Getting Back Into Routine + Life Updates

Oh,

hey.

Oh

wow.

Oh wow.

Heat.

Heat.

My friend sent me these flowers last

night and I was super touched. Katie,

you're literally the best. I love you so

much. She sent this flower bouquet and

I'm obsessed. And also my Kosas team

sent me this flower for my birthday and

it's so beautiful.

Oh my god, it's so pretty.

Hey guys, I just came back from

traveling for 2 weeks in LA and I'm

finally back home in New York. It's been

a very crazy past couple weeks for me.

And today I just want to um get my

together and do some grocery shopping. I

haven't cooked in a while, so I want to

make myself some food. I have friends

coming over later today. And yeah, I'm

just excited to just settle back home

and stay grounded and do some self-care

because it's very much needed. So yeah,

I'm going to take you guys along my day.

And honestly, like I feel like vlogging

this helps me stay on track and it helps

me stick to my routine. So I'm glad you

guys are with me right now and staying

tuned to my day. I woke up really

bloated this morning. I went to bed at

like 2:00 a.m. I woke up at 7:00. So, I

have not been getting good sleep at all

whatsoever the past couple days. It's

really bad. But today, I want to like

really just do everything self-care so

that I'm able to sleep tonight. So,

yeah. Hopefully hopefully that I can do

that. The weather today is so nice. So,

maybe I'll go for a walk or something,

too.

Unreal.

Hey guys, I'm back from grocery shopping

and I'm drinking my favorite drink ever,

the Chobani 20 g protein drink. I just

had no appetite recently, so this is

like my savior. Um, I drink it and then

I'm like, I feel better.

And it's so good. It tastes

so good. I drink like three of this a

day.

So, if you guys need like a quick

filling drink,

I recommend this one. My friends are

coming over in like an hour or so to

spend time with me. I love them. They're

like my best friends ever and honestly,

I don't know what I would do without

them. But yeah, I just wanted to make

this video to catch up with you guys

because I feel like I haven't caught up

with you guys in so long. Coachella was

so fun with my sisters and being in LA

away from New York was honestly like

super healing from me for me and I

really needed it. And a lot of people

are saying like we shouldn't move to LA

and stuff, but we're going to be by

coastal. Um, I'm definitely going to be

spending a lot of my time in New York

because I have a place here and I grew

up here. So, New York will always be

like has this have a special place in my

heart. I don't know when we'll move into

LA. Probably like in September or

something. I honestly have no idea. Like

the timeline is

open. We have no plans as of now. But I

love LA. I love California. I feel like

the nature is just so much better there.

And the fact that we get to go to the

beach like every day if we wanted to is

just such an appeal for me. And yeah, I

feel like that would be a really really

fun chapter in our life. Life is so

long. I don't want to be living in the

same place for the rest of my life. So I

definitely want to like try exploring

other cities. I'm 27 and I literally

only lived in New York and New Jersey

for my entire life and a little bit of

Korea. So

yeah, I also wanted to address with you

guys some of the speculation that's been

going out online. Um, I have been seeing

them. So I just wanted to make this

video to address it directly with you

guys. I wanted to take my time to

address it because there has been a lot

going on for me. um behind the scenes

and

yeah, I just wanted to clear the

speculation that's been going online and

let you guys let you guys know that I'm

no longer in a relationship.

There's been serious boundaries that

were crossed and I decided to move away

from that relationship for the sake of

my

safety and my well-being. Um, so

yeah,

it's still really raw for me

to be completely honest.

And right now I'm just spending time

with friends and family and just trying

to take everything day by day, hour by

hour, and just

um try my best to

just be in the moment. Um but yeah,

that's honestly all I can talk about

right now. Um,

maybe down the line I can open up with

you guys a little bit more, but it's

still really fresh and raw and I just

need some time to process everything.

And um,

yeah, I also want to

say thank you to everyone that's been

supportive of me, that's been looking

out for me. Um, and just being super

kind.

And

yeah, I love you guys so much. And as

much as I hope my videos help you guys,

you guys also help me equally. So, I

just want to say thank you guys so much.

And I'm just really grateful for all of

the support I've been getting. Like I

said, as much as

I hope my videos help you guys, you guys

are also like have the biggest impact in

my life as well.

So, thank you for being here with me.

And I hope to create more content and

just grow with you guys, share my life,

my journey, and have you guys part of my

life. So, yeah. I love you guys. I'm

probably going to spend the rest of my

night with my friends and spending

quality time with them and being in the

moment. So, I'll probably end the vlog

here. I wanted to do a lot more with you

guys, but I I'm honestly just a mess

right now at this moment. So, I'll keep

you guys updated and see you guys in the

next video. And yeah, I love you guys.