You’re Doing Better Than You Think — This Is the Hardest Dimension to Exist In!

got to clear up some things.

[clears throat] This dimension,

especially when you're incarnated in

this uh human form, this amplifies

everything. It's it's almost like a

strong drug trip for the consciousness.

Consciousness is formless. Consciousness

doesn't have a vehicle. So, it can't

experience form unless it has a vehicle

to like drive through the form. Well,

there's different planes of existence

which has more

uh

lighter forms than this heavy car. It's

like the difference between uh a car

like this, what we have here on Earth,

automobiles, versus like uh UFOs or

something. UFO, you can just just get

there easy. They're fine-tuned

vehicles,

efficient.

here. Let's let's say you have an old 85

uh Ford Escort

doesn't run right. There's it's

imbalanced. The engine, the

transmission, the tires, everything,

suspension. Okay, so this is what it's

like.

It's different though for some it's much

worse than others. For some here, maybe

they're driving a a BMW or Mercedes or

Toyota Camry. That's what I have. That

runs more smooth. It's more there's

there's less problems versus if you have

some,

you know, escort or a Yugo. Remember the

Yugos?

They were out like for two years or

something. Then I remember a guy I was

selling cars with. He he was driving a

Yugo. People used to make fun of him

until he outsold everybody and then

bought a brand new car. So, you never

know. But here, you can't just upgrade

your car. are so easy because of of

certain karmic laws and destiny. We're

we're here with a certain destiny and

not everybody's destiny is the same.

Doesn't matter. Bottom line, compared to

this this realm compared to other

realms, this is a very dense, high

pressure, intense realm to exist on.

Therefore,

don't let the idea or thought because

you read it somewhere or heard it

somewhere that says, "Yeah, but if I was

like more spiritual, then there would be

more balance." We're I'm going to go

over what it means to to be in a human

body, physical body, emotional body,

mental body. This is we're we're we're

dipped in deep delusion, layers of

delusion.

And so the mind thinks, well, if I was

like really spiritual,

I just wouldn't have any any issues.

They wouldn't things would be smooth.

And I want to drive home the point. It's

not that's not it's not that you're not

spiritual.

It's not a spiritual failure. It's like

a mechanical failure. your your body's

biology

is not really up to par. That's the

failure. That's a divine mistake,

though, because that's what causes you

to

work through karma and burn karma, burn

identity. All right? Karma people get

confused. Burns identity

and can liberate you. I'm going to make

another video how this is the only plane

that can really liberate you. Ironically

enough, the other planes are easier. The

identity is thinner.

You don't you don't come into such an

extreme,

you know, plane of intense duality and

you don't have a, for example, in the

astral plane, you don't have a nervous

system that just amplifies everything.

Here, you're everything's amplified.

your experiences, your feelings, your

life and death, survival mechanisms at

play. You you it's it's intense. You

don't have that on the other planes

here. You feel pain. You feel exhausted,

fatigue.

You think that's what are you gonna you

you think that doesn't impact

how

the deepest part of your being, your

spiritual self, you don't think that is

going to impact how that flows through?

Of course it does. So the different

layers of of delusion that the the

consciousness is steeped in, you're

embodied in delusion. This is why this

in some more intense than others.

They're they're

their vehicle is malfunctioning more

than others. That's why you can't

compare yourself to anybody because like

you have a total different karmic

configuration than them.

And that's why be very careful who you

listen to because they're speaking

they're speaking based on their dream

that they're living in and they're

speaking to a certain even even the the

spiritual teachers they're speaking to a

certain audience. They're on their own

trip. Don't try to apply that to you.

The things that should apply to you are

the things that intuitively resonate

with you. You have to develop the

intuition. Otherwise, you'll be lost.

Otherwise, the mind gets confused and

starts trying to compare itself to a

whole different

a whole different being that's on a

total different trajectory.

has nothing to do with you, but your

mind's like comparing your your

expression of spirituality to them. It's

it's you get brain damage. That's

delusional.

That's the other the other thing that's

difficult about this plane. You got all

different levels of consciousness all

mixed together here. You got collective

level consciousness, which is like a

they're like it's like group

consciousness. They're all pretty much

thinking the same thing, doing the same

thing.

It's almost like a group soul, but it's

not because they're in human form, but

it's it's a it's a collective big

group that where consciousness functions

the same in all them. Then you have

individual level of consciousness. These

are the beings I'm talking to. I I can't

really help the mainstream. It's the

life force doesn't move me to. And

there's enough enough people and videos

and books out there that only talk to

mainstream. So there's no shortage of

people that are trying to guide them.

But then you have the individuals which

I I have some inner feeling to speak to.

You have your own destiny, your own

specific karmic things that you're

working on. It's different than

everybody. Yeah. So those beings can get

they can have a hard go.

But here's the irony. You could be on

the last arc, so to speak, of your soul

journey.

you finish this karma and and finish

your assignment here, your karmic

contract that you come here to do,

you'll be free, man. I'm making a video

on that, too. This next series of

videos.

Yeah, we're going to hit all these

things, you know. So, the physical body

though,

it's one layer of delusion. You got the

nervous system. You got the lyic system.

You got the biology. You got all the

different chemistry, hormones, steroids.

You so much chemistry that that has that

[clears throat] the chance of getting

out of balance. When that gets out of

balance, that affects you. When nerve

nerve signals start,

you know, going haywire, it affects

everything.

your your level of energy, how you react

to people, uh how you feel when you get

up in the morning, if you're able to

meditate or not,

your interactions with people, can you

can you go work? Your your efficiency

when you go work and have a job, how

much money, your potential of making

money, all these things,

your potential for relationships, your

capacity,

your biology affects all that. But

that's not related to your spirituality.

This is this is I really want to drive

home this point because this is a deep

delusion. I was doing a private session

with a girl and we were that came up. We

were talking about that. Your

spirituality doesn't erase your biology.

I don't care what anybody says. It

doesn't. It could.

It could. It could. [laughter]

You could. I'm making another video on

that, too. when when and why certain

miracles can happen that can just kind

of rewire your whole orientation.

I'll say this, it's very rare. Number

one, and number two, when it does

happen, it has nothing to do with you.

It's not personal. It's because that was

seen as a good for the whole. And so

maybe there was some miracle that took

place. I'm going to make another video

on that. But it has nothing to do

spirituality. You can h you can be very

high level and still have a very

imbalanced biology which can affect your

expression in your physical experience.

You have spiritual peace, you have

physical peace. Don't mix the two

together. I mean, you can, but you're

it's you're going to cause more trouble

for yourself. It's like if you have the

ocean, you have the depth of the ocean,

and then a tsunami hits the ocean. The

depth of the ocean isn't affected. It's

the waves. It's the surface level that's

affected. It's all rough. Ocean's cool.

The the depth of the ocean's cool. It's

the same in our being. Our true nature,

our deepest intangible formless nature,

essence.

It's not affected by the biology that's

at peace. But on a physical level, which

is

how the consciousness wants to focus

right now, it localizes itself on a more

physical surface level within the

delusion of these bodies. that

expression can can express less peace if

you have a very imbalanced

uh car that you're driving the physical

body, mental body, emotional body.

The problem is you get you get people

with a different karmic

uh configuration

come here. they don't have those

imbalances and then they'll start

talking to you like there's something

like even even they're inferring it

indirectly even if they're doing that it

it's getting in because I deal with this

brain damage from people so I know they

these people that are speaking who don't

relate to you or understand you

it's like they're inferring that there's

something wrong with you and if you were

more spiritual if you could just

meditate or if you can just realize wait

I'm not this I'm not this body uh that

it's as easy as that. No, it's not. If

that was the case, if if spirituality

erased biology, then the masters would

live forever. Once you realized your

source, you'd just live forever. But yet

Ramana Maharshi, he had cancer. Naza

Sagata had emphyma. Buddha had a

bacterial infection he got from eating

some bad food. I mean, the list goes on

and on.

So it doesn't your spirituality doesn't

balance out your biology. It can reduce

symptoms sure because when the nervous

system relaxes then there can be less

symptoms but it depends on how severe

the biology is imbalanced. It's all

these factors. So the physical body man

is a hell of a thing to have to work

with and navigate and and of course

that's going to affect your expression.

It has nothing to do with your level of

spirituality. This I want to drive home.

I don't know how many can hear it

because the conditioning's strong.

Something says, "No, but really if I was

more spiritual,

[sighs] I just don't think I'd have

these problems." I say, "Okay, that's

okay. Keep believing that. You can't

help it anyway. Believe that until you

realize it's not true. I did." So, you

have the physical body that's very

limited and imperfect. Then you have the

emotional body that intensifies the hell

out of your feelings and emotions. It

amplifies it because the nervous system.

It just that's how it works.

And then you have trauma. That's

emotional body. And you have childhood

wounds that get activated when somebody

says something or if you're in a

relationship. All of a sudden your

partner becomes your mother or dad who

abused you or hurt you. And then you

take it out on them and then you wonder

why you reacted so much. Oh, what's

wrong with me? That's all biological

stuff that we got to work through.

Deep delusion.

The consciousness is embodied right now

in deep delusion. No matter how high

level a person is, if you see them in a

human form, they're diluted. Period.

They may be more refined. Delusion might

be, you know, a little less, but they're

diluted. You have to be. If we really

woke up totally while in this form, we

just dematerialize.

But so we're not supposed to.

Consciousness wants to wear the 3D

headset for a for a while and uh learn

what it has to learn. Then it takes it

off and then we're an astral plane. And

then it's like we can relax a bit. Then

we enjoy the fruits of our labor that we

put in here. If we put in any th those

beings who were just unconscious here

and acted a fool, then they're going to

be in that loop again when they go to

astral. It's just the laws of how it's

all about frequency.

All right. I wrote some things because

as you can see, it's a good it's a good

uh topic. Okay. The mental body.

You got the physical body. We talked

about emotional body. Now you got the

mental body and the mind.

So, I've listed all the delusions that

come from the physical and emotional. It

don't stop there. Then we got the mental

body conditioning that we absorb growing

up, family and society and and like we

get programmed with all these ideas and

dogma and and it's not even our own

truth. We're just repeating what we

heard. all that conditioning and we got

bad habits that we get usually because

we're trying to at least unconsciously

balance our biology because it's a it's

it's hard to live with. It's painful. We

have a nervous system, physical body. We

feel pain, some more intense than

others. So then we pick up bad habits

trying to balance trying to buffer the

pain. That's okay. You're not going to

get punished for that. When you drop

this body, all that drops away, too. You

don't you don't have the biology

anymore. You don't have the nervous

system anymore. So any any habits you

had here that that you were using to

buffer that that's they go too. What

stays what sticks? What causes you to

come back here? It's another video is

identity. Do you feel

Ask yourself this question all the time.

Contemplate it. And some days your

[clears throat] answer will be more

intense than others. Do you really

believe yourself to be this little

thing, this human bot body with its

emotions and all that? It feels real.

Yeah, I'm not talking about that. Of

course,

don't don't deny that it doesn't feel

real. But do you really think this is

what you are? Do you feel this is what

you are? Not intellectually. Just sense.

Does something know that's not this

isn't what you are. This is the benefit

of like in the last video if people

experienced astral projection or

near-death experiences or deep

meditations. When you leave the body,

you realize, damn, yeah, this physical

body is not me.

Actually, nobody's me. Even the astral

body is not me. But it's a more subtle

body. So, contemplate that question.

Do I really think this is like is this

me?

And if you know it's not you,

[snorts] then this imbalance to biology,

this imbalance the these these all these

little personality defects you have. I'm

making a video on that too. How that

doesn't matter. Those things you don't

take so serious.

Even the painful this this is the

challenge. the painful situations in

disorders and health situations or

relationships you're in or money

problems you you somehow don't take you

because you've already recognized to

some degree this isn't you. This is a

this is a character God's own little

self-portrait that it made and it's

playing through this character. It like

wrote a fable through this character and

it's playing it out. When you know that

you somehow let you let this karmic

process happen and unfold.

If you do that, if that's where if

that's a real spiritual practice, see

because then [clears throat]

that's the only thing that matters

really when it gets right down to it in

terms of liberation.

It's not how you look on the outside and

are you smiling and namaste and no,

that's like superficial. What really

matters is the identity. How much do you

really

identify with this human puppet self

with all its little issues and I have to

overcome this or this is me and I need

to overcome this so that I can do this

and all that. How much do you really

believe in that? [clears throat] If you

don't,

this is you're super on your way to

freedom.

Then you don't have to come back here

unless you want to somehow you come back

to serve or do something but you're not

compelled. The process won't be

involuntary and automatic because you

don't have that karma to bring you back

because you don't feel like you you need

that there's a strong you that needs to

finish this has to work on this. No,

this thing gets finished when it gets

finished. You you you don't take it

personal. It's like not your business.

The same like if somebody else out here

has some uh struggle with their heart or

something. They have heart problems

and you don't know them. It's like it's

like not your business. You like you

don't take it too serious. It's not

personal. But your little self you take

super personal.

You're never going to have the same

distance that you have between you and

yourself as you and somebody else. But I

mean because it's impossible cuz

conscious cons conscious wearing the 3D

headset. So you're supposed to feel like

there's a you and and that it's real and

it's like you know it's intimate serious

but you can you can step that way down.

The identity thins out. This is all that

matters. So having a mental body

makes the identity very strong when we

when we come here. Most people they have

no idea what we're talking about when we

say you're not you. They just don't they

don't know what you're saying because of

the delusion is so strong. This this

mental body is super strong and then it

builds an ego. The ego is the identity.

Ego means ego is not when you say I'm

the best spiritual teacher in the world.

Huh? That that's that's like a symptom

of ego. Real ego means individual strong

belief and individual autonomy that

there's this individual

I mean individual self.

You really believe that's what you are.

That's ego. So here on this plane

because we're we're steeped in such

delusion so many layers of bodies that

ego is strong. That identity is strong.

I'm listing the ways of why this plane

of existence is hard and unlike any

other plane. That's my point. I'm not

listing all these to it's not a

pessimistic thing like oh you might as

well just kill yourself now. No, I'm

speaking more to those people because I

know people had brain damage like I used

to with the self judgment, negative

selft talk and comparing to others. It's

like you have to bring things in

perspective and look what you're dealing

with while you're living on this plane.

This will grow your spirituality quicker

if you're smart about it. If you because

you won't take it so serious because you

know it's not you. It's a costume you're

wearing. Your costume's like flawed.

Everybody's costume is, but some more

than others. This isn't an even playing

field. We're all born the same way and

the same, you know, we have the same

chance. No, no, not at all. Some people

are I've made a video before this is

special forces training.

Okay. So you got to deal with that this

mental body. Okay. So on top of the

physical body emotional body mental body

then you have karmic contracts. You you

come here the individuals did the

collective they they're still kind of

here just to learn what it is to be in a

body and oh this is life and they're

here here to build a self-image. You've

been there done that. you. It's your

time now to dissolve the self-image.

This is what's tricky. All these

different levels of consciousness and

and YouTube sends it to everybody. So,

I'm like, "All right, what you know what

can you do?" [clears throat] So, you

have the karmic contracts and I made a

video about the four main categories

usually. One, everybody predominates

generally more strongly in one of these

categories. either struggles with money,

struggles with relationships, meaning

romantic relationships, family, family

karma is a huge one and um health. Those

are your f four main categories. And

usually the soul will incarnate and have

a contract to with one of those

categories because that's what

that's the because you hit bottom. That

causes that causes a lot of pain which

then brings up your identity with this

human self which then causes you to

suffer it which then causes awakening

and that can only happen on this

physical plane.

So you have you have the three bodies of

delusion then you have the karmic

contracts you come here to solve.

That's a lot of stuff to deal with,

isn't it?

And so then on top of that, people are

like measuring their spirituality like,

"Oh, I don't feel like smiling at

everybody today." I got in trouble once

smiling. I was I practiced that. I was

like I was like 20. I was in LA,

downtown LA, and I said, "I'm going to

practice smiling. I just smile at

everybody. Be spiritual."

I ended up smile smiling at these game

banners. And we, you know, we almost

threw down. I realized, wait a minute,

this is the mind like impersonating

spirituality. So anyway, you don't don't

worry about the particular form or

expression that your life is taking. You

you focus on identity and ask God, ask

intuition, ask be open to being free of

that. That's all that matters. Whatever

your expression is is your expression.

Some gurus live out in the wilderness

and they throw rocks at people who come

to their house. But super high level

beings. See,

see an in astral you don't have you

don't have the nervous system. You don't

have the the the biological

density. You don't have the survival

mechanisms at play. You don't have all

these things that make life so heavy

there. So perception and clarity is just

easy. You don't have all that. So don't

expect. So you see why I'm trying to

help I talk about astral to help you

understand the difference. It's the same

you. The soul's the same in physical or

astral but it's wearing a different

costume. Here you're wearing a very

heavy costume. Hence your experience

here is going to be generally much

heavier and limited than if you're on

astral.

astral. You don't you're not being

weighed down by all this

clutter, all this machinery. So you can

just your your lightness of being is is

easy. It's feel you feel it. It's right

there. Your perception and clarity about

things. It's just clear. You're not

being, you know, bothered by by

imbalances. So you can see things clear.

When you got a bunch of distractions

going on,

what do you think? You You can just skip

down the street. You're supposed to skip

down the street and say peace, love, and

light, everybody.

It's just not realistic. Sometimes we

have to apply some intuitive common

sense to this uh spiritual realm.

Otherwise, you you just get lost even

deeper into delusion. That's why I've

said before I

sometimes prefer talking to people who

know nothing about the spiritual field.

They don't study it or nothing because

I'm I'm getting more of a real

connection with them. They're just more

real.

The ego loves the spiritual realm. It's

probably its favorite because it's the

hardest to catch out in this realm. It

hides and hides and plays. And

so don't don't worry if your peace is a

bit stepped down here on this dimension.

That's not your physical peace, your

physical happiness. It has nothing to do

with your It's not a measuring stick for

your realization or your spirituality.

Do you know that though? It's not a

belief. It's not an opinion. Not not

it's not I'm not I'm not saying it like

that. I'm saying it as though it's the

real truth. Do you know it's the real

truth though? That that's all that

matters because then you're the one that

you we all have to get liberated in our

own individual way. We as an individual

we can't nobody else can liberate you.

So these these realizations you have to

realize for your own self. But the

benefit of reading them or hearing

people speak

can wake up your own dormant

understanding and knowledge. This is the

purpose of videos and the purpose for my

books. I wrote a good spiritual book.

You can see the link on the description

that I endeavor to break down

spirituality in share what it really is.

It's not some new age kind of in thing

now to to be spiritual. It's not about

the act or the expression. It's about

transformation.

I have some books on preserving your

sexual energy. I don't remember the last

time I I announced the books. I'm told I

should announce it every two or three

videos. So, that's what I'm doing now.

And I have a book on true health because

I have to I had to learn especially if

you have imbalanced biology nervous

system your your practical lifestyle

habits are going to make a big

difference in terms of your experience

in this physical form. I learned that

diet and lifestyle habits and and

practical things preserving my

conserving my sexual energy who made a

huge difference man. That's why I share

about them in the the books I wrote.

All right. So, the last thing I want to

touch on.

I mean, I pretty much went through this,

but

Earth is a transformational plane. It's

not a heavenly realm or hell realm.

It it there's hell and heaven and

everything in here and mixed in here,

but it's not a specific plane that's

heavenly or nor hell. It depends. It

depends on so many things of what our

experience is is going to be. Our state

of consciousness is going to determine

if it's heaven or hell. Now, here's the

here's the thing.

On physical level

because of limitations, because of

karma, you can be in hell. You can feel

like hell. But if your realization is

increasing, you can sense the heaven

though still that's underneath at the

remember the ocean example, the deep

waters of your being that you we can

call that heavenly.

Don't try to imagine what that is

because it it's not it. It's just not

it.

you discover for your own self. It

doesn't mean

I can feel this peace inside but

but like why isn't it erasing the

physical uh discomfort? You I'm still in

physical hell. It's it's a super

paradoxical oxymoron but only this plane

can offer that that kind of experience.

This is a crazy plane

but it has the it's the biggest

opportunity here for transformation for

that's the game of life transformation

identity.

Our formless self chose to embody in

delusion and think it's that delusion

and then it suffers that and then it

wakes up. That's takes place here in

this dimension because of the strong

duality and compression and intensity.

That's what causes one to start

reflecting

and challenging this identity with being

this little human self.

When you start to challenge that and see

it, your life can get much worse for a

little bit. This is why you hear people

sometimes they say, "Oh, I started

awakening. My life got really bad."

Yeah. You start to see this delusion,

but yet you see you can't do much about

it. You don't have the power to like,

it's not enough just to be a non-dual

oak and say, "Well, I realize it doesn't

exist and that's it." Yeah. Wouldn't

that be nice? So on this plane, you get

embodied in delusion. You start to see

the delusion. You suffer that delusion.

You feel the burning of that delusion.

Then you start to wake up. That's the

benefit of this plane. I'm going to talk

more about that in another video. So,

don't [clears throat] worry about it if

this life feels um

brutal. You you're not broken. You can't

break your real self, but you're in a

hell of a intense classroom right now.

This is a very hard classroom and for

some more than others. Have compassion

for yourself.

You're you're going to make it through

it. You It's just a fact. It's just the

less you can take this self so personal

and like oh this is me suffering and I

need to the the spiritual identity we

have to dissolve too I need to overcome

this and be spiritual

you know all that that's identity yes

yes there's a natural inclination that

you want to evolve and grow yeah of

course honor that cooperate with that

you have to sense the difference though

between what's natural and to its deep

identity.

The more you can do that, the less

intense this will feel. But don't don't

have an idea of what less intense means.

The mind will come up with some idea of

what less intense means means and then

measure it and say, "Oh, I haven't

reached that yet." You see how it's

tricky?

Life is what it is, man. Your your

karmic destiny is what it is. You're

doing some heavy duty work here. Know

that. That's it. I'm out. I see it.