NoFap Day 328

All right, welcome to nofap day 328. It

is about 9:40 a.m. right now here for

me. And uh yeah, I just woke up uh like

20 minutes ago. Had a hot shower.

Usually I have a cold shower in the

morning, but I've been a bit sick. Last

few days I've had a cold, so I was like,

"Yeah, let me just have a hot shower to

not get even sicker, right?" Um but yes,

I had that. brushed my teeth, weighed

myself and and lo log the weight in my

fitness pal because I'm also bulking

and I was 86.6 kg today which is I

believe about 190 lb pounds. So, um

yeah, we're we're going we're going

strong on the bulk. But then after that,

I made my bed. As you can see right here

on top there is the book that I'm

currently reading.

See, I'm see it's it's been a good day

so far. And uh the plan for today is

that I'll do a [ __ ] ton of maths right

here cuz I've got an an exam coming up

tomorrow. And um I got to dial in I

graduate high school in like what is it

about man? It's it's honestly like just

about two months. It's the end of March

right now. And so then in the in early

June I graduate. So, you know, you just

got to push through and that's it. But

get it get it done, man.

I'm getting serious [ __ ] voice cracks

now when I'm when I'm a bit sick and my

throat is a bit [ __ ] up, but yeah,

man. Yeah. Cool.

So, um I'll do this stuff basically open

to goal, which means that I will do math

until I'm ready for the exam.

And uh yeah, that's the plan, man. I'm

not trying to get like A's necessarily

or anything like that. I'm not like

prioritizing it over my normal goals. Of

course not. But um I still want to get

decent grades cuz it's I kind of like

have an agreement with my parents that

you see, bro, I can't even speak

properly. But either way, I kind of like

have an agreement with my parents that

if um you know, if I do well in school,

if I keep going to school and I graduate

and I get decent grades, then they're

going to like um assist me and support

me on my grind. Like they're going to

buy the foods that I want for my bulk

and they're going to pay for my phone

bill and my gym membership. And if I

want want to buy books, they'll buy it

for me and that kind of stuff. And if I

want to go on a trip somewhere, they'll

they'll take me there. Like me and my

father are planning to go. Um we were

planning to go on a road trip in the

United States in June, like after I

graduated and like um hike some

mountains and do some cool [ __ ] like

that. And uh like in specifically in the

the west of the US, like California, uh

Nevada, like Vegas, um Arizona,

we were planning to go up to Yellowstone

in Wyoming, then Colorado, some hiking

there.

But um and then to visit some family

family friends in Atlanta.

In Atlanta. Bro, why am I getting

[ __ ] huge voice cracks while I'm a

bit sick? Okay. It's like when you just

wake up in the morning, your voice is

like significantly deeper than usual.

But then for me, I'll also have like

significantly more voice cracks, bro. My

god. In the morning than anywhere else.

So that's pretty interesting. Yeah. So,

we were going to visit some family

friends in Atlanta as well, but

okay. But with the kind of the war

situation right now and like Iran and

that kind of kind of stuff and uh

they're like threats to the US and [ __ ]

I think they threatened to like bomb the

the [ __ ] the West Coast like the

California thing like in California.

And uh my dad would basically have to

like uh you know pay 10 grand or

whatever to book flights and hotels like

right now cuz it's the demand to go on

like trips there is really high and a

lot of people do it. So you got to plan

in advance and book in advance. But

since there may be a possibility that we

won't go if the kind of war situation

escalates or even just subsist like

continue like it is right now until that

point then it's probably not worth it to

go there even though the risk is

obviously very small that something

happens. Um but it's like why take the

risk you know we can just do it later

when the when everything's calmed calmed

down but instead of that we were

planning to go to um probably South

Africa and go and like do safari and

that kind of stuff which I always wanted

to do. I love nature and animals and and

wildlife and stuff. So that'd be [ __ ]

awesome. And um so things like these are

the reason for why I go to school. I

have an agreement with my parents. I

don't think school itself is for me

useful at all. I think it's a [ __ ]

scam for most people. I think going to

university is absolutely utterly

ridiculous. Like why would you spend

three, four, five, sometimes even more

than that years to increase your earning

capacity by like 1.5x. Like right now I

could get a job at [ __ ] McDonald's or

like as a shelf picker like what do you

even call it? Like um you know just put

like um foods and [ __ ] into the

supermarket as a worker there like a

warehouse worker whatever. I could do

that and make like 25 grand a year right

now as a guy with no education quote

quote no quote education like no formal

education. But I could go also go to uni

and then after that how much money would

would I make? Well, I'd probably be able

to get a job for like 50 60k a year,

maybe tops 80, you know, it's like a

it's an incremental improvement. It's

like, you know, 150 to 400% or something

like that. But it's like that's not good

enough for me, man. Like in 4 years? Are

you telling me I can't get more than

like make more than 80K a year in four

years if I spend my time doing that?

Like come on. That's [ __ ] insane. I

guess some people just have lower

ambitions than others.

And but like 80K a year, that's nothing

that I'll ever want to be like uh be

bragging about, right? That's not the

the level that I want to settle at for

sure not. So it's

it's like yeah I don't really see the

point. Um and I go there only for that

reason because of my parents and u I got

like 2 months left so it's all right but

I'll I'll finish this stuff

and uh yeah that's the plan. And then

after that at 1:00 p.m. I'll have or to

be to be fair we'll see how long it

takes. But at 1:00 p.m. or like

regardless, I'll have the first call

with my nofap accountability group that

I lead and I host three daily calls in

there for the boys so that we can all

stop fapping. And uh yeah, they're

basically my coaching clients right now

that I'm trying to get results for and

we have gotten great results. Um in

general, like the average member has I

think reduced fapping with me with like

maybe 10 or 20x. So uh like 90 to 95%.

which I'm pretty proud of. It's not the

ultimate level because like of course we

want everybody to stop jacking off

completely for an extended period of

time, but um yeah, it'll come with more

accountability and hard work and

discipline and willpower. So yeah,

looking forward to helping you guys with

that. And then at 4, I'll have the

second call and then at 7:00 I'll have

the third call. And then in between

there, I'll have some food later on in

the day. depends on how much maths I

have to do, like how long it takes and

[ __ ] Maybe I'll do maths even during

those periods as well, like between the

calls. But, uh, yeah, let's see how it

goes. Maybe I'll even have time to go to

the gym gym later on hopefully, right?

But, uh, yeah, that's the plan for me,

man. No urges today. No urges yesterday

really in terms of no fap, no [ __ ]

jacking off. We're staying off that

[ __ ] It's been quite a while now since

I jacked off and I'm not really ever

close to jacking off. It's like I I