i literally lost everything (not clickbait)

so this is pretty bizarre see this home

behind me really important right now

we're standing in the Western Hills

Country Club

and when I was a child we came to

Florida with nothing

and we lived in little apartments and my

dad took jobs as a carpenter and

eventually built his own business as a

kitchen designer and then kitchen

installer and we would basically in

Aventura we would sell people kitchens

well my dad would like I was I was a

child

and we went from living in apartments to

living in a house in Plantation smaller

house and then we moved finally as my

parents unfortunately started to go

through their divorce

we were just in the process of buying

this house my dad had made it he had

come from Germany with a skill provided

value and we moved to the Western Hills

Country Club

which was really amazing I celebrated uh

the Millennium here going from 1999 to

2000 uh you know we didn't have

accordion shutter so I remember

installing the shutters myself with my

dad and my hands getting scratched up

you know I was seven eight nine actually

by the time I was nine we had already

well we were forced to leave

basically as the divorce uh wore on and

the economy fell into recession think

about it we celebrated the Millennium

what happened then.com bubble 2001 two

we're in recession kitchen sales go to

crap

divorce happens debt happens can't

afford to pay for the property anymore

we lose it

we literally go from this

to renting like back then probably the

equivalent of a sixty thousand dollar

apartment and our car is getting

repossessed

uh yeah it's pretty dramatic uh so

what's bizarre about being here

I remember all these houses all too well

what's bizarre about being here is uh

Lauren and I we were trying to figure

out what why do I always have this this

anxiety problem where I have to work uh

and and I feel like if I'm not working

like like something's wrong and I'm just

it's always like okay all right

YouTube's done let's go do real estate

okay that's done let's go do research

okay that's done let's go do stock

hacker or whatever

we realized potentially one of the

reasons I have that problem is because

as a child I went from having nothing

to having an amazing life in this

community for two and a half years you

know private school we had a wave runner

in that driveway uh you know we helped

plant those palm trees we put the fence

up around the property because it used

to just have a little fence around a

pool so we're like oh let's get rid of

this fence and put it all the way around

the property so it just felt a little

more open that way uh and we're talking

about those metal fences not like the

children Gates so when you fall in kids

don't judge like anyway

um

yeah so went from basically nothing

dad's entrepreneurial efforts to this

which is incredible I mean now this is

probably depending on what condition

it's in it's probably a 1.5 million

dollar home I don't know I guess I could

have looked at this estimate but again

it depends on the condition uh and uh my

dad actually unfortunately after the

divorce and the dad and the recession

and losing his job and business

everything we also lost the house uh so

house was sold I mean we're upside down

on it it was probably for like I don't

know High 300 thousands now it's you

know one and a half militants insane

anyway so high 300 thousands and um yeah

then it went from here all your friends

uh all of these houses there were kids

in them we'd play I mean this is where

we do

yeah

oh man it's a weird fireworks you know

learn how to ride a bike out here oh

it's such intense

um

to to all of it being gone uh yeah to no

no friends no sorry I don't think I can

finish this video no private school

anymore nothing

yeah and it just

it's pretty rough so I think yeah anyway

I think that's the point of people ask

why do you work so hard I think it's it

was that roller coaster I never want to

experience again or put anyone through

I'm just gonna go