,

182:05

um, aware and awake and uh, conscious of

182:10

what has been going on and what is going

182:12

on. And you know, for me, the goal is to

182:15

get people angry because it's like we

182:17

need people to feel that outrage at the

182:19

government. Um, and I'm hoping that soon

182:25

something will change and somebody will

182:27

do something.

182:28

>> Um, but you know, until then, I I just

182:31

don't have any faith in the DOJ at all.

182:34

>> What you said is amazing. But you're

182:35

quite correct because it's like a chain

182:37

reaction, you know, and it's also like

182:39

the domino effect like with these

182:41

bastards like you catch one and then you

182:43

know it's a domino effect

182:45

>> and a chain reaction within people being

182:48

horrified and disgusted. I don't think

182:49

it would be a very good idea for Bill

182:51

Gates or Bill Clinton to go out in

182:53

public again. You know, I don't I think

182:55

they're in danger now. So I suppose like

182:57

you're saying it's a mass awakening.

182:59

Even if the the people in positions of

183:01

power who are supposed to do something

183:03

about it won't, the people will do

183:04

something about it. And that's the thing

183:06

is what we need to realize. They're more

183:08

of us than there are of them. And

183:09

there's great safety in numbers.

183:11

>> It's true. And I mean the numbers, it's

183:15

all of us. We're the ones that can

183:16

facilitate this change. At least I I

183:19

believe, you know, and that's what what

183:21

is crazy to me. Like I did a whole

183:23

documentary on the Mark Dru uh ring in

183:26

Belgium and I went to like his

183:28

properties in Belgium and went to these

183:30

chateau where children have been

183:32

trafficked and everything and they had

183:34

those marches in Belgium and they had

183:38

300,000 plus people protesting the

183:41

government's handling of this ring

183:43

scandal. And then here in America, we we

183:46

haven't even had one protest. And this

183:48

thing is like 10 times bigger than that

183:51

scandal was in Belgium. And that's what

183:53

I think we need. We need to see people

183:55

like on the streets getting pissed.

183:58

That's what needs to happen.

184:00

>> If if they don't make things right

184:01

quickly, um I think that's why they

184:04

don't want the media to know about, you

184:05

know, the the general public to know too

184:07

much about these files yet because they

184:09

know that people are going to react.

184:10

there will be riots and you know these

184:12

bastards won't be safe anymore. So I

184:15

think they're trying to like sort of

184:17

slowly let people know. But yeah, you're

184:19

totally right. Um you know people aren't

184:21

going to like this and as people start

184:23

to slowly wake up, you're going to see a

184:25

big change happening. People won't be

184:27

trusting these people in positions of

184:28

power anymore. I mean who's who are

184:30

people going to vote for next time

184:31

round? Who are they going to vote for

184:33

now?

184:34

>> It's a good question. I guess we're just

184:35

going to have to wait and see. Um

184:39

>> well we vote for ourselves. That's who

184:40

we vote for. We vote for goodness. We

184:42

vote for love. You know, at the end of

184:44

the day, we don't need some idiot

184:45

running the country.

184:46

>> Cuz actually, you just need a good group

184:48

of people doing it. And if people aren't

184:50

being lied to, then actually the world

184:52

will completely change because there's a

184:54

lot of [ __ ] that comes out of the

184:56

media like racial segregation and

184:58

religious fights. A lot of stuff that

185:00

actually doesn't apply to any of us

185:02

because all we most people want is to

185:04

have a happy life and look after their

185:06

families. You know, we all have that in

185:08

common. But they try to make people

185:09

fight each other because they don't want

185:11

us fighting then. But I think it's got

185:13

to the point where people have had

185:14

enough.

185:16

>> Yeah. I mean, I I'm

185:19

kind of on the side where I would love

185:21

to see a full-on revolution like

185:24

dismantling of the current system

185:25

because it's so just broken and it

185:28

doesn't matter and it's just so far

185:31

beyond where it even used to be that

185:34

it's like it's just a joke nowadays. Um

185:37

but yeah, I mean the truth lies within

185:41

within us and and it's to say going back

185:43

to esoteric spiritualism and all of

185:45

that. It's all the powers within. You

185:48

got to look inside to grow and you got

185:49

to look inside and put out into the

185:52

universe the kind of energy that you

185:54

want to receive back. So if you put out

185:56

[ __ ] energy all the time, you're going

185:58

to have a terrible life. But even if

186:01

you're in the worst of circumstances and

186:02

you put out that good energy and you

186:04

fight for justice and truth, um I feel

186:07

like that's that that just comes back to

186:09

you and you feel that reflected. But

186:12

>> you're totally right. And I saw an

186:14

amazing saying recently where it's like,

186:16

you know, we get night and day on short

186:18

cycles. Apparently, like in the

186:20

universe, we have like we've been

186:21

through 600 days of darkness and we're

186:23

actually coming to light now. And you

186:25

know, like they say, vampires can't

186:27

survive in in proper light. And I think

186:30

it's like a vibration and an energy

186:32

where these bad people won't be able to

186:34

to stay around anymore. So I really

186:36

believe that we're coming to a time of

186:37

goodness and light because it's been a

186:40

really really hard time for the world

186:41

for, you know, a couple of hundred

186:42

years. I mean, if you think about all

186:43

the wars that have been happening and

186:45

there's been a lot of injustice, a lot

186:47

of good people have been murdered. And I

186:49

think, you know, the internet's helped

186:50

with sort of um raising awareness and

186:53

getting people speaking together.

186:54

Obviously, the internet can also be a

186:56

bad thing. So, I think people need to um

186:58

be careful about what they're looking at

187:00

and spend more time researching and and

187:03

helping and doing good because it's very

187:05

easy to fall into the internet if it's

187:06

like an abyss. You know, you can fall on

187:08

these Tik Tok shows. It's like and then

187:10

you've after like an hour you've been

187:11

sitting there, you're like, "What have I

187:13

been doing?" You know what I mean?

187:15

>> I know the feeling very well.

187:18

>> Brain rotting is a perfect way to

187:21

describe that.

187:22

>> Yeah. Um, so I got two final little

187:26

questions. Um, one, I I know I saw that

187:29

you you obviously had your diary. Is is

187:32

there any like passage from the diary

187:34

you'd be comfortable with reading or

187:36

sharing because

187:37

>> you know I wasn't okay. Well, my diary I

187:40

was more like writing down what was

187:41

happening. I'm not like one of those

187:42

people who journals like what's

187:44

happening. Like you can see like I was

187:45

studying at university and um you didn't

187:48

see like I had like okay my diary is

187:50

messy. Okay. Because we see the best in

187:52

people and often there is goodness and

187:54

>> no need to explain. I get it. Mine mine

187:56

was

187:58

>> like here you can see um I wrote here

187:59

that I met Clinton you know I wrote in

188:03

pencil met Kevin Spacy Chris Tucker you

188:06

know that happened on the 26th of

188:08

September.

188:09

>> Um so it's just it's sort of basic

188:11

journal entries where I was like what to

188:13

pack for New York which modeling

188:14

agencies and am I going to be joining?

188:17

Um, I wrote down a few dreams and stuff

188:19

in here,

188:20

>> but um, you know, this is the day I got

188:22

back from there. Look how disturbed I

188:24

was because I started painting. That's

188:25

when I got back, the day I got back from

188:27

there after they took me. And it was a

188:29

weird picture I cuz you can see in the

188:30

rest of my diary, I didn't really draw

188:32

things like that, you know. The rest of

188:33

my diary is pretty, you know, but then

188:36

here, that's when the day I got back

188:37

from there.

188:39

So, um, yeah, I mean I can send some

188:42

photos of this also so that people can

188:44

see it more clearly, but you know, it

188:46

just basically had like the flight

188:47

details and like things like that in

188:50

there, you know. I wasn't like writing

188:52

um a whole a whole lot of personal I

188:55

like like things about how I was feeling

188:56

and stuff. I was more like my diary was

188:58

for writing down appointments and you

189:01

know things to get ready, you know what

189:03

I mean for traveling and all that.

189:06

Ah, that's it's really powerful. Wow.

189:09

All right, last question. Um, and it is

189:13

kind of serious. Um, but

189:17

to the people who will watch slash

189:20

listen to this um who may be survivors

189:24

uh themselves of violence or

189:29

uh any sort of crime trafficking related

189:32

or you know related. What would your

189:34

message be to those people who who might

189:37

be listening right now?

189:38

>> Well, firstly, I'm just so sorry for

189:39

anyone who's being hurt and um you know,

189:42

the most important thing is to get

189:44

strong slowly but surely and to also

189:46

find a good network of people you can

189:48

trust. Um if you're in a dangerous

189:50

position, don't obviously don't let the

189:52

person know that you're going to be

189:53

getting away. But the thing is to just

189:55

get lots of sleep and try eat healthily

189:57

and build yourself up because a lot of

189:59

people who it's hard for them to to to

190:02

even rest and just to um you know just

190:05

find a good network of people who can

190:06

really help. If you can call up to law

190:08

enforcement um in your area, I would

190:12

suggest doing that and just to get away

190:14

as quickly as possible because you know

190:17

a lot of terrible things happen to

190:18

people. Um

190:20

and the main the most important thing is

190:23

to get get help quickly um from the

190:26

right people and to just get strong and

190:28

to get away slowly, not quickly, but to

190:31

just slowly distance yourself and you

190:33

know then snap get out of there. But

190:35

find people that you can trust first.

190:41

>> Well, you know, I think we're we're

190:44

good. Unless there's anything else you

190:47

want to say, I know we're going to

190:48

probably end up talking again.

190:50

>> Just definitely do another one and um it

190:52

was like so great chatting with you.

190:55

>> At the end of the day, wow. I mean,

190:59

the Epstein story is crazy. I mean,

191:01

there's there's so much that goes into

191:02

Epstein and the Epstein orbit, but I

191:04

found Juliet's contributions and her

191:07

thoughts, I found those to be incredibly

191:09

compelling because she brought in almost

191:11

a paranormal spiritual element to the

191:13

story, which I've seen other survivors

191:16

talk about. But to hear it from Juliet

191:19

and then after hearing these stories to

191:21

see the photos she sent me of her like

191:23

on the island mid trafficking um I don't

191:27

know it's crazy like seeing a shadow

191:29

form of Epstein with horns. I mean

191:31

that's so far out beyond the realms of

191:33

comprehension for most individuals and

191:36

for me myself honestly. I mean I've

191:37

never seen something truly like that.

191:39

I've seen a shadow figure wearing a hat.

191:42

And I've seen obviously tons of weird

191:44

little paranormal things, but I've never

191:46

seen someone transform obviously like

191:48

that. But do I believe her? Yes, I do

191:51

believe her. I believe that's what she

191:52

saw. And that's what we need to do. We

191:54

need to believe survivors. Um because

191:56

that's what we haven't been doing for

191:58

decades. And it's time that that

192:00

narrative is switched around because

192:03

yeah, listening to what she had to say

192:04

was, I mean, horrific. But Juliet is

192:07

once again, just like Beatatrice, an

192:09

incredibly, incredibly strong person.

192:12

And it's these women that are going to

192:14

change the world. And it's the

192:16

courageousness of these women that has

192:19

helped break this story open, teach

192:21

people about this issue, and they've

192:24

saved countless lives. I mean, truly, I

192:26

get emotional talking about it, but I

192:28

mean, I said it with both Beatatrice and

192:30

Juliet. You know, we all talked about

192:32

it. If they could save one life, then

192:34

they both said it's worth it. But I'm

192:36

sure that they've saved thousands, if

192:38

not tens of thousands. And yeah, so

192:41

that's today's episode. We will be back

192:43

next week with another paranormal

192:45

episode. But things are going to be

192:48

changing here soon, and we're going to

192:49

have to sit down and have a little bit

192:51

of a talk when it comes to that. But you

192:53

know that I love each and every one of

192:55

you guys so much. Thank you all for

192:56

supporting the show for so many years

192:58

and for being here. Um, truly you guys

193:00

have made my dreams come true. And for

193:03

me, I have always wanted to use my

193:05

platforms for change. I have argued for

193:09

I've argued against racism. I've gotten

193:11

into fights with Confederates online.

193:13

I've called out Nazis online.

193:16

Um, I've lobbied for the construction of

193:19

memorials dedicated to victims of racial

193:21

violence, which they actually ended up

193:23

building, which was cool. I was featured

193:24

on the local news for that. I don't know

193:26

if I played any part in it, but you

193:28

know, I'd like to think that I somewhat

193:30

did because I was on the news and I

193:32

started a petition that got thousands of

193:33

signatures and I blasted it out on my

193:35

socials and then they finally after

193:38

decades built the monument. Um, but

193:40

yeah, now that I have this these

193:42

platforms, I've wanted to dedicate them

193:44

to topics that that I believe in. And

193:46

for me, um, that is the exposing of

193:50

organized, uh, might have to censor that

193:53

word, but it's something that no one has

193:56

talked about that survivors have been

193:58

trying to talk about for years that I'm

194:00

connected to that for like just my own

194:03

story. I was almost victimized when I

194:04

was younger and I just narrowly escaped.

194:08

Um, and then and yeah, working with

194:11

these victims and survivors, it's just I

194:14

can't even describe it to y'all. I've

194:16

cried. I've become infuriated with the

194:20

system. I've had many hugs, swapped

194:23

many, many words of not only

194:25

encouragement, but gratitude and

194:28

thankfulness. And I know that I'm on the

194:30

right path, and this is what I I just am

194:32

destined to do. And there are people

194:33

that are not going to like these series

194:35

that we've been working on. But when you

194:38

guys see what's coming, you will

194:39

understand why this has been a thing for

194:41

so long. And I'm so excited to share

194:43

that with y'all. But, uh, yeah. We'll

194:46

see you guys next week. Thanks for

194:47

joining us today. I love y'all so much.

194:50

Please try to stay up to date on the

194:51

news because this is a obviously a

194:53

rapidly evolving story. And uh yeah,

194:56

stay spooky.

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